Grief and Sorrow
Tuesday, November 28, 2006
her bday! haha..

haha.. today is actually a big day for her!! but she very bad lor.. wish her happy bday she nv reply de.. so action.. haha.. maybe she slp le ba.. if thats the case jiu hao.. haiz.. i dunno la.. haha..

hmm.. early morning jiu no gd liao.. ppl suppose to giv me morning call nv giv.. den i very late wake up.. den i late for choir!! ahaha.. actually wont late one.. because anthony 'tuck some baong' meet me at 9.40 in the end 9.50 den reach.. of cos i late la.. lolx.. but nvm lucky today no need pay $$ if not ask him pay ar.. ahaha..

after choir i plan go home write card for her.. in the end got choir meeting til so late.. den after that still go eat lunch wif them.. til very late.. i mean late afternoon.. den when i reach home so tired wan to write card olso wan slp ar.. =x but of cos in the end i still got write la.. i write in pencil.. draft 1st.. i got plan de leh.. haha..

den after that realise my hse very lousy.. no colour pen no nth.. so i go my fren hse and wah.. my fren hse ying you jing you i tell u.. u wan pen got pen.. wan paper got paper.. wan scissors got scissors.. aiya got alot la.. envelope olso hav.. ahaha.. den har.. i write the card and letter for another fren.. by the time i finish writing.. 11 liao.. mad de the time.. so fast jiu pass liao.. in the end no time pass her present.. anyway she very tired la so shldnt meet her.. later she more tired no gd.. must rest well okay!!(although u will nv read this.. haiz..) dun fall sick leh.. on ur bday cannot sick.. must kuai kuai le le de du guo.. =D

hmmm anyway nth much la.. jus wanna wish her..
HAPPY 16TH BIRTHDAY!! =DDD
okie la.. den nth much le.. oya i wan say.. i very sad cos that time she keep sms'ing someone.. i ask her how come nv reply me she say lazy.. but to that ppl.. she not lazy at all lor.. keep sms'ing leh.. no la i am being sensitive la.. but den.. haiz i dunno la.. sadden.. jus lyk vincent.. =(( okie giv ya ur prezzie tml!! haha.. cya all take care (especially u ar) and gd nite!! =)

LoOkiNg FoR mY gUaRdiAn AnGeL @ 10:58 PM

Saturday, November 25, 2006
Choir camp!!

heya sry so long nv blog le.. i see marcia requested it i tink i shall giv her face? ahha.. see i gd rite.. =x anyway jus kidding nia.. actually alot of things happen but i didnt reli hav the time to blog..? maybe too many things happening at the same time den i 'chuo shou bu ji'..? =x haha crapping nia.. okok.. shall tok abt choir camp.. =)

hmm.. b4 i went to choir camp i was at NYJChoir de choir chalet.. i tot it wasnt gonna be fun.. but it turned out the other way!! =D i dunno why i tink its not gonna be fun when i am planning abt it olso.. i guess i dun do this kind of job de doesnt suits me.. i dun lyk to lead ppl.. i always follow one.. super not decisive.. =x but nvm.. maybe will change next time when i hav more courage to lead the ppl ba? haha.. ok i wont go into details abt that chalet ba.. on 21 Nov which is tuesday i leave the chalet when they r having bbq!! sad.. but nvm cos i tot i am going to choir camp to see someone who will benefit me more! wif that i went home to change the bag de stuff and take some clothes den jiu go off le.. when reach sch its already 9+ in the nite? lucky that day not nite trail if not i will miss alot of fun!! ahaha..

okie so i reach there and they were watching movie nite? the movie they showing i saw b4 le.. so i didnt reli watch it and lyk jus keep walking arnd look at the sch cos its gonna be crushed down soon?? haiz damn sad la.. peirce leh.. need to wait for 2 yrs den will finish re-building.. i dun wan re-build ar i rather it stay liddat where all my wonderful memories r.. haiz.. but wad i say is not impt to the sch anyway.. nvm.. hmm.. when i went to the dance studio i saw mr phua and i guess is his acapella group? den some of the christmas songs i noe de leh!! wah the bass is super pro la.. i lose liao.. haha.. yup den the 1st nite jiu shi after movie nite i went to bath den de-brief jiu end le lor.. den i help the community wif some work den went to staff room and my god.. the staff room is sooo empty!! ahaha.. den went there hav supper of the leftover food.. its nice though.. haha.. den later the guys came and practice 'never say gdbye'.. pro leh mei xiang dao they r so steady one.. haha.. after that went back to dance studio wanted to slp.. den that gay wei qi keep disturbing us!! =x dun let us slp.. haha.. but anyway its was funny la.. den jiu next day le!!

wah this entry is gonna be long.. erm.. den morning went to help community do the breakfast olso.. actually i didnt help much la i jus look at them giv them moral support only cos i dunno wad to do olso.. =x ahaha.. den everyone come down eat eat and i ate wif the community!! ahhaa.. i so dua pai.. wah the first time i see the choir finish the bread sia! last time always alot of leftover de.. den drank milo too!! =D den went to peirce reserviour walk walk.. walk for i tink 2hrs? not very sure.. mad de.. den the most fun thing is the playground la.. all lyk deprived childhood.. haha.. (something gonna say something no link.. jus received a call from the sop SL in NYJChoir den she say today no choir le cos no place to practice? yay! den i no need kan chiong le.. anyway today bass only got me going den no point olso.. ahaha.. okie back to the topic.. =x) cos we are all lyk playing the spinning thing and stuff.. ya.. ahhaa.. den after that went back to peirce to hav practice! they sang their set piece!! which is 'everyone sang'! haha.. i tink its nice.. den learn halfway go eat lunch.. den eat finish mr ong come liao den jiu go ava.. wah the practice was 6hrs long? my god but cool.. haha.. i slpt thru some of the time though.. =x ahaha..

hmm.. i learnt the song wif them.. nice ma must learn.. so that next time wan to tink of it can sing den all the memories will be back?? ahhaa.. wah the most difficult part is the 'on on on' la.. madness de.. rhythm guai guai one.. haha.. but nevertheless if we do it correctly it will be nice.. haha.. dun tink i wan go thru much abt the practices ba.. lolx.. den erm after that we hav dinner and after that graduation nite!! wah finally 'she' come liao.. so long.. i tot she say she staying for both nite la.. in the end she came for the grad nite.. diao.. haiz.. haha.. and i saw the other sec4s!! wah misses them alot la.. all funny funny one.. nice to tok to de ppl.. haha.. den ya so the grad nite den hy (my mei) is the host.. haha.. sometimes tok to herself dunno y but nvm.. lolx.. den ya they giv presents and hug each other.. haha.. i mean the community and the ex community ar.. but den the P nv!! zheng rui and luyun nv hug!! lolx.. nan nu shou shou bu qing? haha.. den after that jiu nite-trail le!! woohoo!! ahaha..

community went to prepare all those stuff and i join them in making them wet and stuff!! haha.. i was in joei grp helping her.. while she lead and everything.. oya b4 that i chatted wif the sec4s and finally! i get to tok to her!! ahaha.. but den i tink at 1st i wasnt reli very happy.. even when take photo den got her i olso not very happy.. i tink is becos i am already sadden by her la.. sms and msn all dun reply me one la.. so dao.. i olso dunno la.. sad.. but den i tok to her yi xia zi jiu ok le.. i olso dunno y but it is always liddat one.. haha.. den went to nite-trail! oya marcia if u wan to noe who is the one keep tapping ur shoulder when u r blind-folded in the ava.. its me!! XD ahaha.. den 1 by 1 the grp went out of ava den to the ground floor of peirce.. purposely make them walk a few rounds to confuse them but den didnt reli achieve our goal? haha.. means they still noe where are they.. ahaha.. nvm.. den later jiu very fun ar.. keep pouring water on them and stuff.. wah anthony is super gd la.. as in he didnt retaliate de.. jus play the whole thing properly.. but the guy behind him.. wen jie if not wrong.. very bad.. keep wanting to hit ppl back.. but nvm the more he do the more we splash.. but after that i jus anyhow run liao.. see who splash who.. but den after awhile i nv splash le.. only see them luan lai... ahaha.. i no hand olso need hold cards and caps of watter bottle.. ahaha.. hmm the whole thing is very fun jiu dui le la.. haha..

after tat hav to clear up the mess which is those flour i tink.. haha.. so difficult to wash away.. but nvm i tink we did it in the end? ahaha.. hmm after that all go bath and de-brief.. wait for mr phua for so long.. haha.. den only say tml pls wake up at 8.30am den everyone was lyk ok den jiu go off le.. went back to dance studio slack awhile den alot of ppl come in? asking wan order Mac to eat or not.. lolx.. cool sia them.. vincent and i shared fries and drinks! but den so fast ppl kope finish le.. but nvm haha.. den mr phua came and me, hz, sebas and him play bridge!! ahhaa.. cool man mr phua pro player and i am a serious noob la.. sad.. haha.. den later change player hy den i out cos i dun wan play le cos i so noob.. haha.. den joei and rx came.. we was lyk having 'jacket fashion show' la keep changing jackets.. try sebas one.. rx one.. joei one and hz one.. ahhaha.. after awhile more mr phua jiu go back le.. at 1st he say gals can only stay at 1am at dance studio when he leave dance studio which is 1+ the gals all still there.. haha.. but later abt 2 he come back tell all the gals go back.. den we guys in the dance studio jiu play lame games that need ppl to tink of stupid logic.. haha.. hongray and khairul ( dunno how to spell sry ) said that they feel dumb dunno wads the stupid logic behind it.. haha.. but in the end they get it la.. ahaha.. after that jiu slp le..

den next morning!! eat again den drink yaya.. i didnt wan to say much le cos hand super tired type for 48mins le!! wth.. ahaha.. den erm choir practice 1hr+ den clean up and pack up jiu cha bu duo shi zhe yang le.. den last part of the camp is pack the choir stuff for mr phua.. all those long long ago de choir songs! wah so many i kope some.. ahaha.. cool man.. den i can make midi.. ahaha.. hmm.. den wah mr phua is rich de.. treat us 8 pizza 4 from canadian 4 from pizza hut! rich ar.. den still got ice-cream some more.. pro sia.. den after that jiu dismiss le.. but hz and i stayed back to help mr phua keep his stuff and the community olso hav to stay to help!! den we help til slp ar.. so long.. 2 break camp den we help til 5 den in the end we went home to keep pur stuff den go out eat dinner again!! mr phua treat.. his wallet got hole liao la.. wait b4 i continue, i wan say something.. while we r helping mr phua keep his stuff.. sometimes we nth to do den we do a darn lame magic trick sia.. which is make someone appear in a box? ahaha.. too bad i dunno how to upload it.. if not sure put! damn funny.. haha..

ok den we took taxi home.. must be tinking we rich? no la is hz rich.. 1st trip home he treat us (me and joei) den change liao take cab go tp again.. this time joei pay.. wth rite i nv pay? no la got pay la after everything den i pay some of it.. ahhaa.. but not as much as them.. aiya poor ma still buy presents for the who leh.. dad la nv giv me pocket money now super broke.. haiz.. den we went tp and guess wad.. mr phua treat us pizza hut again! i wanted KFC though.. =x ahaha.. den wah the bill.. damn ex la the bill a few more dollars too 3 digit leh.. from there i dun tink i wan be teacher liao.. =x aahaha.. oya next time go eat wif mr phua must bring own drink.. he dun buy drinks de.. always ice-water.. which i cant drink.. den i super thirsty la.. den after everything i went to NTUC buy drink ar.. haha.. den after that jiu go home le ba i tink.. joei yy rx wy went home den me hz alan xm hy vincent anthony continue walk walk.. ahaha.. hy was lyk sad but i dunno wad happen to her olso.. den jiu went home le.. haha.. on the way back sms her.. and as usual.. she didnt reply.. oh well.. nvm.. den ya super tired.. i went to my bed b4 i knew it.. its the next day le!! i dunno but super tired la.. ahaha..

okie i shall stop liao continuous typing of 1hr can die!! excatly 1 hr now!! haha.. okie cya all i go watch tv awhile later play com le!! haha.. cya all take care bye!! haha.. =) i hope i can attend next yr choir camp again! but dunno will they invite me? haiz.. haha.. cya!!

LoOkiNg FoR mY gUaRdiAn AnGeL @ 10:12 AM

Tuesday, November 07, 2006
sway day.. haiz..

wah today damn sway la.. haha.. i nth better to do den wan say de.. er.. today plan to wake up early to go peirce join them in choir! den after my alarm ring.. i wake up.. and slp again.. =x den in the end i wake up 10.30 liao.. den i tink i hai so late liao den go do hse work do finish already 12+ ar.. den bath prepare to go j8 find vincent cos i ask anthony where they going hav lunch he say j8.. den i walk so many round.. den decided to buy lunch and go peirce eat.. den vincent use payphone call me say they at tp!! wth!! waste my time.. haha..

den after that reach peirce.. tot can go eat lunch liao.. the security guard say cannot! today already reject 3 ppl becos not in full U.. den i was lyk wad the from hse come all the way u ask me go back change? siao! cos i only wear choir tee nv wear sch pants.. den damn sway la den i walk to bus stop hav my lunch ar!! den take bus to back gate.. security guard tony (if not spelt wrongly) say wah why u wear slipper.. cannot la.. den i was lyk wth.. still cannot.. mad leh reli go home changed meh.. haiz.. den no choice reli go back changed.. that time debating wif tony still got 2 dunno i tink sec2 gals ar.. so pai seh la.. no face liao.. =x

den go all the way back and changed! and went to take 162! wah wait for the bus wait foreva ar.. all the bus available there come twice 162 olso nv come!! den wait for 25min den come! by the time reach the sch front gate bus stop already 3.50pm! and guess wad? its raining so heavily la!! wth.. den i wait at the void deck for so long i tink 10min den can go in.. choir 5 jiu end le i go so late might as well dun go rite.. haiz.. but nvm.. my love for peirce.. ok forget it.. shuo bu chu kou.. too er xin LOL!! erm den jiu go for 1 hr only.. better den nth ba.. haha..

but ok la went to vincent hse eat dinner the dishes today is so nice! but i nv tell his family earlier den nv cook more rice.. wasted.. for those who dunno.. i tink i am a 'rice bucket'.. =x the dishes so nice.. but mei kou fu.. haiz.. ok la den not much le.. so long.. take care whoever is reading! =)

LoOkiNg FoR mY gUaRdiAn AnGeL @ 10:37 PM

Sunday, November 05, 2006
steamboat!!

lolx.. jus now went steamboat for... nth!!! we r mad sia!! perhaps is the last gd meal for yy joei and hy b4 their OBS? ahaha.. but we jus went there to eat.. den pla zhong ji mi ma.. wah i dun lyk to play lor.. so sai.. next time go steamboat i must set 1 condition.. that is i wont play zhong ji mi ma at all!! haha.. lucky today only 1 fishball.. haha.. rx is the most tyco la.. nv tio at all.. anyway those who go r alan sebas me joei yy rx hy.. yupyup..

den haiz.. after that we went to bus stop wait for bus.. tot no more bus sia.. scare ourselves.. den heard them toking abt this yr ppl de prom nite.. haiz.. they gonna hav dinner and dance? and this time reli and dance? 1 guy 1 gal? omg.. i am gonna die from this liao ar..!! after i hear that jiu damn sad liao lor.. sad all the way.. haiz.. i dunno wad i am going to do if i noe wad will happen and who will be 'ur' partner lor.. i tink i olso noe who will ask lor.. sure alot de.. den i noe u gonna choose who lor.. haiz.. i am so gonna............................................ nvm.. i dunno wad i gonna do anyway.. i only noe i will breakdown.. maybe not that serious but something liddat ba.. haiz..

den went home den reach amk mrt de shi hou.. huimin come pass yy something den we got free ride home!! cos all live quite near together.. lolx.. so shoik! ahaha..

but den.. haiz.. i am still sad.. okie.. i shall keep my 'smile' on my face.. =) cya gd nite ppl!

LoOkiNg FoR mY gUaRdiAn AnGeL @ 9:35 AM