Monday, March 17, 2008
troubled heart.. and some thoughts of mine! XD hahas..
heyhey! hahas.. ytd come back from dinner den abit happy liao den cant tok abt sad stuff cos the mood abit wrong.. hahas.. anyway thanks valerie and roystonn!! for treating me dinner.. nice!! thanks!! shall meet up again ya?? XD
hmmms okay.. scholarship.. hahas cos is lyk scholarship is very gd la cos it giv u tuition fee grants and pay for ur hostel fee and giv u allowance.. very gd leh.. but den need so many things de.. need gd grades gd cca record must hav leadership quality den still need interview!! must be outstanding!! but i am jus another student in spore.. how to be outstanding.. how to get the scholarship liddat?? haiz.. i dun wan go thru the interview if kanna shortlisted.. aiya i dun even wanna go thru the interview.. can i lyk dun apply? maybe next yr i am more prepared den go apply? although i dunno whether izzit possible or not.. haiz.. my aunt was asking me to apply alot ma.. i noe she do this is for my own gd.. but i dunno leh.. i dun wan tink of the interview.. i go there sure dun tok de lor.. looking at those example questions i olso dunno how to answer.. eg. tell us about urself. tell wad.. i dunno.. =x haiz.. stress over this..
hahas okay next!! relationship.. hahas.. wo ke wang ai qing!! ever since the last den there is nv the next la.. haiyo.. sad sad.. hahas.. okay no offence for those who dun okay.. sry bosses!! =x er okay not reli abt that la.. jiu wan to hav someone but den is lyk NS is coming how to find 1 in such a short time.. and some more if reli hav olso not very gd cos most of the time in army ma..
den abt this.. i wanna say something to a gal.. my gd fren actually.. i am very blessed to hav u lyking me i shld say.. dun tink i ever hav someone who becos of me den lyk so sad la.. its lyk wah.. go where can find?? dun tink got le lor.. some more i am not gd-looking.. not very kind-hearted.. anyway is jus not very gd la.. but then she jus lyk me.. i am tinking u noe.. reli tinking.. as in.. how to say.. i dunno!! jiu shi wan to say reli touched ba.. i noe that i am letting a very very gd gal become very disappointed.. i dunno am i gonna regret this in the future.. i may not find someone who is as gd as her le.. but.. haiz.. i dunno.. =(( but looking thru some of the blogs.. frens de.. ppl get into new places and noe new frens.. i tink there will be a better ppl that suit u better and appreciate u more ba.. guess u r trying very hard to forget.. but i tink u r doing the right thing.. jiayou okay.. hope i dun waste too much of ur youth.. hahas.. jus wan to let u noe i appreciate wad u hav done ba.. read the lyrics of a song.. and read til wan cry sia.. if i were in ur shoe i tink i cant take it.. and yupp i jus wan to reli say.. THANK YOU!! and the final thing is.. so we will be FRENS 4eva.. okay???
okay not so emo stuff liao.. guess wad.. i hav walk 19 yrs of my life!! looking back.. is damn cool lor.. so many things hav happen.. and i am 19 already la.. so old leh.. i still rmb in pri sch.. or maybe in sec 1.. peirce.. still rmb sec 1 orientation.. 1st ppl to noe.. sebastian! lols.. okay.. but the main point is that i was still 12/13 yrs old leh.. that time i was telling myself i hav grown up!! secondary sch student liao.. not so young anymore.. hahas.. but looking at me now.. 19?!?!? so old sia.. hav known alot of reli reli gd and close frens.. sec sch frens.. jc frens.. didnt noe i can actually hav great jc frens.. when i jus got in jc i tot is lyk going to mug and no life.. but i am wrong!! my classmates r quite united and reli loving my choir mates!! hahas..
when looking thru my juniors blog.. is lyk so funny.. all of them grown up.. watch them since they were 13 or maybe even pri sch kids.. and now.. sec4 or even graduate from secondary sch already.. times flies!! that means i am damn old!! hahas.. jiu very funny ar.. all grown up le.. no more childish stuff?? guess i still can afford to do it a little bit.. but guess thats not for long ba.. already going in army.. cant believe i hav make it this far.. those fit man running in the jungle.. i am gonna do that?? having rifle and defend the country?? its jus way out of my imagination still.. as in.. nv tot of myself being in that situation yet.. jus doesnt seems lyk me.. always being childish.. guess i hav to grow up too huh.. i wanna be young again!! last time was always wanting to grow up and par tor and now i wanna be young.. grow up and having to bear more responsibilities jus isnt fun at all.. rather being a kiddo and hav ppl take care of us.. not worrying abt too much other den studies.. everything is much simpler.. haiz.. nvm its all part of life!! gotta go thru it anyway.. unless i die halfway.. choy!! hahas.. gonna live til very old.. see grandson or great grandson!! if i ever get married that is.. hahas..
o last thing to talk abt.. work!! hahas.. currently working at 'the Signature' building which is near singapore expo.. doing data entry only.. lucky dun need to do calling.. XD my other frens need.. i tink they kind of like it.. but its jus not my type of work.. hahas.. earning same amount!! ahahahas.. o then there is this reli reli pretty girl okay.. not gonna say name.. i shy.. HAHA!! okay thats not the point.. reli pretty sia.. but she is not working there anymore.. *CRY but haha its jus an eye candy.. actually see for quite awhile den actually its jus any average gal la.. okay at least above average i would say.. my frens were telling me okay only ma not THAT chio but i tink she is reli chio ma.. okokay.. i shall stop toking abt her okay.. rmb is EYE CANDY only.. nth else!! ^^
okay anyway work is ending this thurs!! gonna be free and enjoy the days b4 NS?? before going to be a MAN sia.. quite a number of my frens went tekong and come out le ba.. wah they went thru the tough physical training already sia.. reli cool leh.. guess i shld be able to tahan olso la.. since they can.. no reason i cant rite!! hahas.. XD
okay being blogging for lyk 1hr+ le ba.. gotta stop liao.. hahas.. haven bath yet!! =x oops.. chou chou.. hahhas.. okay lame.. anyway ya the entry is very bo liao.. if u read it.. sry for wasting so much of ur time and find nth meaningful out of it.. hahas.. anyway thanks for ur time!! next entry will be..... when i feel lyk it!! XD take care all! dun slp too late!! XD cya!
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Sunday, March 16, 2008
HELLO
hahas.. dunno will i be blogging often.. maybe later? maybe next day? maybe foreva olso dun blog.. lols.. look at some of the entry last yr.. no time to online? now is got time to online but nth to blog.. lols.. perhaps lazy ba.. XD
eh.. looking thru blogs jus now.. and alot of things hav happen, hav alot of things on my mind now.. but dun reli hav the time to say it out now cos gtg out soon.. so i shall jus mention some keywords so that maybe later when i come home and hav the time to blog den i shall elaborate on them.. ahhahahas..
hmmmm... key words to trigger wad i wan to say would be..... "scholarship, relationship, 19 yrs old,....." die i forgot again!! go bath den everything wash off liao.. lets tink........... okay rmb another one.. "work!!" hahas.. aiya dun rmb much le la.. hahas.. okay nvm shall update soon..
oyes i shld reli change the blogskin.. its very dull and dead.. =x hahas... okay take care all!! ^^ (btw below is something i come across.. quite cool neh.. if u r reli bored u can try.. =x )
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