Grief and Sorrow
Tuesday, October 31, 2006
wad is in ur mind??

hmm.. went for choir practice in the morning today.. actually by the time i reach peirce is already almost afternoon.. arnd 11am liao.. haha.. sry leh joei.. make u miss 1 bus.. =x ahaha..

den mr ong teaching ti orh orh to the choir guys.. wah!! i realise last time the syf we actually sang wrong stuff!! got 1 phrase we sing all wrong notes!! lolx but we still get silver.. =P hahaha.. hmm.. den after alot of things happen.. actually not much la jus combined sing the songs den the baritones keep singing wrong note? =x i am included and i olso sing wrong sometimes.. sad sad.. haha.. so sry mr ong i 'gu fu ni le'.. disappoint u.. haha.. den after that when dismiss mr phua got something to say abt late coming den scold abit here and there and i realise he keep saying 1 word.. which is 'wadeva!'.. lolx.. den blah blah i get the choir photo! finally.. =x haha.. so nice the photo.. haha..

den reli dismiss le they got community meeting den at the atrium i saw her at the 3rd floor!! after so long i finally saw her again!! den later awhile she came down and tok to me!! and others olso la.. not specially for me la.. but still happy cos i miss her alot ma.. =P den jiu ya actually only tok abit.. den jiu gtg for sentosa liao..

i went wif vincent!! actually is my class outing den i bring vincent along telling my frens he is my bro.. and they all believe!! ahaha.. but i in the end got tell them he is reli not my bro.. haha.. den ya go dhoby ghaut ( finally noe how to spell correctly!! =x ) haha.. den go there eat finish jiu go home le.. jiu come home do I&R!! chiong'ing all the way den finish le den chat on msn..

haiz.. tok to this part jiu sad le.. =( chat wif her.. reply abit only.. lyk reluctant to tok to me.. she can chat wif others but den me jiu lyk reply 1 word de.. i am always sensitive and mad so dun mind me ar.. =x ahaha.. hmm.. i dunno wad is in ur mind leh.. how come sometimes u r reli nice.. but sometimes u jus treat me differently.. i dunno wad r u tinking leh.. maybe u didnt tink anything at all la.. its all i tink only.. but i tink.. aiya no confidence again.. nvm dun say le later u all say i must hav confidence.. i olso wan to hav ar.. its not that i dun wan to hav.. its jus that.. i dunno how to explain in words ar.. aiya nvm i noe jiu ok le ba.. =/

ok la thats all i wanna share today.. tmll is 1 Nov!! look out for 12pm de clock sound!! i tink everyone in singapore olso can hear one!! must listen!! cos i always look out for it.. okie tml still got sch i go slp le.. cya all take care.. especially 'u'.. sick liao must take care.. cannot dun care.. =) okie cya!!

LoOkiNg FoR mY gUaRdiAn AnGeL @ 11:49 PM

Sunday, October 29, 2006
a healthy day!! =x haha..

hmm.. went for badminton today!! wif yy rx and joei.. i had fun! but dunno abt them.. haha.. i dunno how to entertain them ma.. aiya.. thats why i cannot be a leader.. no quality at all.. haha.. at 1st plan to play from 12 - 2.. in the end all late den become plan 1 - 3.. but den again.. the place kanna booked.. so can only play from 2 - 3.. sad case sia.. but nvm 1 hr already quite tired cos lyk perspiring lyk mad le.. for me only.. they still dry.. =x Haha.. den vincent come.. by the time he come.. we already finish playing.. ahaha.. den he come eat 'dao hwuei' wif us only den jiu go prepare to swim le!!

yupyup after badminton i went home put my stuff and go swimming!! wif different set of ppl.. wif vincent alan roy valerie and sam ann!! haha.. did hav fun and drank alot of water.. so er xin.. but nvm.. hahaha.. how come so hard to get down to the 'swimming pool bed'? i cannot sink down one.. no matter how hard i try.. actually got once i sink down.. but after that.. keep coming up liao.. sad leh.. someone pls teach me!! haha.. den we bath and blah blah.. funny thing is when we went to restroom it wasnt raining.. come out suddenly hav such heavy rain! haha.. erm den after that went to eat KFC den walk walk abit jiu go home le.. haha..

while i was alone.. cos very tired ma den jiu suddenly tink of her.. i realise i quite a long time nv see her le.. i wan see her real ppl again.. and chat wif her.. how often do i hav the chance to do that? not reli leh.. den i find something to sms her.. haha.. to keep myself happy awhile! she replied! and it meant alot to me.. maybe u all cant feel it from the way i say la.. but den.. yup i was delighted when i receive it.. but after 2 sms she nv reply le.. she got o lvl to study 2 sms is alot already ba.. cant ask for much.. =/

okie i tink i shall stop here.. haha.. cya may we hav a gd day tml!! =)

LoOkiNg FoR mY gUaRdiAn AnGeL @ 10:53 PM

Friday, October 27, 2006
tired....

heya!! everyone tired today sia.. i olso tired.. cos i wake up early to play games? =x i ask rx giv me morning call de so that i can wake up game.. damn mad i noe.. but nvm.. den went to pasir ris wif my choir frens to organise program for the chalet.. wah den so late den reach home.. abt 9+.. den is so tired la.. jus now there abit of headache.. but now ok le.. =) but still tired.. haha..

oya i forgot to say.. i am promoted!! cos my overall pass!! although my econs is still U grade.. haiz dunno wad to do wif it.. =(

hmm.. u asked me i got new gf already? the answer is.. of cos not la.. i only go out eat wif fren nia.. cos both of us hungry den wan settle dinner outside ma.. so jiu eat lor.. haha.. dun misunderstand ok..? how would i find new gf when i still ____ u leh?? haiz.. how i wish u would noe.. but den.. haiz.. dunno la.. hope u didnt hav any bf yet too.. so that i still got a very very small chance?? hopefully ba.. =/

okie.. thats all ba.. tired tired.. wanna slp liao.. haha gdnite all of u.. =)

LoOkiNg FoR mY gUaRdiAn AnGeL @ 11:58 PM

Wednesday, October 18, 2006
haiz.. sad sad.. =(

heya.. actually nth much today.. i am jus feeling sad.. u r going out wif a guy to study!! alone leh.. actually is nth much de la but i tink too much liao la.. i jus hope that the ppl is me instead of that guy leh.. since u agree to study so wad does that means?? my story jiu zhe yang end le ma?? hmm.. dunno leh.. see how it goes ba.. shld not tink too much 1st.. becos 'there can be miracles when u believe'? hopefully.. =/

LoOkiNg FoR mY gUaRdiAn AnGeL @ 1:12 AM

Wednesday, October 11, 2006
must hav patience in order to teach.. lolx..

heya ppl.. sry ar ytd hor at Mac not i teach until very bu nai fan ar is jus that i very tired.. haha.. den no jing sheng to teach.. sry ar giv wrong impression.. =x

anyway if got questions jus feel free to ask.. if i can help de hua i will try my best.. i noe myself i am not a very gd teacher ma.. so cant expect much from me ok? but i will try to help!! yes i noe i tink of that why did i stay here and teach u all when i can go home play game? but den i tink ar being helpful is better.. because it is after wad happen den i realise.. oya 'she' everytime so helpful always help ppl arnd her i must be helpful too so that can be compatible ma.. i mean at least?? haha.. well i am jus deceving myself la jus wan make myself happy so jus cooperate wif me ok? haha..

yupyup okie so ya if got anything i can help de jus ask ok.. anyway i gtg le.. go play game!! next monday dunno how ar take back results.. need to pray.. haha.. cya all nitex!!

LoOkiNg FoR mY gUaRdiAn AnGeL @ 8:20 AM

Thursday, October 05, 2006
yay!! promo end le!!

wah finally after struggling for so long finally end le!! this time i am reli stress la.. last time sec sch exams olso not so stressed lor.. now everything so difficult wah the paper can make u headache lyk siao la.. haiz.. lets pray i will get to J2!! must ar pls!!!

actually a few days ago i wanna blog le.. got something i wan to say de.. but den now wan to blog lyk abit late.. cos i forgot wad i wanna say le.. haha.. next time got something must say must straight away come blog if not will forget again.. haha..

oya i dunno y but suddenly i feel lyk buying bag!! the way i see my frens change bag ar make me few lyk my bag is damn old la.. maybe to them 2 yrs is very long but to me lyk ok leh.. hai poor kid jiu shi zhe yang de la.. cannot ask for too much got 1 bag jiu ok le ba.. haha.. maybe i shld reli save up money and buy? haha..

hmm.. oya that day (i forgot which day though) i hav a dream.. a very nice dream indeed.. i wanna ask whoever is reading this.. wad u dream rite, will it come true or is jus ur fantasy? i reli wish the answer is that it will become reality lor.. haiz.. the dream is so real that i reli go check my inbox looking for msg sia.. but den dun hav.. den realise i was dreaming? haiz.. sad sad.. nvm.. lets jus wait for awhile longer.. lets hope after waiting for so long my effort will not be wasted.. lets jus wish ba.. only i wish ba actually.. haha..

anyway wont hav sch from today til next tues!! so shoik!! wonder wad will i do in the next few days? dun need to study? shoik sia! can jus reli play til madness la.. but den when go back sch i noe i gonna die.. haiz.. but nvm lets not tink abt that!! haha.. oya friday mooncake le!! go celebrate!! haha..

my blog is so dead no one come visit de.. =( okie i tink i going slp soon quite late le.. cya all ba.. =)

LoOkiNg FoR mY gUaRdiAn AnGeL @ 2:06 AM