Tuesday, March 29, 2011
Hmmmm...
Saw my friend blogging, so have the sudden urge to blog.. =x
Somethings I wanna say to get out of my mind.. Just want to say it somewhere..
I think you are very funny.. Awhile ago you were quite emo cause of your friend mishap.. I really agree that's quite sad.. The funny thing is.. so you say you wanna go visit him tomorrow and thus not going for lessons.. Even have no mood to study.. But then now you can have the mood to mahjong? Abit funny right?? Actually I think sometimes, its quite obvious that you just don't want to go lessons.. I think its okay if you don't want to go for lessons, but I think you have to use other reasons to cover up that fact.. can just say it lo.. that's what i thought.. that's why I laugh abit just now.. cos i think you are very funny.. =x girls are just complicated.. =x
On the other hand, I haven finish catching up my lectures! And I still wan to go for tomorrow lectures! How am i going to make it? Haix..
Signing off~
LoOkiNg FoR mY gUaRdiAn AnGeL @
11:32 AM
Monday, May 24, 2010
Blogs again! =)
It has been so long since i last blog! hopefully i can be active again! cos i realise i kind of have no one to talk to now.. i dunno who will i feel comfortable toking to.. so i can only tok to the computer right now.. >.<
have lots of tings in my mind now.. but i tink.. after a gd nite slp, everything will disappear for awhile b4 it comes out again.. i guess i gonna slp soon and dun tink too much! =)
Oyes.. jus wan to say.. ORD loh! although its like 3 months ago.. but jus to keep this place updated haha..
Okay i m signing off! =)
p.s. today is someone bday.. its suppose to be a reli impt person bday.. but oh well.. i guess i aint impt anymore.. so the person doesnt wan to celebrate it with me.. wad to do now?
LoOkiNg FoR mY gUaRdiAn AnGeL @
2:45 AM
Friday, July 03, 2009
what can i say now..
haix.. sometimes.. i reli dunno wad to say.. its lyk.. u r saying something but yet u r doing the exact opposite.. but since u say it.. i hope u mean it.. pls prove ur words..
LoOkiNg FoR mY gUaRdiAn AnGeL @
12:16 PM
Tuesday, March 31, 2009
To add on...
dunno if u r referring abt me but.. i didnt drag u guys in.. i mean.. u all r inside wad.. u see the things she say.. she say her frens r right.. so she drag u all inside already.. den obviously u all got tell her something abt me rite?? i dunno.. she nv mention abt my frens cos i nv tok anything my frens ma.. >.<
well i must admit ur english is definitely better den me.. den some part i reli dun understand.. my english is nv gd.. and i tink it reli suck too..=) okay u can scold me dumb and all.. i accept it.. well actually there isnt any reader in the 1st place cos this blog has rotted lyk since ever.. was quite shock there r ppl coming by.. it must be quite disturbing to spend some time to even think abt this ba.. i wanna apologise as in i didnt wan to drag in any other ppl except her and me.. i tot this issue is over long already but dunno why she suddenly bring it up again.. its lyk.. i dunno how many times must we get back to this issue.. quarrelling and all.. maybe its not even considered as quarrelling.. but i cant tink of another word.. blame on my poor vocab.. but not to blame my teacher of cos.. its all cos of me den my english is liddat.. but anyway thats beside the point..
wad u mean by cant tahan the smallest tings? as in wad u referring to? if there is alot of tings.. maybe u can jus quote lyk 1 or 2 examples.. and.. did i say anything abt being able to survive in the future? how come u suddenly bring it up?
sometimes i feel that maybe could jus come out and tok.. but i noe definitely u dun even wan to hav a glance of me.. actually this ting will nv be solved..
LoOkiNg FoR mY gUaRdiAn AnGeL @
4:23 AM
Sunday, March 29, 2009
Jus come across something that i tink i shld reply
hmmm.. wad u say is rite.. but den again.. i nv ever say that i m a gd person rite!! yes la ur frens r all damn gd.. i m damn bloody lousy..
i dunno where to start to reply back.. hmmms i shall jus be systematic den i can reply to every single ting u say..
yes i mean it frens r impt.. got ppl live without frens de meh?? diaos leh.. okok u say thats a motive den so be it.. u say u need frens to be there for u when u fall down, when u need someone to tok to.. den u tink i dun need meh? wah lau i nv say den u assume i dun need? do i hav to say out everything? my frens noe that i need to listen to me at times.. i tok to them b4 wad.. jus that i nv tell u abt it only.. why?? cos they r more close to me as in they noe my situation better so i tell them and share to them abt.. in case u ever ask why dun share wif u.. okay i noe u wont even ask that.. hmmms.. u tink that now frens r totally precious.. so u tink i dun tink they r precious ar? so now u use hurtful words lyk 'i only noe how to MISLEAD people'? eh u urself dun get wad i say den thats u wad.. den u dun wan clarify den u say is i mislead people.. wah lau.. yes la.. i m that bad la.. rite?
so now u assume again "i dun offer ppl for help de.. i dun bother to go look for them.. to go help them.. to ask abt how's gg on in their life" izzit? u r not me.. u dun hang arnd that much wif me.. den u go arnd assuming tings that r not true?? last time i say that i wont ask ppl out unless they ask me.. i rmb saying that.. but i dunno why i say that for.. wad i say last time doesnt mean it apply still for now rite? huh? i hav been planning for weekends outing can.. u say i dun ask ppl out.. pls la.. oi u can wake up or not.. i m lyk damn pissed sia u say lyk i m a totally inhumane ppl.. okok la.. u wan to tink that way.. yes la go ahead okay.. i m the suckiest person in the world.. =)
but i tink i cant stop i must continue to rebut.. (i tink thats the wrong spelling but nvm.. i jus mean.. i wan to argue back to wad u say abt me isnt true).. i nv tink that i m some gang ldr.. nv ever tot that and will nv tink that way.. nope.. i nv tink that if ppl dun hav me this ppl as fren will die.. i nv say that.. all is u say one..
nope i nv tink that u still lyk me.. i noe i m not worth that much.. but u this ppl izzit reli gd huh? jiang3 yi4 da4 dui1 pi4 hua4 leh.. u tink u hav the right to tok abt me?? u ask me abt my activities i got say cannot meh?!?!? i do that last time cos we keep in touch wad.. as in reli still got meet up and stuff.. den now lyk nv meet much liao ma.. and those tings i explain alot of times b4 le.. u olso understand le.. den u dig out and say again lyk telling me last time wad i tell u nv get into ur head liddat.. haix.. dun wan to tok to me den DUN TOK LA!! i nv force u to tok to me.. u initiate it yes.. den u tok.. den okay i olso reply? den u dun wan tok den dun tok! no topic tok den wad for u tok to me! dun bother la!
okay la dun forgive me la.. jus rmb me as a ppl who is dam bustard den u that time dunno why blind lyk me okay? thats the past le!! come on!! carry on wif ur life!! if u hav to.. den jus delete me from ur memory already!! get a life gal!! i see nth wrong that u noe 19th means something to me.. u noe den noe lor!! its not gonna make a diff whether u noe or not.. wads the big fuss abt it!!?
everyone has got diff proirity in life wad.. maybe u dunno abt mine thats why u dun see why i do some things.. go back to last time our frens ar.. aiya i tink dun bother le la.. now u tink of me as this kind of ppl.. no way to go back liao.. dun wan den suan le la.. be superficial frens can le la.. last time i say wan be back that kind of frens den now i take back okay? i take back my words!! i noe maybe u say cannot take back.. den i dun take back!! that time i say is cos i dunno why u suddenly treat me so badly and everything.. not badly but maybe jus ignore me for a period of time.. i mean that time i dunno but now i noe le.. u explain to me b4 already.. den now i say i wan take back cos now i noe wad i m lyk to u.. all ur frens say ya i suck.. but let me tell u something.. people tell me abt u olso okay.. ppl tell me u arent that great either.. well i dun wan carry on on this okay.. its not impt anyway..
den u tell me next time dunno who sending messages before firing up.. lyk wah lau.. b4fore that day we were toking.. so if u still msg me i will tink its normal? i wont tink lyk oooo ur cousin take ur phone and disturb me.. for godness sake its ur phone number wad?!? u tink i will actually go tink of the possibility of ooo ur cousin go find u den come disturb me ar? huh? diao.. eh pls leh.. say tings that make sense can?
u r not those ppl that will come and ask me out ar.. okay la.. den dun la.. izzit reli too bad? maybe not leh? eh wait.. i must say.. i m not a phone guy can.. i dun call ppl to chat one.. i wan chat is i come out and chat one.. so dun need expect me to giv u a call.. cos i dun do that.. i nv do it to people!
i nv say u r not fit to be my category of frens.. is lyk.. how to say.. maybe u tink from all those mention above.. how can u still be my fren.. but is olso becos of wad u said! i say harsh tings is becos of wad u say abt me! i dunno when i read wad u wrote.. its lyk.. wah.. so everything that u tink abt me is liddat.. okay.. but why u tink i wan to correct wad u tink of me? if i dun care abt u as in if i dun wan u to be my fren anymore, u tink i will bother to correct u? to show u some evidence i m not that bad? why i bother? i dunno! maybe i shldnt waste my time too.. lyk wad u say u shldnt waste ur time on me either..
OUTSTANDING u use the absolute word NOTHING is gd abt me.. alrite.. u see.. wad word u use.. maybe u dunno wad consequence this kind of hav attach to huh.. den maybe i shldnt bother abt the consequence abt the words i use on u too.. haha ya its not too late.. listen to ur frens! they r rite! pls go to them okay? dun bother abt me.. UR FRENS R ALWAYS RIGHT okay next time jus listen to them and do whatever they say.. they r always right one..
sometimes i tok to u ar.. i feel that its nice toking to u leh.. lyk wah a fren i can jus say somethings that i wan u to keep a secret abt it.. but den again lyk times lyk now.. den i m lyk.. why i bother explaining so much to u for wad sia.. haix i dunno la..
maybe now i m 20 and i start to tink actually ar.. maybe u r still kind of immature.. maybe army did something gd for me.. let me see people understand people more clearly.. something that i will see it and u will nv see.. i see the nature of humans.. how selfish people r.. its quite pointless to be gd to everyone cos some people jus dun appreciate it! so therefore we hav to be selective.. i tink i prefer to spend time wif ppl who appreciate me than those who dun.. its make my life more meaningful and so i see the worth of my life.. okay yes to u i m worthless.. but i wan to say.. COME ON PLS GROW UP!! open ur eyes bigger!! see tings clearly!! please!!
LoOkiNg FoR mY gUaRdiAn AnGeL @
11:49 AM
Monday, March 16, 2009
Civilian! =D
The feeling of ORD is wad i m feeling now! 3 weeks of temporary civilian! hahas.. okay la in between still need go back camp but THEN!! at least i finally get some normal life back.. lyk.. can be at home on weekdays!! do my own tings.. catch up wif frens whenever i feel lyk.. how often do army guys get to do these!! omg.. gonna love the moment!! =)
okay la i being random den come blog blog awhile de.. haha..
that time was doing duty at SFT.. den eh.. i see poor boys enlisting.. den tink of myself last time.. so sad!! =x but den the impt ting is that.. how come old couple dun hold hands de.. why why why.. old liao den will pai seh meh? or dun wan? no feeling anymore? dun feel the need anymore? why?? i dun wan liddat next time.. must be as loving as always de!!
hmmm.. how come b4 tgt and after tgt will be so different.. okay la.. wads the difference i m referring here is lyk.. lyk.. hmmm.. how to say leh.. b4 tgt.. u will try ways to jus get to see her from side.. take a peek olso not bad.. den after tgt for quite some times.. den lyk.. wont reli rush such tings.. i dunno how say properly..
another example.. sms.. last time when u see the ppl reply.. u will lyk try to reply almost immediately de.. morning saw the sms straight away reply.. b4 slp will sms.. den as times go by.. reply starts to slow down.. morning see liao olso.. okay later will reply.. at nite jiu fast fast will fall aslp.. nv even reply.. wont initiate even if the other party nv reply.. do all couples go thru these? and stay as these? become not as loving anymore.. izzit? i dun wan this man.. i m feeling kind of sad.. how can i be angry de.. i will nv se de angry wif her de.. den jus now i actually tell her i angry.. til she sad.. tink she tear'ed.. why?? is this wad i wanted? definitely not!! guys PMS.. sian.. =x hahas.. haix..
i wan me and her to be a loving couple forever de!! hard to maintain.. but must try de ma!! nv giv up! =D jiayou to all couples out there!! hahas..
LoOkiNg FoR mY gUaRdiAn AnGeL @
11:14 AM
Monday, June 23, 2008
Happy happy!!!!!
Quite long nv update le.. the blog is always so dead.. i olso lazy go change.. ahahhas.. anyway.. 2 months of army hav past! jus finish block leave and guess wad? i am going back tml! this time is definitely gonna be tougher! physically and mentally! and this time.. i hav something to look forward to each weekends!! XD XD XD hahas.. okay la i tink i olso lazy to blog liao.. =P cant slp too late too.. hahas.. gtg le.. cya all!! gd luck to everyone going new units! hope we enjoy it there!! although its a low chance of this happening.. hahas.. i go liao.. bye!!
LoOkiNg FoR mY gUaRdiAn AnGeL @
1:18 AM