Grief and Sorrow
Wednesday, August 30, 2006
lucky its not fully wasted.. haha..

kind of sad today.. didnt get a chance to watch peirce teachers' day performance.. thanks to someone.. haiz.. but nvm i am not angry le.. cos dou yi jing guo qu le.. doesnt help by getting angry over it.. i jus learnt my lesson can le.. =)

after performance sebas ask me to wait for him.. wait for 1 hr olso haven ok.. by the time i call back peirce they say dan and tabi they all de performance already over.. den i that time super sad la.. lyk going cry liao sia very emotional.. haha.. den at 1st i blame sebas de.. but den told myself as wad i always tell others.. dun blame other.. jus blame urself.. yea so i blame myself for making the decision to wait for him lor.. =x haha.. aiya next yr wont happen again liao.. i sure go back and watch peirce performance!! by hook or by crook sia.. haha.. den i wait for sebas til arnd 11.20 den call him again can go le ma?!?!? den he say nvm no need wait le i go myself ba.. den i was lyk.. why dun u said it 1 hr b4? den i wouldnt hav miss it.. but yea he explain he didnt wan it to happen olso his sc protocol olso nv stats he will need to carry this and that the protocol say it will end at 10.50 for them de.. den i saw the protocol olso so i noe it wasnt his fault.. its mine fault.. or wan blame jiu blame those SC!!! =x haha..

den another reason why i wan go back peirce is to see someone la.. =P den becos of that i olso super upset cos i am afraid by the time i go back since the performance already over i am afraid she might hav gone home or visit her pri sch.. afraid all my effort put into my hair that day!! =x but luckily its not wasted.. =P

so after that i went back to peirce.. didnt take taxi cos tinking aiya no hope le sure go home de last yr she olso very kan chiong wan go back pri sch so this yr sure same de.. haiz.. den jiu take bus take my time lor.. den when i reach peirce.. went to find my old buddies and dun reli hav time to tok to teachers cos mostly went home liao.. but lucky still manage to tok to mrs han!! haha..

still kind of depress at that time.. den went to canteen wif vincent and nigel.. den to my surprise.. i saw her!! so happy and i tink no word can describe ar.. jiu shi very glad she didnt went anywhere.. i tink her class got some kind of celebration cos even their form teacher olso there den all eating pizza so gd.. that time i was starving liao.. =x haha.. den she saw me!! chatted a few bit den ask her why so dao nv reply me.. =x thats why i say no hope jiu shi zhe yang.. always dao me one.. haha.. den ok listen to her explanation liao den take pic!! so shoik sia finally got a pic of me and her.. although not very close together =( but den at least got photo gd enough le ar!! shldnt be so greedy.. =) den heng i show the shuai'est part of me.. XD although i noe to others i am still not shuai la.. i noe i am always ugly.. haha.. anyway ya after that she jiu go back to her class le lor.. den jiu didnt hav chance to tok to her much le.. but that 5min is already very gd le.. =D

sadly i left the canteen.. =( ahaha.. den find my old buddies den went out to eat!! went to j8 den dunno why change destination den go amk eat.. they wan to go seoul garden!! den got some ppl lyk me (meiyun oscar & vincent) very poor one nv bring enough $$ go seoul garden eat den we went to kfc.. ahaha.. we chat alot ar.. from the past til the present.. so memorable.. den realise meiyun so many interesting stuff happen b4 de.. kind of funny.. =P den jiu chat ar chat.. actually was waiting for the seoul garden peeps to finish eating.. they reli take their own sweet time sia.. we outside waiting they still slow and steady.. but nvm at least we manage to find something to do.. haha.. den ok when they finally out the gals go shopping den roy and vincent come my hse awhile.. on the way back saw hz qy qw liling!! haha qy put braces liao.. =x ahaha.. den chat abit nia den jiu go home.. prepare stuff den go roy hse le!!

actually go there slack nia.. we plan to stay overnite at roy hse!! actually olso got alan and sebas de.. but they in the end CMI den only me and hz only but nevertheless its still fun!! we went to play midnite basketball as usual but this time.. its a soccer ball instead!! haha.. den jiu watch youtube videos all those den slack here and there slp le.. haha..

den ok la not much liao.. at nyjc performance is still quite ok la.. the teachers' performance is nice.. students' performance r not bad too.. haha.. actually the whole day wad i was tinking is to get back peirce and watch the performance there since its the last yr and wanted to tok to the teachers and frens there that i miss alot too.. haha.. but den no chance la.. not angry but kind of sad still.. =(

anyway yup thats all i tink i very tired le.. haha.. cya peeps nitex!! enjoy the sch hols!!(although for jc ppl and o lvl ppl its time to catch up in studies and revision.. =x ) ahaha.. =)

LoOkiNg FoR mY gUaRdiAn AnGeL @ 11:54 PM

Tuesday, August 29, 2006
so much tutorial to do.. how to finish..

heya.. long time nv write something le.. read my last entry den i lyk wan to laugh la.. cos it was so long ago le.. den that time i still sec3 going sec4 only.. den now already pass 1+ yr going 2 le.. so much stuff had happen and i nv update anything here sia.. haha..

xiang dang nian.. i go look at my sec1-3 photo i quite plump leh.. how come last time i didnt realise.. omg.. so fat.. haha.. but now i tink quite le ba.. =P but i tink putting on weight again liao.. sian must train them to become muscle den heavy still understandable.. haha..

anyway today during physics lesson so scary.. cos we didnt expect the tutor to go thru so fast den we nv continue to do next chapter de tutorial.. den he say our pace very slow den i tink he quite pek chek wif us after a series of events.. i tink we had disappoint him lor.. last time he always so cheerful and funny.. but now.. wad hav we done to him?? must go reflect on our actions le.. =(

hmm.. dunno wad to say le.. i had a wish.. that hasnt come true.. i long time ago wan liao but til now olso haven fulfil yet.. i tink nv gonna make it liao la.. getting more and more sad these days sia.. but den there isnt much time for me to think over this stuff cos no time to do hw where got time to think of all these.. but.. haiz.. i jus wish that it can come true lor.. but the % is super jia lat now.. now wad i ask for is.. dun ignore me can!! very xin ku.. jus chat wif me and i will be glad.. reli..

okie la.. jus hope that things will turn out the way i wan ba.. hope only.. i noe wont happen de.. forget it ba.. =/

LoOkiNg FoR mY gUaRdiAn AnGeL @ 12:59 AM