Saturday, September 23, 2006
busy busy busy!
sry ar zhui jing nv update my blog.. actually now cannot blog anything ar cos now my days everyday is almost lyk the same repetition de lor.. jiu shi study study and more study!! cos promos coming ma so cannot play much.. so sian sia.. but den nvm.. 4 oct will be the day to celebrate!! but its after 5pm.. -.- but nvm! i am looking forword to that day cos its only 11 more days! i will tahan thru it de! i believe! but i may not survive though.. okie after promo i sure update ok! wish me luck! and oya b4 i forget.. cannot forget cos i jus celebrated ytd..
HAPPY BIRTHDAY NORINE!! =DDD
haha.. lucky nv forget abt u.. anyway hav fun ytd hope u hav too!! okie.. cya all after promos ba.. byes!! =)
LoOkiNg FoR mY gUaRdiAn AnGeL @
12:50 PM
Wednesday, September 13, 2006
wad a bad day..
wah.. ytd after reaching home i was lyk having a very bad sore-throat, flu and headache.. reli very bad.. den i tok on phone awhile cant take it liao den jiu hang up le.. its reli very painful.. at 1st i wan to do some tutorial but reli having a bad headache so cant take it i slp..
but den i didnt reli slp.. i was lyk wake up every half-an-hour? very jia lat la.. i keep feeling hot and cold at the same time.. very bad.. i was lyk cos my hse de bed is double-decker.. den below still got 1 'di-lam' ma.. den i was switching place from the top to bottom den to living room de sofa.. almost every hr i wake up once or twice.. den i was lyk my back dunno why jus ache lor.. cannot sit properly den i dunno why i keep reciting this stupid chemistry formula i olso dunno wth is that i jus now i was trying to figure it out but i cant!! i tell myself why am i memorising this stupid stuff? but it jus cant get out of my head and its from 11pm til morning 5am.. den some more i dunno why i siao siao i go open my wooden door den sit at the carpet there dunno looking at wad olso jus sit down there stoned.. so xin ku i dunno why the time go pass so slowly i wish that morning can arrive earlier.. so xin ku.. haiz finally the time pass and i go to sch still feeling very unwell but i dun wan see doctor waste money den dun wan miss lessons either.. but den in the end go sch hav 2 lessons only go home liao.. cos reli cant take it!! =x den told my fren abt it he say i am possessed.. come to tink of it.. i tink so too.. i tink i am seriously mad le.. haiz..
haha.. den from 11am arnd that time i slp til 5pm today.. slpt for 6hrs sia!! so shoik! den headache gone! yes!!! ahaha.. den jus now went to harbour front wif my bro go see sales? lolx dunno why suddenly got this program in the end nv do much sch work.. die!! ahhaa..
okie i tink i shld stop here and go do work now!! lolx okie cya all take care.. =)
LoOkiNg FoR mY gUaRdiAn AnGeL @
11:38 PM
Monday, September 11, 2006
looking at choir blog? ahhaa..
hmm.. decided to take awhile to look at the past.. i add more link on my blog!! haha den realise got this peircean voices de blog and website.. i last time already noe la but den seldom go til dun rmb.. =x but jus now i went to read wad we wrote abt last time and sang and took photos.. wah thats bring back alot of memories sia.. =)
come to tink of it.. it has been so long man.. choir hav been my life.. and i nv regretted having it.. its so much fun la.. most of my close frens come from choir.. without them my life would be so meaningless la.. haha.. yupyup den i see the photo when i was sec2.. that was lyk omg i look so....... ok no comments.. =x ahahaha..
wah.. i reli miss the choir i was in when i was in peirce.. although there r disagreement here and there for e.g. joo hiang and sebastian quarrel quarrel all kb lai kb qu.. but den its much more lively liddat ma.. =P haiz.. i miss it sia.. i wan be young again!! =P
okie shall stop here.. haha.. cya all take care.. oya 1 last thing..
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO HUIMIN!! OSCAR!! & CASSANDRA!! =D
ok nitex ppl.. =)
LoOkiNg FoR mY gUaRdiAn AnGeL @
7:28 AM
Wednesday, September 06, 2006
2yrs ago.. things were so different from now..
hmm.. today i woke up at 9+.. den cos i very kan chiong wan to send a sms.. den cos not time yet den i slp again.. den ring ring!! alarm rang.. lol lyk writing narritive liddat.. den 10am le!! very kan chiong sia i scare i later send at wrong timing.. den ok i go brush teeth and wait for the time to come.. 10:17:56am.. finally 'deng' dao liao den send!! in the end miss by 1 second.. become 10:17:57am.. but nvm la.. beta den nth..
ok this is wad happen.. 2 yrs ago de 10+am.. i was waiting for my turn to cut my hair at a barber shop.. den suddenly i receive an sms!! and its from her!! haha.. actually its jus a normal sms la.. is lyk that kind of sms that says frens lyk u r hard to get that kind of stuff.. den that msg was something that say she is cute de la.. den so i reply her and say.. so bhb!! but anyway next time whenever i am sian can i sms her or when she sian can sms me or something cos when i sian nth to do ma phone to lousy cant play nice game olso.. den she say ok!! den from then on.. we started to be closer to one another.. as in become closer frens.. thats why i rmb that day.. =)
but as we all noe.. things hav change.. not as close as last time anymore.. so i was hoping that this can help abit.. and so i sent the sms!! hoping that she will rmb wad happen 2yrs ago and reply me roughly the same thing that i sms her last time.. but i noe.. this kind of thing wont happen de la.. even drama olso dun hav this kind of thing lor.. gen he kuang shi wo.. haiz.. and den i wait.. and wait.. and as expected.. she didnt reply.. i am so upset.. she didnt rmb anything.. haiz.. den i slpt while waiting..
when i woke up again.. its already 12! and still nv reply.. and i noe she is not gonna reply already.. i tink most prob when she receive the sms she will only read den jus leave it there wont tink of anything olso.. so ya.. jiu zhe yang lor.. i planned this from august waiting for this day to arrive la but den i already noe things wont go according to my dream de lor.. i am still dreaming only lor.. living in my own world.. when will i wake up.. haiz..
den went to cut hair and stuff.. quite ok la abit short.. but at least its not covering my eyes i can write and read and see everything clearly and properly le!! ahaha.. den after that went roy hse wif vincent and study abit ( do only 3qns.. =x ) den go eat and come home le..
went online and yup.. she wasnt online as expected.. major exam coming of cos wont online la.. den i decided i shld not wasted the day.. wu lun ru he dou yao do something!! so i sms her and ask her whether she rmb anything abt the sms 2yrs ago..? wait and wait and wait.. she didnt reply!! =( when i was abt to send the 2nd sms telling her ' can at least reply for today? ' she reply me.. kind of happy at the same time not reli.. cos yup she reply but den she didnt rmb anything.. so i explain to her wad happen.. i tink its kind of lame.. i mean the way i explain.. cos i dunno how olso ma.. den jus explain la.. den lyk ok but she still dun quite rmb.. i guess its only impt to me ba.. no one will rmb except me.. =/
after explain she say still can sian de shi hou sms her but maybe sometimes wont reply cos busy.. but i noe.. i shldnt be bothering her actually.. most of the time olso wont reply de la.. not interested in me ma.. its jus 1-sided.. =/ i shall jus see how it goes ba.. den ya awhile later she fall aslp le.. den ya i noe tml morning sure wont reply one.. cos yea busy ma.. nvm i noe.. =(
ok la i noe la.. i cant go back to the past.. thinking can make history repeat itself.. but in real life.. that doesnt happen de.. 2yrs ago.. how i wish i can go back then.. and restart everything.. nicely and neatly.. without any mistake.. haiz.. alrite i shall not dwell on the past.. lets see wad i can do next to help myself ba.. =/
okie gd nite ppl its late.. tml still need go sch for lesson.. sad.. i wan slp!! 10am got sch how am i suppose to wake up?!? haha.. okie nitex =)
LoOkiNg FoR mY gUaRdiAn AnGeL @
11:32 PM
Testing for depression.. lolx..
LoOkiNg FoR mY gUaRdiAn AnGeL @
10:46 PM