Grief and Sorrow
Wednesday, November 03, 2004
Cant go out as often as b4.. though is now holidays.. haiz..

didnt blog for so many days.. haha.. wasnt enough time for me to write mah.. haha.. 2 days ago i wanna blog de.. but den my bro got half-day off mah den come back den no time to write lor.. haha..

i wan to write abt 2 days ago de things.. but den i think i forgot what i do le.. haha.. er.. lemme see.. aiya.. really cant remember lar.. lol..

anyway.. supposingly my mum was able to discharged one.. at around 12pm.. which is now? lol.. and i thought i can go out tml.. but due to some other stuff den cant liao.. need to wait longer liao.. which means.. i cant go out again.. haizz.. not say i dun wan visit her lar.. but hor visit until got no time wif friends leh.. which is bad olso.. now holidays le.. b4 holidays.. during exams.. was thinking abt holidays wanna go where all these.. den now almost cant go out wif friends one.. not even an outing lor.. wha sian leh.. as in.. nowadays i either at home, hospital or eating outside.. i wanna cry le.. someonehelp me get rid of this boredom!! haizz..

someone just called me and ask me whether wan go out or not.. i was so delighted leh.. got ppl remember me!! haha.. anyway.. i really wan to go!! seriously!! long time no go out le.. but i cant.. i hav to visit my mum.. i hav to reach b4 my aunt and uncle.. if not they will scold and scold one.. if they wont go hospital today.. i will be able to reach the hospital abit later.. den i am able to go out!! but this dream is shattered again once more cause my aunt told me after sch(she was a pri sch teacher) she will visit mum.. so i think i hav to reach at around 2pm.. wha.. i wan go out one.. why lyk that.. why at this time in holidays happen such a bad thing.. although i know not my mum wan to stay at hospital one.. but why!! haiz.. dunno lar.. i going crazy liao..

ppl who ask me whether wan to go out today and are reading this.. i am sry i cant go.. but still call me ok? i try whenever i can ok? dun leave me alone can le.. thx.. haha..

so now i gonna wait til awhile more later den i go eat brunch den go hospital.. i think i will bring my hw there and do ba.. haha.. cause go there only can watch tv mah.. haha.. den olso not very nice to me.. okok.. gtg soon le.. cya!!

LoOkiNg FoR mY gUaRdiAn AnGeL @ 12:19 PM