Grief and Sorrow
Monday, March 16, 2009
Civilian! =D

The feeling of ORD is wad i m feeling now! 3 weeks of temporary civilian! hahas.. okay la in between still need go back camp but THEN!! at least i finally get some normal life back.. lyk.. can be at home on weekdays!! do my own tings.. catch up wif frens whenever i feel lyk.. how often do army guys get to do these!! omg.. gonna love the moment!! =)

okay la i being random den come blog blog awhile de.. haha..

that time was doing duty at SFT.. den eh.. i see poor boys enlisting.. den tink of myself last time.. so sad!! =x but den the impt ting is that.. how come old couple dun hold hands de.. why why why.. old liao den will pai seh meh? or dun wan? no feeling anymore? dun feel the need anymore? why?? i dun wan liddat next time.. must be as loving as always de!!

hmmm.. how come b4 tgt and after tgt will be so different.. okay la.. wads the difference i m referring here is lyk.. lyk.. hmmm.. how to say leh.. b4 tgt.. u will try ways to jus get to see her from side.. take a peek olso not bad.. den after tgt for quite some times.. den lyk.. wont reli rush such tings.. i dunno how say properly..

another example.. sms.. last time when u see the ppl reply.. u will lyk try to reply almost immediately de.. morning saw the sms straight away reply.. b4 slp will sms.. den as times go by.. reply starts to slow down.. morning see liao olso.. okay later will reply.. at nite jiu fast fast will fall aslp.. nv even reply.. wont initiate even if the other party nv reply.. do all couples go thru these? and stay as these? become not as loving anymore.. izzit? i dun wan this man.. i m feeling kind of sad.. how can i be angry de.. i will nv se de angry wif her de.. den jus now i actually tell her i angry.. til she sad.. tink she tear'ed.. why?? is this wad i wanted? definitely not!! guys PMS.. sian.. =x hahas.. haix..

i wan me and her to be a loving couple forever de!! hard to maintain.. but must try de ma!! nv giv up! =D jiayou to all couples out there!! hahas..

LoOkiNg FoR mY gUaRdiAn AnGeL @ 11:14 AM