Grief and Sorrow
Saturday, October 30, 2004
my report book!! haha..

yoyo.. yesterday get back report book le.. haha.. wake up so late man.. haha.. i actually wake up at 5.30am.. den brush teeth all those.. den 6am decided to rest awhile.. maybe 5 min.. den set alarm clock for 5 minutes only.. den.. hear a phone call.. from my hp.. den i woke up.. was from sebas.. the light coming in the window in my rm was quite bright.. den the call was from sebas.. asking me.. u neva come sch today meh? den i think.. ya hor friday hor? haha.. at that time 8am le.. haha.. den quickly go bath.. den pack abg.. go sch.. was.. sway leh.. 1st day late in this yr.. wha lau eh.. haha..

den reach sch.. dunno go where.. cause 1st time late den dunno what am i suppose to do.. den saw jun kai they all.. having PE.. so funny.. how come they no need clean their classroom ar.. haha.. den i go general office find mr bala.. den i told him i was late.. and he say yea i know.. lol.. den after that he ask me who at home now.. den i say no one.. ask me where my father.. i say he working.. where my mum.. i say she in hospital.. ask me got other sibilings or not.. i say got.. bro.. but in NS.. lol.. den he ask me come over.. to his table i think.. den ask me.. what is my father hp number.. i was stunned.. i was too blur til forget his number le.. den i say dunno.. lol.. den he say wait.. den dunno go to who.. den i take out my phone and hav a peek.. saw my dad number.. den i told him i know le.. he say 1 by 1.. den dunno tok to whose parents.. haha.. say shuan from my class sitting there.. but is not his parents lar.. haha.. den later he say ok.. but den neva ask for my dad number.. den he check his com.. the number is wrong one.. for my father hp no. .. den change to correct one.. call my dad.. neva listen.. den he called back.. lol.. den blah blah blah.. den ok liao.. den i ask him got pink slip? cause neva late b4 mah.. den abit blur.. but i got see ppl late got pink slip one.. but i dun hav.. so funny.. den i ask him wherE? he dunno say what i forgot liao den i remember he say what go back to class take attendance.. den i say pink slip leh.. den he say go back class take attendance.. lol..

den go back to class.. saw mr tan.. ask him take my attendace.. den he say today is mrs ong mark attendance one.. den class was cleaning up liao.. den i olso help abit.. den saw mrs ong.. tell her take my attendance.. den she ask why late.. i say.. cant wake up.. lol.. den go back continue help lor.. den the most important thing of the day hav come.. keeping report book back!! den 10.10am liao.. den finally starting to giv back.. den from register number 1 start.. i 38 leh.. so back.. lol.. den wait and wait.. den mrs ong got giv comments somemore.. den even slower.. wha.. quick eh.. haha.. den hor.. b4 that.. when i just reach sch.. ppl tell me i got top10.. den finally my turn le.. guess what.. i got 10!! lol.. really is top 10.. haizz.. haha.. i thought can get what.. nvm lar.. still gd enough.. haha.. den here is my results..

english language : 59 - C5
chinese : 70 - A2
additional mathematics : 68 - B3
mathematics : 83 - A1
biology : 50 - C6
chemistry : 76 - A1
physics : 68 - B3
combined humanities (S,H) : 69 - B3
civics & moral education : A
total : 425/600
percantage : 70.8
class position : 10/42
level position : 17/202
L1R4 : 12
L1R5 : 15

den after that go roy house.. da pao from sch stall 5 den go.. me hwei zhong alan sebas daniel all go.. haha.. den play soccer game.. again.. lol.. i dun get to play much.. i only play lyk.. 1 game in.. 2 hrs? den alan and sebas and hwei zhong keep playing.. me and daneil and roy only play once.. always they play de.. den i 1.30 gtg liao.. cause going to visit my mum.. den at nite den come home lor..

haha.. den today what happen ar.. er.. not much that i can think off.. oya.. today morning got the msn messenger maintaience.. den say is 15 min.. but in the end is 2 hrs long.. lol.. den not much lar really.. haha.. okko.. quite late le.. gonna slp soon.. haha..

LoOkiNg FoR mY gUaRdiAn AnGeL @ 11:58 PM

Thursday, October 28, 2004
Is a slacking day.. really!!

haha.. today when to sch by myself.. as in.. i wake myself up thru alarm clock.. and not my mum called me de.. cause my mum was in hospital.. why.. dun wanna tok abt it.. hav been 3 days already.. haizz.. hope she get well soon!! sure will!! i believe!!

today raining in the morning.. abit only.. haha.. but den parade square wet mah.. den still go back class report lor.. den got temperature taking today.. den dun hav de just buy lor.. haha.. den after that normal lesson.. 1st period is reading period.. but there is no reading.. den 2nd period PE!! but den neva pe again.. i wear for nth leh.. lol.. den play poker lor.. den ppl playing.. guys play guys one.. gals play wif gals.. but gals de poker small version one.. haha.. den guys is original version.. den later physics lesson.. mr chan come in say dun play poker.. ahha.. den the guys and mr chan down there toking abt games.. haha.. toking abt war craft.. star craft.. command and conquer generals.. haha.. so much lor.. lol.. den later i forgot what period liao lar.. haha.. den just continue playing poker.. by this time i got play liao.. i started playing le.. haha.. lose quite alot ba.. but at the end of the day is quite avergae ba.. haha..

den go recess.. is early de.. same as sec 1 and 2.. haha.. den later go back to class.. what we do? play poker again!! so sian leh keep playing.. haha.. the ppl who got OBS go to hall to do sth.. i olso dunno.. haha.. den we play.. den later OBS ppl finish le.. den continue playing.. den other class ppl keep coming in olso.. den teacher shoo them off sometimes.. ahaa.. den 1 time.. the climax of the day again.. we was playing.. me sebas roystonn and hwei zhong i think is playng.. den saw miss tan BJ.. den roy say miss tan wont say anything de.. den i and sebas still keep it in case.. but roy laggin.. he still holding 2 cards in his hand.. den miss tan say.. no playing cards in class!! den cause so noisy olso.. den say wanna confiscate it.. den really confiscate it leh.. if roy keep den wont happen le.. haizz.. den hor he say who the owner own up!! den we dun even know the owner.. den we r being honest mah.. haha.. den she tear every cards lor.. haha.. den say what stay until owner own up.. but around 10 minutes she gone le lar.. lol.. she sure got things to do de lor.. lol.. den go away.. haha..

den today until here lar.. den got choir olso.. but nth much interesting happening lar.. haha.. den learn abit of songs for next year SYF de.. haha.. kk.. cya around!!

LoOkiNg FoR mY gUaRdiAn AnGeL @ 10:15 PM

Tuesday, October 26, 2004
Today wasnt a really nice day i guess ..

today schooling is afternoon leh.. not bad huh.. haha.. den i wake up at 8am.. den brush teeth.. eat bread.. lol.. den come online use com liao.. no one was online.. den i go watch naruto lor.. espisode 83-85 liao.. 3 altogether.. haha.. around 1 hour lyk that.. den go gb awhile.. still see no ppl.. den i play awhile.. den come out msn see ppl online liao.. actually i wanna off com play PS2 de.. den tok until no time to play that liao.. lol..

the breakfast i eat not really breakfast.. cause is only 3 bread and 1 packet of drink.. den hor later 'come out' liao.. den lyk eat nth de.. lol.. den bath early cause wanna go sch early cause hungry mah.. den reach sch 1.15pm liao.. den quickly eat wanton noodles.. haha.. den finish quickly den go up class report liao..

reach classroom.. take pledge.. den mrs ong say teacher got meeting.. den after that she goes off.. den the gals and guys different group mah.. for tml de peirce family day.. guys 1 group.. gals 2 group if not wrong.. haha.. den the gals so busy de keep drawing banners.. haha.. den we guys no material today.. den we was lyk.. at the back slacking.. den later margareth come say we guys should do something.. b4 that daniel and i was toking abt what r we suppose to do oher den slacking here.. haha.. den we guys dun even hav banners.. den after that we neva stay in class den wander around in sch.. haha.. got ppl help other grp blow balloon.. all these lor.. haha..

den hor.. around 3.30pm.. mrs ong show us the room we suppose to use tml.. den we move those unused chair and tables outside the classroom.. den later 3e1 gals come in wif boxes or balloons all blown liao.. den later they go away.. some guys go play the balloon.. lyk kick around.. n00b around lor.. lol.. den hor.. mrs ong come tok to us.. den we gonna do our 1 and very own.. banner!! lol.. den our artist.. wen hao drew on the black cloth i guess.. den he olso colour.. den others some sit and see.. others hold it..

here comes the conflict of my day.. haha.. erm.. cause i bo liao mah.. watching them draw.. den i saw white paint.. den got cotton wool inside one.. den i take up.. try to take out.. den got abit white paint on my fingers.. den i wipe it on the newspaper.. den i take out liao.. den this stupid legs of edwin try to kick me.. den in the end not my face but my hair.. i neva do anything to disturb him lor.. he come kick me.. den i take the cotton wool again.. den he grab my hand.. i tell him to let go of course.. den he dun wan.. den i say if he dun i throw the cotton wool which hav white paint on his shoes.. den he still dun let go leh.. at that time i only got 2 fingers holding on that mah.. if i use whole hand den whole hand palm sure got paint mah.. den i say.. i throw ar.. den he still dun let go.. den swing and swing den let go.. den landed on his shoes.. lol.. but is pure white leh.. u know hor shoes got the kind of plastic one water-proof one and not plastic which is non-water-proof one.. den it landed on the water proof one.. means it can be easily wipe off.. den is he fault grab me for nth what.. den after that he use his hand take the paint den wanna wipe at me.. i say dun wipe on pant very difficult wash.. den he wipe my hand.. grab hold my whole arm lyk that.. den i wan get rid of him mah.. i dunno lar.. gonna be mean on my words to him today.. his disgusting hand.. cause got ezyma mah.. dunno how to spell lar.. den his palm so er xin one den touch me leh.. wha lau.. er xin lor.. den make until from my arm so white de.. den hor got touch my pants and pe t-shirt olso.. wha lau.. difficult to wash leh.. that bugger.. den hor i wanna push him away one.. den hor when i push abit nia den fulin sebastian down there holding the banner lor.. den if i push edwin away he fall on that will be very bad mah.. den i neva push so hard until fall lar.. den we both sit down on chair again.. i scold one 1 vulgar word.. fucker.. i dunno lar.. but den i scold that.. and this time i scold vulgar word i didnt slap my face.. lol.. cause when i say will slap my own face one.. den neva.. den after that all white leh.. den hor this is the end of the conflict.. lol..

den hor.. keeping stuff liao.. the paint on the ground.. use tiner to clean.. den i take my bag.. den edwin bag on top of mine.. den i take my bag.. den his bag drop on the floor.. lol.. i neva take up.. haha.. who tell him put on top of mine.. haha..

den later go home liao lor.. very long liao this entry.. dun wan stretch any longer.. haha.. see who got patience to read all these.. lol.. ok.. tml is afternoon session again!! can slp late.. haha..

LoOkiNg FoR mY gUaRdiAn AnGeL @ 11:09 PM

Sunday, October 24, 2004
tmr remember to bring ODT!! haha..

here is a reminder for everyone in peirce tml.. maybe only to students lar.. haha.. but anyway.. tml got check go must bring.. yea.. so that wont drop conduct grade!! =D

ytd nite my small aunt came and say tml go 'bai ji' my grandfather.. called 'pray' i think.. den today at around 10.4oam+ den she called again and my mum prepare food all these for my grandfather already i think.. den after that she called us to go down den she bring us to the place.. den see my cousin all these.. and my uncle.. ya.. they hav grown taller!! now currently they all sec 1 and pri 5 lor.. ya.. den praying all these lar.. den after that my big uncle bring us to lunch.. den his wife giv me and my bro some new clothes she bought for us.. although my bro was not there lar.. den she always so gd will buy clothes for us de.. den go eat lor.. a combination of chicken, chao sao and dunno what rice lar.. den full.. den my aunt bring me to my ex-neighbour house cause i going there to play mah.. haha..

den after that reach there.. den lyk so dull.. no one come down play.. den i went to look for 1 1st.. den after that another one and so on.. den in the got 7 ppl playing.. ahaha.. is soccer again.. lol.. i dun really lyk the sport lar.. but den is a kind of exercise den my neighbour luv playing so i play wif them lor.. den play play play den 6.20pm+ go home liao lor.. den bath den eat dinner den use com lor.. lol..

den come here n00b around liao.. haha.. anyway now quite late so gtg slp le.. =P

LoOkiNg FoR mY gUaRdiAn AnGeL @ 11:34 PM

Friday, October 22, 2004
Very sian.. not much place to go.. haha..

nowadays i think i will write entries once every 2 days.. cause alternate days my bro will be at home and others he not at home.. meaning today he not at home.. tml he will be at home.. den next day wont again.. including sundays.. haha.. so when he not at home de days den i got time to write entries.. haha..

today went to Hwei Zhong house play from 12pm to abt 6pm i think.. but i reach there at 12.45pm.. haha.. den play games.. play cards.. nth much more de lar.. joke around lor.. den tok olso.. i think mostly is all these de lar.. haizz..

so sian de.. no place to go one.. always go ppl house de.. den is always the same thing de.. quite boring leh.. but still manage to pass time.. haha..

today someone call me support sam ann for her speech thingy.. she got in the finals leh!! although i not very sure what izzit lar.. but den i wan to go support de!! but den cause need to wear sch shirt so cant go.. my mum dun allow.. crap leh.. she say support for what.. support den support lar.. still got for what.. jiu shi 'jia you' lor.. lol.. den cant go.. so sry sam ann!! but will giv u mental support!! jia you hor!! must win!! haha.. den win money can treat us!! haha.. =P

anyway nt much exciting happen today olso lar.. haha.. gtg slp soon too.. haha..

LoOkiNg FoR mY gUaRdiAn AnGeL @ 11:08 PM

Wednesday, October 20, 2004
Exam papers!!

haha.. today finally get back our exams paper!! if u all did notice my nick.. i am eager to get back my results!! i did put in effort and wanted to know what what hard-work hav done.. was so nervous today in the morning.. after flag-raising.. we sec 3 went to the hall to do NYAA thingy den read story books olso.. den hor.. after that we were suppose to go back to class to get back the scripts.. den mr yeo told us we r the worst batch wif alot of failure.. den be prepare to retain or go 4NA.. scary leh.. say until we really got very very bad results.. was so afraid that we would fail english.. den we went back class.. during this 2 hours was so exciting.. nervous again.. haha.. so fun anyway.. haha.. den in the end get back english.. and i pass!! i saw the road to sec 4!! yay!! haha.. was very happy lar.. in my class i think no one failed english i guess.. so will see everyone next year!! haha.. anyway this is my results..

English ---> 60 ---> B4
Chinese ---> 70 ---> A2
E maths ---> 70 ---> A2
A maths ---> 52.5 ---> C6
Social Studies ---> 75 --- > A1
Chemistry ---> 78.5 ---> A1
Physics ---> 67.5 ---> B3
Biology ---> 50 ---> C6

Comments on my own results.. haha.. i pass english!! haha.. den e maths i thought can get A1 lar.. haizz.. den a maths the paper was really difficult!! den social studies think quite tyco ba.. den chemistry.. cant believe it though.. but is gd anyway.. den bio.. i did pass!! just nice!! haha..

den erm.. and ya.. ppl from choir.. this is emergency!! haha.. not really lar.. but just read.. interested tell mr goh.. or maybe tell me den tml msn i tell him.. haha.. is abt a concert.. remember mr ong and mr goh all from a group called notation? yup friday they got concert.. den hor entry fee for student is $10.. that is what mr goh said.. here is the details..

NOTATIONS will perform atMOX BAR & CAFÉ 21 Tanjong Pagar RoadSingapore 088444on 22nd & 23rd October 2004at 7:30pmtickets at $22 or $18 (only for 4 or more tickets purchased)includes one drinkemail zara@pacific.net.sg orcall 9450 6872 for bookings.visit www.a-cappella.org.sgfor more details

yup.. this is it.. haha.. only got 1 day to think over.. is a very rush thing i guess.. i olso dun very sure abt this.. i just know today at around 9pm+.. ya.. haha.. i guess that all for today.. gotta slp early cause tml still hav sch!! haha..

LoOkiNg FoR mY gUaRdiAn AnGeL @ 10:39 PM

Monday, October 18, 2004
Visit my ex-neighbours..

haha.. today around 12.15pm i went out wif my mum to hav lunch.. go to AMK center KFC.. i remember got alot of things to say de.. but suddenly forgot liao.. haha.. wait.. lemme think.. erm.. i remember is alot of stupid stuff that go through my head.. erm.. my mum and i tok abt my ex-neighbour mah.. den he now in pri6.. den last time b4 i move house he say wan come peirce.. but den now he cant cause his mum say dun wan cause too far.. den wan choose mayflower.. haizz.. last time same pri sch as me.. now merge wif AMKPS.. den after that i look around.. saw anderson secondary sch de students.. thinking they were once cleva cause they must hav quite high PSLE score in order to get there.. haha.. den got 1 ppl spill her coke over.. den got refill her coke for free.. haha.. den saw outside window.. saw medeline.. and her bro and mum.. den wave to her.. haha..

den after that go home.. take my stuff.. den go visit my ex-neighbour.. den reach liao.. played soccer.. den play 1 time (match that kind..) den they dun wan play liao.. haha.. den after that play penalty kick.. haha.. den just play on.. den after that abt 5pm.. go out to one of their house.. den neva go in olso.. just sit at the staircase there tok.. den 1 of them take put gameboy advance SP to play.. pokemon ruby version.. haha.. den after awhile we decided to play poker.. haha.. plat 'the BIG 2'.. haha.. play awhile 6pm liao lar.. den gone home.. den eat and watch 'xi lin men'.. den after that 8pm come online til now lor.. haha..

anyway gtg soon.. wanna slp liao.. my mum pressuring me again.. when i dun off the com she will stay in the living room.. until i off it.. ok.. cya!

LoOkiNg FoR mY gUaRdiAn AnGeL @ 11:51 PM

Sunday, October 17, 2004
3rd day after exams..

Today is the 3rd day after exams le.. abit sian sometimes cause no where to go.. haha.. today i stay at home almost whole day.. at 1st thought today will go ex-neighbour house and play wif them de.. but den alot of them got prob.. for example.. ppl arm broken.. ppl relative in hospital den they wan go visit them.. den some go another home.. den in the end i neva go cause very few ppl only.. maybe tml or tuesday if nowhere to go den i go ba..

tml no program leh.. maybe gonna be sian again.. haizz.. but is still good cause dun hav to stay til late for study mah.. haha.. the game i bought yesterday quite fun.. but den almost complete liao.. haha.. cause today stay at home nth to do den keep playing until finishing.. haha.. today got what thing interesting ar.. hmm.. let see.. seriously dunno what different today.. haha..

this is another short entry i guess.. haha.. oya!! choir committee de!! this coming thursday got meeting again!! haha.. and this thursday no choir.. meaning no practice but got meeting.. at where i dunno but i know is at 2.30pm.. haha.. what i think is maybe outside ava ba.. haha.. but is think only.. wha sian i need write report again leh.. haha.. last choir meeting de report today just send to margareth through msn today.. haha.. i think that all for today i guess.. cya!!

LoOkiNg FoR mY gUaRdiAn AnGeL @ 10:55 AM

Saturday, October 16, 2004
EXAMS ALL OVER!!!!!

exams r over!! finally can rest!! at least dun hav to study until 12am now.. can slp earlier too!! haha.. chem was ok.. e maths was gd.. a maths should be ok.. physics i got 67.5!! yay!! haha.. erm.. still got what ar.. o SS i think should be ok.. den bio this time i think really can pass!! haha.. anyway exams r over!! just hope i got gd grades!!

yesterday after exams go roystonn house.. today olso go roystonn house.. haha.. go play mah.. go play PS2.. maybe abit of soccer.. lyk that lor.. hhaha.. den buy games olso.. at nite go north point eat.. i eat chicken rice.. haha.. and drink milo.. den go popular.. n00b around.. den later go home liao lor.. go msn chat mah.. ahaha.. actually today not much to say.. feel quite tired actually.. finally can rest until morning 8am.. normally is lyk 5am need to wake up.. den 12am slp.. now although maybe 12am slp.. but at least got more rest.. haha..

i think today say til here ba.. cause i wan go try out my new game!! haha.. is a childish game i think.. so dun wan to say what game izzit.. ahahhaa..

LoOkiNg FoR mY gUaRdiAn AnGeL @ 11:23 AM

Friday, October 08, 2004
Hwei Zhong house..

haha.. today after sch go home 1st.. cause i later wanna buy assessment book mah.. i am determine to do so!! last time i say i wan buy in the end neva buy de.. now i really wan to buy liao.. i know is quite late to do so.. but den still better den nth.. and can use for next year olso.. haha.. so i went home den bath den wait for my mum to come back and giv me money to buy mah.. den from 1pm wait til 2pm my mum haven come back.. wha den i cant wait anymore cause i need to go hwei zhong house.. just now in sch already say liao.. but is go play.. haha.. i know is bad.. =P

den i pack my bag getting ready to go to his house liao.. no lar actually is go AMK center see how much 1st den at nite go buy.. den when i wanna go out.. den my mum come back le ar.. i just tell her i go see how much 1st den go hwei zhong house.. den she say bring some money 1st lar.. den i say go see 1st den at nite all buy at once better mah.. haha..

den reach hwei zhong bus stop there liao.. go minimart buy 1 small bottle of 100+.. haha.. den come out saw sebas walking to the bus stop liao.. i ask him why so early leave.. cause is only 3pm+ mah.. den he say his mum not happy.. but in his blog when i saw he say is his dad.. haha.. i olso not sure what i heard lar.. lol.. den i go hwei zhong.. they all playing pro evolution already.. is a soccer game.. haha.. den i play wif hwei zhong 1st.. den play til extra time still 0-0.. den PK i win he say is a draw.. lol.. he say is luck.. den i play wif alan 1-1 again.. den play PK den i won again he say is a draw.. cause not counted cause is luck.. haha.. btw PK is penalty kick if ppl dunno.. ya.. den later play wif wilson is i 3 den he 0.. cause he dun really know how to play lar.. den later on alan got win me too.. haha.. den i know the very last match i play wif alan den i won 1-0.. haha.. yay!! lol.. den go eat dinner.. i eat hainese chicken rice.. dunno how to spell lar.. haha.. den went home le..

den later at 8pm i go buy assessment book.. so ex $57+ leh.. wha so ex sia.. altogether 4 books.. haha.. den went home.. den so tired den come write awhile den go slp le.. haha..

LoOkiNg FoR mY gUaRdiAn AnGeL @ 10:29 PM

Thursday, October 07, 2004
Sudden a maths test and choir meeting..

Abit boring leh.. everyday olso lyk that pass de.. so bo liao one.. haha.. todat started off wif not really a gd thing.. i took 261 from my house here de bus stop to opposite AMK MRT station de bus stop.. den i saw 132 in front of the bus i am in.. nono.. infront of me got another bus 73.. den infront den is 132.. den i alight and rush to the bus.. but a bunch of ppl (n00b) blocking me!! excuse excuse me olso cannot reach for the bus.. den when i reaching the door le.. the bus gone liao.. den i down there keeping saying how n00b r they.. haha.. i know i olso very n00b.. lol.. den awhile later 165 come den i stop liao.. haha..

den reach sch.. just lyk normal.. alan is late for sch again.. everyday olso guess either alan or sebas gonna be late.. but not always de lar.. but today was alan.. he was late again.. haha.. den times just goes by.. until a time in class liao.. den cindy go write on the board today got a maths test.. so sudden de.. den we all started looking for a maths txtbk.. cause today no a maths lesson mah.. den the test was taken duing chinese period.. last period.. haha..

test come le.. is for bonus mark.. is got 0 olso neva mind.. is just to add CA marks.. is upon 10 marks de.. den just lyk normal lor.. is on trigo graph de.. den mrs han say cant copy all these stuff.. but den later she not in class.. den hwei zhong copy mine.. mervyn olso.. they olso got copy sebas.. den our chinese olso neva see lyk that.. haha.. i some times other subject olso need their help so is ok ba.. haha..

den after sch got choir meeting.. whaabbuuufffeeett.. haha.. i was late.. i go dining hall drink 1 can of chrysanthemum tea.. den go up late liao.. den during the walk to classroom 3E2, saw serena and medeline.. den i remember this year when i receive my post as secretary of choir.. they say i need to write report of meeting.. but den i say i dunno.. den serena so kind say will help me.. den now i ask her.. i forgot what reply she told me.. den reach classroom.. margareth giving out some sweets to the ppl present.. den i say.. why i dun hav.. den she say cause i late.. den cause earlier on the day she gav me a format on how to write report.. at that time she say i am late.. i got the paper in my hand.. den i attitude abit throw the paper away.. say i dun wan do le ar.. haha.. but den i throw 1 second i pick up le ar.. haha.. den tok lor.. got so many agenda.. but dunno can say or not.. so better not.. haha.. ya anyway.. serena was helping me write at that time leh.. i am so touched!! haha.. jkjk.. but she was helping.. really!! haha.. she was copying down the agenda on the board.. which that was what i am suppose to do.. haha.. but den later joo hiang saw den say u dun need copy de.. here comes the bad part.. serena lyk tok quite loud saying that just now HG begging me to help him write leh.. den was lyk all the boo'ing and jeering.. den i take books covering my face.. i neva thought she will really write lor.. wha lau hai wo bei suan.. haiz.. shouldnt hav ask her.. den joo hiang say what everyone not happy that i am secretary or something lyk that.. cause doing nth.. den someone add in i got do stuff.. which is taking attendence.. ya what i got do something lor.. say until i didnt even do anything.. say until i so bad lyk that.. is not lyk last time i wan be secretary de lor.. but be for quite a long time already feel lyk being secretary maybe olso quite gd??but ppl always say.. u r the secretary leh.. haha.. haiz.. really abit unhappy about what she said.. but nvm.. still can take it.. haha.. den nvm lor.. let her scold lar.. is my fault.. so in the end i do it myself..

so just carry on wif meeting.. there was this part abt discipline.. den they say sebas the VP neva do much.. cause the discipline not very gd.. den joo hiang and margareth scold him.. den he got debate back i think.. den abit unhappy i think.. den later joo hiang later abit olso got 1 fault den sebas say back that discipline is my fault.. den the notice board i can olso blame u or something lyk that mah.. den joo hiang olso unhappy olso liao.. den got debate back again.. what i wan to say is.. dun say ppl until so bad ar.. although really is one's fault.. but den dun say until so bad.. or later ppl will say back.. ya.. haha..

den later junoir ask to leave.. but hor.. after they leave.. they tok abt things dunno why they say junoir cant hear it.. haha.. anyway.. later awhile they olso ask the guys to leave.. but sebas still got stay.. den i dunno what they tok abt lar.. but i know is not for me to hear.. haha..

den after that we go eat lunch.. but den quite late already.. haha.. eat lunch den dinner cant eat alot.. we go AMK center n00b ar0und.. we go at 1st wanna eat.. den neva go that 1st.. we go look for games.. cause long time neva buy and play new games.. haha.. but den later we got to a shop and look around.. den at a point of time.. i was thinking.. what r we doing?!? now exam period leh.. alamak.. really leh.. den roy bought 2 games ar.. and i bought nth.. haha.. den later we go eat waffer.. dunno how to spell.. haha.. den no drink i go Mac buy coke.. den in the end roy eat chicken nugget extra value meal den sebas olso buy coke.. haha.. den around 6pm when i finish eating le.. by the time i eat at 7pm dinner cant really eat cause quite full.. den manage to finish it.. i 7.15pm den eat den finish at 8pm.. haha.. super slow.. lol..

den after that i think of hw.. but cant think of any.. den sms ppl.. but at that time neva reply so i come online to ask ppl.. but den no sec 3 de.. that i tok alot de.. den wait and wait.. finally got reply le!! no hw other den the chemistry wksht mr foo gave us 2 days ago.. but den i dunno how to do.. nowadays the science i getting more blur.. decided i need to do something.. so tml i will go buy some assesment books.. haha.. need to buck up.. haha..

haha.. think going to prepare for tml.. going to pack bag.. haha..

LoOkiNg FoR mY gUaRdiAn AnGeL @ 9:49 PM

Wednesday, October 06, 2004
Another day has passed..

today was abit late to go sch.. cause at home lazy to stand up and walk.. rather lie on bed.. haha.. den go sch.. as uaual.. coughing.. haha.. but feeling better nowadays.. still cant study well.. cause see words still will sleep.. =P .. is very bad leh.. really need to prevent myself from sleeping..

during sch nth much had happened.. den after sch olso neva go out.. got.. go AMK centre eat lunch.. wif sebas wilson and alan.. roystonnn dunno go where den lost le cause he go somewhere den neva come long john silver and find us.. ahah..den i neva eat.. i only drink.. i drink the milo freeze.. i thought is just milo.. drink de.. but didnt know that is ice ice that kind.. very hard to suck.. i mean the straw ar.. den very xin ku den finish the whole thing.. haha..

after that go home so sian liao.. do nth much.. haha.. today one very short.. cause is just another boring day that hav to pass.. haha..

LoOkiNg FoR mY gUaRdiAn AnGeL @ 9:51 PM

Tuesday, October 05, 2004
Lessons again.. and exams not over yet..

haizz.. today carry 3 science book in my arm again.. heavy leh.. haizz.. den go sch.. study study.. neva really study.. in enhlish and chinese period do revision.. but cant really study in sch de.. cause can see the ppl toking toking den ownself olso wan to join in.. very bad de.. haha.. den mr yee neva come to sch today.. den mr foo come in lor.. giv us some wksht.. and i dun even know how to do a single one.. super pathetic.. den see those at 1st not hard-working one den suddenly all become hard-working den olso know how to do stuff i dun een understand.. i dun mean they not gd lar.. just that from all neva study den 360 deg. change very scary.. starting to panic already..

den today went to roy house.. play soccer.. but den cause today de weather so hot play awhile only dun wan play le.. den go rest den play monkey.. lol.. but is kick one not throw one.. haha.. den after that roy alan sebas go play again.. i mean soccer.. den wilson and i no mood to play le.. cause still hot.. haha.. den watch they all play.. i enjoy the breeze.. =P .. den they all play wif Orchid Park sec sch de ppl and play lor.. den after that go home le soon.. haha..

den after that take 853 to AMK centre there.. in the bus i fall asleep leh.. luckily still got alight at the right bus stop ar.. cause nobody sms or call me.. not fun de.. haha.. den take 165 to AMK mrt station there den took 261 home.. go home around 6.30pm liao.. lie on bed awhile to rest den 7pm eat and at the same time watch 'double happiness 2' !! haha.. today show part 2 le.. haha..

i today den realise i got the PSLE date wrong.. haha.. they got english yesterday ar.. haha.. wish wrong day but at least still got wish better den nth ba.. haha.. okok.. tired le wanna slp.. =P

LoOkiNg FoR mY gUaRdiAn AnGeL @ 10:52 PM

Monday, October 04, 2004
English exams over!!

today english exams!! the compo i today morning read TYS den compo den although different question.. but den can apply it to the compo question in the exam.. so i just wrote it.. cause i think of it once.. cant think of other questions le.. haha.. den wrote the report.. olso ok ba.. just add abit to the story line can le.. every paragraph add 2 lines of own thingy can le.. den should hav enough task fufilment.. at least i think should be 6 or 7.. i hope for the best!! yea.. i hav done my best!! must hav.. every exams olso must lyk that de mah..

den later in the day.. compre!! wha i abit scare.. cause i dun really understand the passage well.. den hor see 1st few question worry liao cause dunno.. the 1st question is erm explain fully why the dunno what man giv the author for.. i dunno leh.. just wrote is for protection.. haha.. the word 'fully' in the question make it vry scary.. but den only 1 mark.. so should be lyk that only ba.. den 2nd question is giv a word or phrase what the Apatani man believe the dunno what.. haha.. anyway.. is has gone by.. can only wait ba.. no use toking abt it rite?? haha.. can only hope for the best!!

hey hey.. i change my blogskin already.. cause the old one.. not say old lar.. the previous one abit spoil.. the entry all black black de den no more pic olso.. haha.. den change to this.. haha..

i think they should let us know whether we got pass english or not.. cause last year SA1 i fail english.. den other subject quite well done but den all no use cause fail english.. so i think they should let us know.. if fail dun work so hard for others already.. cause wont matters alot.. if the impt thing is not there..

now the sch alot of sick ppl i think.. i dun mean mentally.. i mean alot of ppl r ill nowadays.. alot of ppl coughing sneezing.. what is happening!! haha.. anyway gtg slp for tml lesson.. need to rest.. haha..

LoOkiNg FoR mY gUaRdiAn AnGeL @ 10:25 PM

Sunday, October 03, 2004
Tml is an impt day!!

tml english exam le!! is a big day for alot of ppl!! including primary 6 students!! cause they tml PSLE english one i think.. so wish everyone gd luck for tomorrow!!

today appetite abit better.. morning eat maggie mee can finish.. den eat afternoon eat fish porridge olso can finish.. BY MYSELF!! lol.. but is small bowl de.. $3 de.. haha.. den dinner sad case ar.. neva really eat.. eat some cake.. is called 'saralee' de.. dunno spell correct or not.. but den eat 4 slices.. each should be around 1cm thick.. scare tml no strength to write.. but wont happen de ba i guess.. haha..

i at home keep using the tissue from tissue box hor.. den got at home got 2 put out de.. got 1 i finish le.. but 3 days my mum tell me throw away i until now haven throw.. den my mum today tell me throw again.. i say u take out another box 1st.. cause left 1 she haven put out another 1 mah.. den she say..dun wan lar.. u keep using it to blow ur nose.. den is lyk very funny leh.. tissue of course is for use de mah.. den u think i wan de meh anyway.. wha lau so funny.. izzit i wan to hav this illness.. izzit my fault?? yes is my fault cause i neva take gd care of myself.. lol..

anyway i was revising english today.. but doing compre.. and read the TYS book de compo.. quite useful ba but dun think will come out for tml.. but i guess is still good.. lol.. haha..

hope everyone (including me.. =P) got gd grades for tml exams!! and other exams as well!! haha.. quite late le.. go sleep le.. lol..

LoOkiNg FoR mY gUaRdiAn AnGeL @ 11:07 PM

Saturday, October 02, 2004
Just another boring day.. haha..

today so sian one.. morning early come nobody online.. i think around 9.30am ba.. haha.. den n00b ar0und.. den i remember i stay til 3pm+.. very sian the whole day.. den decided to do homework.. lol.. i know very well i dun understand this a maths proving thingy.. this identity thingy.. cause i neva listen to that lesson.. cause b4 that lesson mrs han gave us homework mah.. den last 4 Qns dunno how to do.. planned to ask her in the next lesson.. den the lesson came.. i ask her how to do.. as in raise up hand den ask.. den she ask whole class how many ppl dunno how.. should be around 10.. den she say since there r ppl who know how to do.. den if not wrong she say later.. den later sure no time one.. if she teach den still on that day need pass up.. wait for her sure not enough time.. so i just take other ppl one and copy.. haha.. ppl always say dunno how to do ask teacher.. but teacher dun even hav time to answer.. haizz..

den afternoon do homework.. dun even know how to do even one.. pathetic seh.. haha.. den i remember tabitha told me she finish the assignment le.. den i ask her how to do.. den the whole afternoon i ask and ask leh.. although understand how she did it.. but if she didnt tell.. cant do it myself.. no matter how olso cant do 1 question all by myself de leh.. why i so n00b!! haizz.. i everything olso write in notebook 1st.. den later in the nite den transfer to fulscap paper.. cause she teaching de i roughly write 1st.. den cancel untidy mah.. haha..

den later eat buns.. 1 big 2 small de.. that is my dinner.. cause today no appetite.. dunno why olso.. today in the morning i eat chee chong fan hor olso cant finish it.. 2 only leh.. as in 2 'roll' only leh.. olso cant finish.. den neva eat lunch today olso.. haha.. so can see today no appetite to eat anything.. haha.. den later at 7.45pm i rest for 15 minutes after eating liao den i go sleep awhile.. i planned to sleep til 8pm de.. den i set alarm clock liao.. den not even 5 minutes my mum call me go bath.. i say later.. den haven 5 minutes again she say go bath.. i say later.. den cause she disturb until i neva get to even sleep mah.. den i put the alarm clock to 8.10pm.. den at 8pm she say go bath!! lyk screaming lyk that.. den i say han lar!! cause is lyk i wanna sleep awhile olso cant leh.. tired mah wha den keep calling.. haha.. abit irritating.. =P ..

den later bath liao go sleep.. lol.. den later wake up again cause haven transfer the work form notebook to fulscap.. haha.. den finish liao come here.. haha.. very late le.. i go sleep liao.. haha..

LoOkiNg FoR mY gUaRdiAn AnGeL @ 11:58 PM

Friday, October 01, 2004
End of year exams had started!!

today chinese exams le!! finally the end of year de exams start le leh!! wha.. so fast.. 1 paper jiu zhe yang wan le.. left wif 7 subjects.. next monday.. english paper.. the subject i wan to pass most!! and i definitely will!! cause it is a must!! yea.. today chinese the han zhi quite ok as i know all the words how to write.. den others still ok.. the compre at the back abit dunno.. but nevamind.. cause i did my best!! haha..

need to revise for coming exams.. but i just cant get the mood rite.. keep falling asleep when look at words.. need to get rid of this bad thing.. den haven done homework olso.. tmr i think i will do ar.. den need revise english by more practice.. meaning do more compre to get the hang of it.. den read more compo stuff.. haha..

today after sch go home straight ar.. 3e1 got exam in the afternoon den all friends from there cant go out.. den nobody wanna actually go out olso.. den just gohome straight lor.. den continue watching naruto.. haha..

LoOkiNg FoR mY gUaRdiAn AnGeL @ 9:58 PM