Archfire

Hmmmm...

2011-03-29T11:32:00.000-07:00

Saw my friend blogging, so have the sudden urge to blog.. =x

Somethings I wanna say to get out of my mind.. Just want to say it somewhere..

I think you are very funny.. Awhile ago you were quite emo cause of your friend mishap.. I really agree that's quite sad.. The funny thing is.. so you say you wanna go visit him tomorrow and thus not going for lessons.. Even have no mood to study.. But then now you can have the mood to mahjong? Abit funny right?? Actually I think sometimes, its quite obvious that you just don't want to go lessons.. I think its okay if you don't want to go for lessons, but I think you have to use other reasons to cover up that fact.. can just say it lo.. that's what i thought.. that's why I laugh abit just now.. cos i think you are very funny.. =x girls are just complicated.. =x

On the other hand, I haven finish catching up my lectures! And I still wan to go for tomorrow lectures! How am i going to make it? Haix..

Signing off~

Blogs again! =)

2010-05-24T02:45:00.000-07:00

It has been so long since i last blog! hopefully i can be active again! cos i realise i kind of have no one to talk to now.. i dunno who will i feel comfortable toking to.. so i can only tok to the computer right now.. >.<

have lots of tings in my mind now.. but i tink.. after a gd nite slp, everything will disappear for awhile b4 it comes out again.. i guess i gonna slp soon and dun tink too much! =)

Oyes.. jus wan to say.. ORD loh! although its like 3 months ago.. but jus to keep this place updated haha..

Okay i m signing off! =)

p.s. today is someone bday.. its suppose to be a reli impt person bday.. but oh well.. i guess i aint impt anymore.. so the person doesnt wan to celebrate it with me.. wad to do now?

what can i say now..

2009-07-03T12:16:00.000-07:00

haix.. sometimes.. i reli dunno wad to say.. its lyk.. u r saying something but yet u r doing the exact opposite.. but since u say it.. i hope u mean it.. pls prove ur words..

To add on...

2009-03-31T04:23:00.000-07:00

dunno if u r referring abt me but.. i didnt drag u guys in.. i mean.. u all r inside wad.. u see the things she say.. she say her frens r right.. so she drag u all inside already.. den obviously u all got tell her something abt me rite?? i dunno.. she nv mention abt my frens cos i nv tok anything my frens ma.. >.<

well i must admit ur english is definitely better den me.. den some part i reli dun understand.. my english is nv gd.. and i tink it reli suck too..=) okay u can scold me dumb and all.. i accept it.. well actually there isnt any reader in the 1st place cos this blog has rotted lyk since ever.. was quite shock there r ppl coming by.. it must be quite disturbing to spend some time to even think abt this ba.. i wanna apologise as in i didnt wan to drag in any other ppl except her and me.. i tot this issue is over long already but dunno why she suddenly bring it up again.. its lyk.. i dunno how many times must we get back to this issue.. quarrelling and all.. maybe its not even considered as quarrelling.. but i cant tink of another word.. blame on my poor vocab.. but not to blame my teacher of cos.. its all cos of me den my english is liddat.. but anyway thats beside the point..

wad u mean by cant tahan the smallest tings? as in wad u referring to? if there is alot of tings.. maybe u can jus quote lyk 1 or 2 examples.. and.. did i say anything abt being able to survive in the future? how come u suddenly bring it up?

sometimes i feel that maybe could jus come out and tok.. but i noe definitely u dun even wan to hav a glance of me.. actually this ting will nv be solved..

Jus come across something that i tink i shld reply

2009-03-29T11:49:00.001-07:00

hmmm.. wad u say is rite.. but den again.. i nv ever say that i m a gd person rite!! yes la ur frens r all damn gd.. i m damn bloody lousy..

i dunno where to start to reply back.. hmmms i shall jus be systematic den i can reply to every single ting u say..

yes i mean it frens r impt.. got ppl live without frens de meh?? diaos leh.. okok u say thats a motive den so be it.. u say u need frens to be there for u when u fall down, when u need someone to tok to.. den u tink i dun need meh? wah lau i nv say den u assume i dun need? do i hav to say out everything? my frens noe that i need to listen to me at times.. i tok to them b4 wad.. jus that i nv tell u abt it only.. why?? cos they r more close to me as in they noe my situation better so i tell them and share to them abt.. in case u ever ask why dun share wif u.. okay i noe u wont even ask that.. hmmms.. u tink that now frens r totally precious.. so u tink i dun tink they r precious ar? so now u use hurtful words lyk 'i only noe how to MISLEAD people'? eh u urself dun get wad i say den thats u wad.. den u dun wan clarify den u say is i mislead people.. wah lau.. yes la.. i m that bad la.. rite?

so now u assume again "i dun offer ppl for help de.. i dun bother to go look for them.. to go help them.. to ask abt how's gg on in their life" izzit? u r not me.. u dun hang arnd that much wif me.. den u go arnd assuming tings that r not true?? last time i say that i wont ask ppl out unless they ask me.. i rmb saying that.. but i dunno why i say that for.. wad i say last time doesnt mean it apply still for now rite? huh? i hav been planning for weekends outing can.. u say i dun ask ppl out.. pls la.. oi u can wake up or not.. i m lyk damn pissed sia u say lyk i m a totally inhumane ppl.. okok la.. u wan to tink that way.. yes la go ahead okay.. i m the suckiest person in the world.. =)

but i tink i cant stop i must continue to rebut.. (i tink thats the wrong spelling but nvm.. i jus mean.. i wan to argue back to wad u say abt me isnt true).. i nv tink that i m some gang ldr.. nv ever tot that and will nv tink that way.. nope.. i nv tink that if ppl dun hav me this ppl as fren will die.. i nv say that.. all is u say one..

nope i nv tink that u still lyk me.. i noe i m not worth that much.. but u this ppl izzit reli gd huh? jiang3 yi4 da4 dui1 pi4 hua4 leh.. u tink u hav the right to tok abt me?? u ask me abt my activities i got say cannot meh?!?!? i do that last time cos we keep in touch wad.. as in reli still got meet up and stuff.. den now lyk nv meet much liao ma.. and those tings i explain alot of times b4 le.. u olso understand le.. den u dig out and say again lyk telling me last time wad i tell u nv get into ur head liddat.. haix.. dun wan to tok to me den DUN TOK LA!! i nv force u to tok to me.. u initiate it yes.. den u tok.. den okay i olso reply? den u dun wan tok den dun tok! no topic tok den wad for u tok to me! dun bother la!

okay la dun forgive me la.. jus rmb me as a ppl who is dam bustard den u that time dunno why blind lyk me okay? thats the past le!! come on!! carry on wif ur life!! if u hav to.. den jus delete me from ur memory already!! get a life gal!! i see nth wrong that u noe 19th means something to me.. u noe den noe lor!! its not gonna make a diff whether u noe or not.. wads the big fuss abt it!!?

everyone has got diff proirity in life wad.. maybe u dunno abt mine thats why u dun see why i do some things.. go back to last time our frens ar.. aiya i tink dun bother le la.. now u tink of me as this kind of ppl.. no way to go back liao.. dun wan den suan le la.. be superficial frens can le la.. last time i say wan be back that kind of frens den now i take back okay? i take back my words!! i noe maybe u say cannot take back.. den i dun take back!! that time i say is cos i dunno why u suddenly treat me so badly and everything.. not badly but maybe jus ignore me for a period of time.. i mean that time i dunno but now i noe le.. u explain to me b4 already.. den now i say i wan take back cos now i noe wad i m lyk to u.. all ur frens say ya i suck.. but let me tell u something.. people tell me abt u olso okay.. ppl tell me u arent that great either.. well i dun wan carry on on this okay.. its not impt anyway..

den u tell me next time dunno who sending messages before firing up.. lyk wah lau.. b4fore that day we were toking.. so if u still msg me i will tink its normal? i wont tink lyk oooo ur cousin take ur phone and disturb me.. for godness sake its ur phone number wad?!? u tink i will actually go tink of the possibility of ooo ur cousin go find u den come disturb me ar? huh? diao.. eh pls leh.. say tings that make sense can?

u r not those ppl that will come and ask me out ar.. okay la.. den dun la.. izzit reli too bad? maybe not leh? eh wait.. i must say.. i m not a phone guy can.. i dun call ppl to chat one.. i wan chat is i come out and chat one.. so dun need expect me to giv u a call.. cos i dun do that.. i nv do it to people!

i nv say u r not fit to be my category of frens.. is lyk.. how to say.. maybe u tink from all those mention above.. how can u still be my fren.. but is olso becos of wad u said! i say harsh tings is becos of wad u say abt me! i dunno when i read wad u wrote.. its lyk.. wah.. so everything that u tink abt me is liddat.. okay.. but why u tink i wan to correct wad u tink of me? if i dun care abt u as in if i dun wan u to be my fren anymore, u tink i will bother to correct u? to show u some evidence i m not that bad? why i bother? i dunno! maybe i shldnt waste my time too.. lyk wad u say u shldnt waste ur time on me either..

OUTSTANDING u use the absolute word NOTHING is gd abt me.. alrite.. u see.. wad word u use.. maybe u dunno wad consequence this kind of hav attach to huh.. den maybe i shldnt bother abt the consequence abt the words i use on u too.. haha ya its not too late.. listen to ur frens! they r rite! pls go to them okay? dun bother abt me.. UR FRENS R ALWAYS RIGHT okay next time jus listen to them and do whatever they say.. they r always right one..

sometimes i tok to u ar.. i feel that its nice toking to u leh.. lyk wah a fren i can jus say somethings that i wan u to keep a secret abt it.. but den again lyk times lyk now.. den i m lyk.. why i bother explaining so much to u for wad sia.. haix i dunno la..

maybe now i m 20 and i start to tink actually ar.. maybe u r still kind of immature.. maybe army did something gd for me.. let me see people understand people more clearly.. something that i will see it and u will nv see.. i see the nature of humans.. how selfish people r.. its quite pointless to be gd to everyone cos some people jus dun appreciate it! so therefore we hav to be selective.. i tink i prefer to spend time wif ppl who appreciate me than those who dun.. its make my life more meaningful and so i see the worth of my life.. okay yes to u i m worthless.. but i wan to say.. COME ON PLS GROW UP!! open ur eyes bigger!! see tings clearly!! please!!

Civilian! =D

2009-03-16T11:14:00.000-07:00

The feeling of ORD is wad i m feeling now! 3 weeks of temporary civilian! hahas.. okay la in between still need go back camp but THEN!! at least i finally get some normal life back.. lyk.. can be at home on weekdays!! do my own tings.. catch up wif frens whenever i feel lyk.. how often do army guys get to do these!! omg.. gonna love the moment!! =)

okay la i being random den come blog blog awhile de.. haha..

that time was doing duty at SFT.. den eh.. i see poor boys enlisting.. den tink of myself last time.. so sad!! =x but den the impt ting is that.. how come old couple dun hold hands de.. why why why.. old liao den will pai seh meh? or dun wan? no feeling anymore? dun feel the need anymore? why?? i dun wan liddat next time.. must be as loving as always de!!

hmmm.. how come b4 tgt and after tgt will be so different.. okay la.. wads the difference i m referring here is lyk.. lyk.. hmmm.. how to say leh.. b4 tgt.. u will try ways to jus get to see her from side.. take a peek olso not bad.. den after tgt for quite some times.. den lyk.. wont reli rush such tings.. i dunno how say properly..

another example.. sms.. last time when u see the ppl reply.. u will lyk try to reply almost immediately de.. morning saw the sms straight away reply.. b4 slp will sms.. den as times go by.. reply starts to slow down.. morning see liao olso.. okay later will reply.. at nite jiu fast fast will fall aslp.. nv even reply.. wont initiate even if the other party nv reply.. do all couples go thru these? and stay as these? become not as loving anymore.. izzit? i dun wan this man.. i m feeling kind of sad.. how can i be angry de.. i will nv se de angry wif her de.. den jus now i actually tell her i angry.. til she sad.. tink she tear'ed.. why?? is this wad i wanted? definitely not!! guys PMS.. sian.. =x hahas.. haix..

i wan me and her to be a loving couple forever de!! hard to maintain.. but must try de ma!! nv giv up! =D jiayou to all couples out there!! hahas..

Happy happy!!!!!

2008-06-23T01:18:00.000-07:00

Quite long nv update le.. the blog is always so dead.. i olso lazy go change.. ahahhas.. anyway.. 2 months of army hav past! jus finish block leave and guess wad? i am going back tml! this time is definitely gonna be tougher! physically and mentally! and this time.. i hav something to look forward to each weekends!! XD XD XD hahas.. okay la i tink i olso lazy to blog liao.. =P cant slp too late too.. hahas.. gtg le.. cya all!! gd luck to everyone going new units! hope we enjoy it there!! although its a low chance of this happening.. hahas.. i go liao.. bye!!

Be A MAN

2008-04-09T11:25:00.001-07:00

Okay wad i wan to say is.. i am going NS today!! lols.. everyone take care ba.. all jiayou in wadeva u r doing!! XD

Trying to help?

2008-04-06T10:52:00.001-07:00

Sometimes i wonder how did my fren do it? being able to withstand all the accusation and being so noble.. i doubt i can.. still trying to follow closely to her footstep.. hope i can last til the end of it ba..

troubled heart.. and some thoughts of mine! XD hahas..

2008-03-17T21:50:00.000-07:00

heyhey! hahas.. ytd come back from dinner den abit happy liao den cant tok abt sad stuff cos the mood abit wrong.. hahas.. anyway thanks valerie and roystonn!! for treating me dinner.. nice!! thanks!! shall meet up again ya?? XD

hmmms okay.. scholarship.. hahas cos is lyk scholarship is very gd la cos it giv u tuition fee grants and pay for ur hostel fee and giv u allowance.. very gd leh.. but den need so many things de.. need gd grades gd cca record must hav leadership quality den still need interview!! must be outstanding!! but i am jus another student in spore.. how to be outstanding.. how to get the scholarship liddat?? haiz.. i dun wan go thru the interview if kanna shortlisted.. aiya i dun even wanna go thru the interview.. can i lyk dun apply? maybe next yr i am more prepared den go apply? although i dunno whether izzit possible or not.. haiz.. my aunt was asking me to apply alot ma.. i noe she do this is for my own gd.. but i dunno leh.. i dun wan tink of the interview.. i go there sure dun tok de lor.. looking at those example questions i olso dunno how to answer.. eg. tell us about urself. tell wad.. i dunno.. =x haiz.. stress over this..

hahas okay next!! relationship.. hahas.. wo ke wang ai qing!! ever since the last den there is nv the next la.. haiyo.. sad sad.. hahas.. okay no offence for those who dun okay.. sry bosses!! =x er okay not reli abt that la.. jiu wan to hav someone but den is lyk NS is coming how to find 1 in such a short time.. and some more if reli hav olso not very gd cos most of the time in army ma..

den abt this.. i wanna say something to a gal.. my gd fren actually.. i am very blessed to hav u lyking me i shld say.. dun tink i ever hav someone who becos of me den lyk so sad la.. its lyk wah.. go where can find?? dun tink got le lor.. some more i am not gd-looking.. not very kind-hearted.. anyway is jus not very gd la.. but then she jus lyk me.. i am tinking u noe.. reli tinking.. as in.. how to say.. i dunno!! jiu shi wan to say reli touched ba.. i noe that i am letting a very very gd gal become very disappointed.. i dunno am i gonna regret this in the future.. i may not find someone who is as gd as her le.. but.. haiz.. i dunno.. =(( but looking thru some of the blogs.. frens de.. ppl get into new places and noe new frens.. i tink there will be a better ppl that suit u better and appreciate u more ba.. guess u r trying very hard to forget.. but i tink u r doing the right thing.. jiayou okay.. hope i dun waste too much of ur youth.. hahas.. jus wan to let u noe i appreciate wad u hav done ba.. read the lyrics of a song.. and read til wan cry sia.. if i were in ur shoe i tink i cant take it.. and yupp i jus wan to reli say.. THANK YOU!! and the final thing is.. so we will be FRENS 4eva.. okay???

okay not so emo stuff liao.. guess wad.. i hav walk 19 yrs of my life!! looking back.. is damn cool lor.. so many things hav happen.. and i am 19 already la.. so old leh.. i still rmb in pri sch.. or maybe in sec 1.. peirce.. still rmb sec 1 orientation.. 1st ppl to noe.. sebastian! lols.. okay.. but the main point is that i was still 12/13 yrs old leh.. that time i was telling myself i hav grown up!! secondary sch student liao.. not so young anymore.. hahas.. but looking at me now.. 19?!?!? so old sia.. hav known alot of reli reli gd and close frens.. sec sch frens.. jc frens.. didnt noe i can actually hav great jc frens.. when i jus got in jc i tot is lyk going to mug and no life.. but i am wrong!! my classmates r quite united and reli loving my choir mates!! hahas..

when looking thru my juniors blog.. is lyk so funny.. all of them grown up.. watch them since they were 13 or maybe even pri sch kids.. and now.. sec4 or even graduate from secondary sch already.. times flies!! that means i am damn old!! hahas.. jiu very funny ar.. all grown up le.. no more childish stuff?? guess i still can afford to do it a little bit.. but guess thats not for long ba.. already going in army.. cant believe i hav make it this far.. those fit man running in the jungle.. i am gonna do that?? having rifle and defend the country?? its jus way out of my imagination still.. as in.. nv tot of myself being in that situation yet.. jus doesnt seems lyk me.. always being childish.. guess i hav to grow up too huh.. i wanna be young again!! last time was always wanting to grow up and par tor and now i wanna be young.. grow up and having to bear more responsibilities jus isnt fun at all.. rather being a kiddo and hav ppl take care of us.. not worrying abt too much other den studies.. everything is much simpler.. haiz.. nvm its all part of life!! gotta go thru it anyway.. unless i die halfway.. choy!! hahas.. gonna live til very old.. see grandson or great grandson!! if i ever get married that is.. hahas..

o last thing to talk abt.. work!! hahas.. currently working at 'the Signature' building which is near singapore expo.. doing data entry only.. lucky dun need to do calling.. XD my other frens need.. i tink they kind of like it.. but its jus not my type of work.. hahas.. earning same amount!! ahahahas.. o then there is this reli reli pretty girl okay.. not gonna say name.. i shy.. HAHA!! okay thats not the point.. reli pretty sia.. but she is not working there anymore.. *CRY but haha its jus an eye candy.. actually see for quite awhile den actually its jus any average gal la.. okay at least above average i would say.. my frens were telling me okay only ma not THAT chio but i tink she is reli chio ma.. okokay.. i shall stop toking abt her okay.. rmb is EYE CANDY only.. nth else!! ^^

okay anyway work is ending this thurs!! gonna be free and enjoy the days b4 NS?? before going to be a MAN sia.. quite a number of my frens went tekong and come out le ba.. wah they went thru the tough physical training already sia.. reli cool leh.. guess i shld be able to tahan olso la.. since they can.. no reason i cant rite!! hahas.. XD

okay being blogging for lyk 1hr+ le ba.. gotta stop liao.. hahas.. haven bath yet!! =x oops.. chou chou.. hahhas.. okay lame.. anyway ya the entry is very bo liao.. if u read it.. sry for wasting so much of ur time and find nth meaningful out of it.. hahas.. anyway thanks for ur time!! next entry will be..... when i feel lyk it!! XD take care all! dun slp too late!! XD cya!

HELLO

2008-03-16T01:12:00.000-07:00

hahas.. dunno will i be blogging often.. maybe later? maybe next day? maybe foreva olso dun blog.. lols.. look at some of the entry last yr.. no time to online? now is got time to online but nth to blog.. lols.. perhaps lazy ba.. XD

eh.. looking thru blogs jus now.. and alot of things hav happen, hav alot of things on my mind now.. but dun reli hav the time to say it out now cos gtg out soon.. so i shall jus mention some keywords so that maybe later when i come home and hav the time to blog den i shall elaborate on them.. ahhahahas..

hmmmm... key words to trigger wad i wan to say would be..... "scholarship, relationship, 19 yrs old,....." die i forgot again!! go bath den everything wash off liao.. lets tink........... okay rmb another one.. "work!!" hahas.. aiya dun rmb much le la.. hahas.. okay nvm shall update soon..

oyes i shld reli change the blogskin.. its very dull and dead.. =x hahas... okay take care all!! ^^ (btw below is something i come across.. quite cool neh.. if u r reli bored u can try.. =x )

65 words

another history-in-making day for me..

2007-09-01T23:45:00.000-07:00

hmmm.. perhaps today is 1 day i will nv forget.. cos i hav a thrash-toking session wif my best fren.. and perhaps it may be the last time i am calling her best fren..

didnt wan to tok much abt it.. yup jus wan to write it down so that it will remind me next time.. yup.. nth much to say abt it already olso.. yup.. so sry to make u feel tired.. wont do that anymore.. after making u feel sad i still wan make u happy.. its impossible ba.. guess we r going on our own way.. at least for now..

hmmm.. i am enlightened?? haha..

2007-08-31T21:48:00.000-07:00

jus now while having lunch wif my bro.. i was tinking how to solve the misery that i am suffering rite now.. and i tink.. i hav found solutions!!

the solution will be that i hav to forget that i hav ever study wif my best fren and hav lots of fun.. not reli forget.. but jus put it aside and stored it.. when i finish A lvl den put it back in my memories.. but now hav to keep it aside.. in this way.. i will not be sad that how come last time can study so happy den now lyk study alone isnt a fun thing to do.. if i forget abt it.. den i wont even feel sad!! cos if i nv hav it b4.. i will not tink abt it!! yup i tink this is my solution!!

yup.. hmmm.. i tink.. i am blessed to hav alot of things.. i dunno why but i jus suddenly tink abt it.. is lyk.. is gd to hav frens sms-ing u.. cos it means ppl noe ur existence.. its a blessing to hav: computers and play; frens arnd u; studying together; a brother who dote me; father even though he dun earn alot and care much but still i hav 1; handphone; a place to slp; slippers; shoes; frens who u can tell them ur deepest secret and u noe they will keep it for u.. aiya basically everything!! ahaha.. as in.. jiu very xin fu ba.. not being rich and able to buy alot of nice things doesnt mean i cant hav happiness! anything that u hav now.. maybe it doesnt seems to hav alot of values.. but still.. it is impt!! it plays a part in our lives!! yup!! cherish them b4 its lost..

why must everything be lost 1st in order to cherish them? i tot i learn it thru the last lesson? but i guess i haven.. hmmm.. everyday can be a happy day.. jus that different day hav different among of happiness/blessing.. sometimes when i am enjoying something.. i ask myself.. wad if this is the last time i can enjoy this kind of happiness? actually.. there is nth u can do u noe.. u cant hold it and bring it to the next time u wan to enjoy this kind of 'xin fu' again.. perhaps wad u can do is jus.. rmb the feeling of how it lyk.. and be glad that u hav it b4.. i tink thats the only thing u can do..

when 1 day.. u realise u hav lost some kind of blessing.. u will be sad definitely.. but den.. u can only blame urself and no one else.. why? cos u must hav done something wrong to cause it to be lost.. its quite scary actually.. suddenly something u can hav ytd, u lose it today.. and den in ur heart u r tinking.. i haven enjoy it enough.. how can u jus take it away from me?? den the answer will be.. i am so sry u hav done something wrong.. perhaps u didnt realise it.. but i am so sry that u wont be able to hav it again..

sometimes life is reli cruel.. they dun giv u a second chance to let u prove urself.. its jus too late.. sometimes they do giv u a second chance, third, fourth and carry on.. den when u take it for granted.. suddenly ur fren doesnt giv u a chance anymore.. they had enough of u.. of ur unreasonable side.. den when u reli wan to prove that u can be gd.. u may nv hav the chance again.. not anymore.. its jus too late..

advise for this will be: when u start to realise u r doing the wrong thing all the times, and ur fren is still giving u a chance to change.. seize it!! if not.. even though they might say its okay.. its nv okay.. as in.. dun tink that its okay.. u hav to reli change if u still wan this fren to be wad he/she is lyk.. as in the way they treat u.. or if not.. they may jus change the way of treating u and u ask them wad happen? they will not tell u and say nth is wrong.. i am liddat.. and u realise.. holy shit.. its too late..

no one will suddenly change their attitude towards u.. it must hav been something u hav done.. which giv them a reason to change.. no one will treat u badly if u r a gd ppl rite? i tink this is true ba.. hmmm.. when u reli lost something.. i guess it jus means ur time if up.. i dun mean u gonna die.. but i mean yup thats all the happiness of a particular thing u can hav..

well.. wad i wan to say is.. yes ppl always say the same thing.. i guess it will be same as wad i gonna say too.. cherish everything u hav now!! serious.. anything that u hav now.. every little or major thing.. when someone call u.. be glad they called u.. and answer them nicely!! when someone sms u.. no matter who is it.. be glad they sms u.. or even when they reply.. no everyone will reply u noe.. reli hav to be grateful to everything.. so now wadever i do.. i will jus tink.. glad to hav u here.. yup..

i tink thats all i wan to say.. gtg studying already!! ahaha.. cya all.. i tink some of the things i say is repetitive.. but den i hope it enlighten some of u all too? well if it doesnt den nvm.. at least i tried.. i am glad that i tried to.. sharing feelings may help others to realise wad they r doing too? haha.. yup.. thats wad i wan to say ba.. cya all!! =)

bad study style.. i guess??

2007-08-31T10:04:00.000-07:00

hmmm.. die liao die liao.. prelim coming den no mood to study leh.. how?! suddenly de.. haha.. cos no one study same thing as me den not as fun as last time le.. thats wad i feel la.. but hav to get used to it ba.. if life is a game.. den in this world.. there is only 1 character u can control.. and that is urself.. other players must either accompany or they dun.. =/

haiz.. my best fren nv study wif me le.. is her decision final?? already for a few days she nv study wif me le.. perhaps she find studying by herself is more effective ba.. if thats the case den she will continue ba.. den i wish her all the best!! =) i will jus get used to it and motivate myself and study ba!! last time i study becos i find it fun to study wif someone who can make my study life fun ma.. not everyone hav the power to do so ba.. ahaha..

well.. wad i wish is even though dun study together.. i hope we still can be best fren.. even though it doesnt reli seems the same as last time now.. but if u re-assure me that we r best fren.. that will be more den enough.. yup.. haha.. :)

ps: i find this question " den wad do u wan me to do?? " very hurting.. anyone agree? =P

am i feeling it?

2007-08-25T23:46:00.000-07:00

hello!! long time no see.. ahaha.. so long ever since i last blog again.. always no time to come online.. busy preparing for a lvl!! last time o lvl olso not liddat one lor.. haha.. but today dunno why feel lyk slacking so decided to say something! haha.. but after this next time i blog tink is after a lvl le ba.. haha.. left this blog so long untouched le wonder who will be the 1st one to come visit again? perhaps no one ba.. haha.. :P

hmmm.. actually i come here becos i wan say something that i tink i ren quite long le.. someone been bothering me.. not exactly come and disturb me.. but dunno leh.. is lyk.. this fren is not reli a fren? a fren ya we tok.. but dun tok much..? not much in particular to tok abt.. am i being monitored by this ppl? i dunno.. it feels lyk it is.. & i jus dun lyk this feeling.. if i am rite that u r reli monitoring me.. den i wan to ask u.. wads wrong wif u?? stop observing me.. stop talking abt me behind my back.. as if i am some sort of monster.. am i reli that bad? i reli dunno.. perhaps i hav change.. hav i? i reli hope not.. the way u say wad i doing.. as if i reli that bad.. perhaps i reli didnt realise i hav change.. but den.. if no one is complaining other den u.. could it be it is u who r the one that is weird? if not den maybe is others dun dare to say it other den u.. i dunno..

she is jus my best fren.. thats wad i am reli tinking.. if u all dun believe is ok.. but the fact in myself is that i reli tell myself that she is jus best fren and nth else!! serious!! but i dunno who is going to believe me.. is my actions telling u all something else? that part i dunno.. maybe i reli wasnt aware..

i dunno wads going on la.. but den i noe now impt is A's? after that den will come to deal wif this again.. now is probably not the time to deal wif this.. yup.. but den if u r reading.. dunno whether u noe i am referring to u.. but den i wan to say.. if u noe its u.. den ask urself this.. am i reli a ppl who is so bad and cant change ur impression of me? or r u jus bias against me?

yup thats all i wan to say.. for everyone who is taking O'level and A'level and promo and even end of yr paper.. all the best for ur results ok!! a lesson that i learn ytd is that dun study for grade.. study becos u wan to learn how it works and from there u will get ur results ba.. yup thats all.. gd luck all the best ok!! =)

NYJChoir Concert!

2007-03-23T20:38:00.000-07:00

oya i wanna add something.. if u r interested in going for a choir concert? can come nyjc de choir concert ma? pls giv face and come!! :P anyway not forcing u ya? haha.. okay here's the details..

Title: Appassionata
What?: Choir Concert!
Who?: NYJC and hai sing sec and kranji and Wild Empire!
When?: 13 April 2007, Friday, 8pm
Where?: Victoria Concert Hall
Why?: er.. dunno leh.. cos u r interested? or giv face? :P
Price: $12

yupyup.. so if u r interested tell me ok? call me or sms or wadeva.. tag board olso can.. haha.. yup thats all.. take care!! =)

yay block test over!!

2007-03-23T19:03:00.000-07:00

yo!! i now nth better to do thats why blog.. ahaha.. damn sad and sian la cos no one tok to me.. =( ahaha.. so i tok to myself.. =P

wah.. last week march holiday isnt holiday lor.. aiya always hav been the case for majority.. cos always got alot of hw.. den for jc ppl.. is not hw ar.. is study for block test!! will die ar.. seriously damn no life leh.. i everyday go back sch study from morning til nite leh.. even sunday although nv go sch but still go out study lor.. wah i tink i lose myself.. study more den o lvl i tink.. as in more heiong morning to nite non-stop la.. haha.. but den all the effort hav been put into use! dunno izzit gd use of not.. must wait result come back den can see.. haha..

den cos my class de combi finish on wed so ytd and today was holiday for us!! this time is seriously slack and dun hav to touch book or wadeva!! ahaha.. i tot i was gonna be happy.. but.. haha.. ytd suppose to hav class outing.. but in the end i didnt go.. not i didnt wan to go.. cos family got things to do.. den by the time finish already so late.. den even i go i tink less den an hour u all willleave sentosa le.. sry!! =((

den after that i got chalet!! organised by some of my choir frens.. yup den went.. den ok we sing in the chalet!! ahaha.. although we were lyk quite noisy.. but who cares.. =P den yup overall quite fun la.. at least i am not bored there..

den wah next day.. which is today la.. i came home.. and it is damn sian!! wah i play game halfway olso dun feel lyk playing liao.. i only play lyk a few hours.. reli few.. about 2-3.. den i cant take it liao.. as in wah so sian play alone not fun at all!! den play wif my bro on the ps2 awhile ar i olso sian diao.. wah den i realise.. i cannot stuck at home!! but i got no choice.. nowhere to go.. all other frens hav sch!! den haiz dunno leh jiu very sian.. i wish i was at the sch la at least not so bored hav to spend the day alone la.. wah damn loner leh.. =x haha.. i mad liao.. =D

wah okay.. i crap enough le.. must end soon.. erm.. oya.. actually jus now vincent call and say wan play badminton i very happy la.. den i straight away say yes!! den after that he go and ask valerie.. den she cant make it!! sad!! cos she got lessons.. den tml i got choir i olso cant make it.. den both olso cant!! den in the end.. conclusion.. am i going to stuck here for the whole day?! no i am gonna do something different!! =x no la i dunno wad i will do later but den yes i am going out i dun care!! at most i go walk walk alone olso better!! =x i reli mad le.. okay nvm.. i shall stop crapping and tink of something to do!! RAWR!!! =x

okay thats for today thank you and hav a nice day! =) <===== MADNESS!! I AM MAD!!

long time no online.. haha..

2007-02-25T07:52:00.000-08:00

wah.. nowadays so busy that when i reached home, haven do hw jiu slp le.. dun even hav the time to use com to come online la.. busy wif sch stuff.. wads so much to be busy wif?? choir and studies ba.. basically is these 2 things only lor.. haha.. but still quite ok la.. jus that abit sad nv go out wif frens to jus hang out wif 1 another..

today went to roy hse for new yr!! den see alot of sec sch frens.. wah miss them alot sia.. den see each other den we tok alot.. wah den gamble.. lose til ar.. nth to say leh.. dun even hav money for dinner.. so sad case.. need go home take money den go opposite eat la.. sad.. =x but nvm la.. jiu jiu yi ci ma..( long long time den once.. =x ) ahaha..

hmm.. sometimes i dunno my xing li hua shld tell who leh.. reli dunno.. haiz.. aiya nvm i tink i shld reli write in real diary den can write everything i wan sia.. omg.. need go buy book le.. dunno will reli go buy or not.. =x shall ask rx for advise which kind of book to buy liao sia.. cos she got keep 1 book olso.. haha.. okay i go slp le ba.. tml a start of new week.. must mentally-prepared le ba.. ahaha.. and yes! bday coming le!! omg going 18 liao.. adult le!! or rather.. old le.. cant believe i reach this far.. =x having chalet!! 1st time when i am the main ppl.. =P okay cya all gd nite!! =D

haiz.. feeling unwanted sia.. =(

2007-01-12T23:51:00.000-08:00

hmmm.. long time no blog.. no ppl come to my blog le ba i tink.. cos i so long nv update le.. so i can type anything i wan den no one is gonna read it!! =P haha..

hmmm.. today got gp essay test.. i tink i gonna die again.. so long nv write le den now write again dunno how to write le.. haha.. eh.. den quite late dismiss so after that went canteen buy something to eat den zao back to peirce liao.. cos they having cca orientation!! =))

i was looking forward to go back la.. cos i can go visit my sec sch mates!! but den.. haiz.. after everything was kind of sad.. dunno leh.. i go there.. they nv tok to me much.. lyk jiu nv even say more den 5 sentences lor.. i was kind of sad leh.. not jus kind of.. in fact very sad.. i feel that they dun reli care abt me anymore.. =( i dunno leh.. haiz.. i heard that their performance not reli gd thats why they feel sad? if thats the case den i feel that they dun bother abt me its wrong.. cos if they feeling sad den of cos no mood tok ma.. but if not the case.. den wo jiu zhen de sad le.. =(( i tok to them most of them nv reply or jus stone there de.. den after that.. they went to hav dinner.. nv ask me along leh.. no la i dun mean i very dua pai wan them to ask me la.. i jus wan see whether do they noe i actually exist or not.. den it reli seems that i dun exist leh.. omg.. i reli reli sad after that.. feel lyk.. haiz.. nvm.. aiya.. i jus dunno la.. haiz..

den some more lyk even mr phua dun care abt me!! as in.. i say bye to him he olso nv reply.. 3 times leh!! i wave my hand infront of him to show that i am there and saying bye bye to him.. den wah.. he reli didnt see me leh!! i dunno why how come suddenly everyone cant see me?? i am so extra in peirce now.. no one bothers abt me anymore.. i sounds lyk attention-seeker now.. haiz.. i dunno ar.. become too sensitive again.. alamak.. *ar bish* to myself.. okay i am awake.. =x but jus feel sad lor..

but lucky got vincent.. if not ar i tink i reli damn damn extra le.. i went to n00b arnd wif him at amk central and his hse.. haha.. thanks sia for accompanying me.. =)

if the committee feel sad for the performance.. dun sad okay.. cheer up!! yi jing guo qu le.. jus try not to make the same mistake next time.. brush up on the skills and everything and next time wont bad things happen again!! =) u all can do it de gogogo!! i dunno how to cheer u all up.. but jus hope u all will be as cheerful as b4!! pls smile ok.. =)

den today.. suddenly tink of relationship again leh.. dunno why.. hmmm.. i tink today see too many couples arnd.. =x and hear too many those couples' song.. den tink of it.. wah to be in a relationship isnt easy leh.. not easy to find someone u lyk and they lyk u olso lor.. den realise last time i damn tyco den hav la.. now nv le.. den very sad.. today is a saddening day for me ar i tink.. haiyo.. haha.. jus wish that i can get back into a relationship again..

i rmb still got something to say de leh.. but forgot le.. haiya nvm next time if rmb den edit ba.. now olso quite slpy le den cant tink le.. okay jiu thats all ba.. when i got things to share den i will blog again ba.. take care!! =)

haha.. finally get it all done.. =)

2006-12-08T23:54:00.000-08:00

haha.. today is the 8 of december again!! hmmm.. everyday de this day sure hav something happen de.. but today dun hav.. so i decided to make something happen!! =P

ahaha.. okie b4 that.. i shall talk abt something i done today.. eh.. i went to work!! sell ice-cream!! knock door to door that kind.. haha.. wah damn difficult to earn money la.. i went wif marcia and madeline(meisy's sis).. wah at 1st i ask her izzit meisy's sis she tell me no leh.. den at the end den she tell me.. wth.. haha.. to tink that i actually believe her.. wad the hell!! haha.. hmmm.. den only earn $9 la.. but gd le la.. my partner do most of the work.. and i still earn money.. actually is from his commission take de.. haiz i so bad.. nvm 1 time next time wont le.. =x ahaha..

hmmm.. okie.. so how did i make something happen? i decided to confess!! haha.. and yup.. it didnt turn out the way i wan la.. but guess wad.. i wasnt sad upon hearing the answer!! hmmm.. i guess i already stop liking her b4 today de.. haha.. hope to be gd fren still.. yes and now.. currently no new target.. can go spot le.. finally!! wasted a yr wth.. haha.. but nvm.. treat it as a punishment for doing wrong stuff ba.. haha.. okie i go maple le.. cya all! nitex rest well!! ahaha.. =)

bored!! and sad..

2006-12-03T23:55:00.000-08:00

dunno why suddenly jus now dun feel lyk playing game.. wah i tink i play too much liao.. whole day playing leh.. nv do work.. sai.. die liao.. must start homework this week!! if not dead!! maybe olso becos no one accompany me play ba.. o no!! i becoming a loner.. =((

ok i gonna crap awhile le.. is very bo liao de.. so if can pls dun read.. u will tink i am mad.. reli.. haha..

haiz.. long time nv see her online.. den suddenly see her online.. so i of cos is happily go tok to her rite?? so i went to tok to her ask her how come so long nv online.. den oya rmb she went back malaysia.. haha.. den jiu ask her abt other stuff.. wah den all 1 word answer de.. lyk for eg. ya.. haha.. ya lo.. wah i tok til very xin ku ar.. i can see she dun wan tok to me ar.. haiz.. ask her wad she busy wif.. she answer.. ppl.. wah.. so obvious she would rather tok to others den me rite.. haiz.. actually is very obvious le.. shld i still ask her wad i long awaited for? i tink is very bo liao leh.. cos is lyk i noe there is a pit-less hole.. and i still gonna jump in.. wad for? haiz i reli dunno.. i reli dunno ar!! super confused? i shall move on? i jus wan get ject for 1 last time and i will move on.. i got a feeling if i kanna ject.. i wont reli feel sad.. y?? dunno!! cos i am going crazy!! madness le!! argh!! dunno!!

DUNNO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

joei's helping sai blog! (:

2006-12-02T07:09:00.000-08:00

hello everyone! im joei! hahaha. i bored until i went around helping ppl update their blogs. haha. very lame rite? but no choice. coz im seriously bored. lol. and im such a nice person to help him blog. :DD

i went for choir practice as usual. it ended at 6 and i met rongxuan and huiyun for dinner at 6.30. we went back at 7.15. haha. so lame. such a short time. -.-''

okay. that's what he did today according to what he told me. haha. im bored!! yingying went for her pri sch's friend chalet. -.-'' and i was still rotting at home. haha. anw hongguang said i am his good good good good good fren. haha. so honoured. lol. ah! im still bored. this post very short. i will lengthen it. hehhs. wingyan's goin off! sad. ): haha. im gonna miss wing wong wong! haha. she's goin off for 10 days! nxt week yingying and me wan go sentosa! im still bored lah. haha. hongguang is so poor ting coz he has so many choir practices i pity him. haha. and luckily for the whole month of dec i dun hav choir practice but got training. lol. training nvm lah. can cut down fats. (: im FAT! :D haha.

ohwell i should end here le. although its not a very long post. haha. im BORED again. ):

her bday! haha..

2006-11-28T22:58:00.000-08:00

haha.. today is actually a big day for her!! but she very bad lor.. wish her happy bday she nv reply de.. so action.. haha.. maybe she slp le ba.. if thats the case jiu hao.. haiz.. i dunno la.. haha..

hmm.. early morning jiu no gd liao.. ppl suppose to giv me morning call nv giv.. den i very late wake up.. den i late for choir!! ahaha.. actually wont late one.. because anthony 'tuck some baong' meet me at 9.40 in the end 9.50 den reach.. of cos i late la.. lolx.. but nvm lucky today no need pay $$ if not ask him pay ar.. ahaha..

after choir i plan go home write card for her.. in the end got choir meeting til so late.. den after that still go eat lunch wif them.. til very late.. i mean late afternoon.. den when i reach home so tired wan to write card olso wan slp ar.. =x but of cos in the end i still got write la.. i write in pencil.. draft 1st.. i got plan de leh.. haha..

den after that realise my hse very lousy.. no colour pen no nth.. so i go my fren hse and wah.. my fren hse ying you jing you i tell u.. u wan pen got pen.. wan paper got paper.. wan scissors got scissors.. aiya got alot la.. envelope olso hav.. ahaha.. den har.. i write the card and letter for another fren.. by the time i finish writing.. 11 liao.. mad de the time.. so fast jiu pass liao.. in the end no time pass her present.. anyway she very tired la so shldnt meet her.. later she more tired no gd.. must rest well okay!!(although u will nv read this.. haiz..) dun fall sick leh.. on ur bday cannot sick.. must kuai kuai le le de du guo.. =D

hmmm anyway nth much la.. jus wanna wish her..

HAPPY 16TH BIRTHDAY!! =DDD

okie la.. den nth much le.. oya i wan say.. i very sad cos that time she keep sms'ing someone.. i ask her how come nv reply me she say lazy.. but to that ppl.. she not lazy at all lor.. keep sms'ing leh.. no la i am being sensitive la.. but den.. haiz i dunno la.. sadden.. jus lyk vincent.. =(( okie giv ya ur prezzie tml!! haha.. cya all take care (especially u ar) and gd nite!! =)

Choir camp!!

2006-11-25T10:12:00.000-08:00

heya sry so long nv blog le.. i see marcia requested it i tink i shall giv her face? ahha.. see i gd rite.. =x anyway jus kidding nia.. actually alot of things happen but i didnt reli hav the time to blog..? maybe too many things happening at the same time den i 'chuo shou bu ji'..? =x haha crapping nia.. okok.. shall tok abt choir camp.. =)

hmm.. b4 i went to choir camp i was at NYJChoir de choir chalet.. i tot it wasnt gonna be fun.. but it turned out the other way!! =D i dunno why i tink its not gonna be fun when i am planning abt it olso.. i guess i dun do this kind of job de doesnt suits me.. i dun lyk to lead ppl.. i always follow one.. super not decisive.. =x but nvm.. maybe will change next time when i hav more courage to lead the ppl ba? haha.. ok i wont go into details abt that chalet ba.. on 21 Nov which is tuesday i leave the chalet when they r having bbq!! sad.. but nvm cos i tot i am going to choir camp to see someone who will benefit me more! wif that i went home to change the bag de stuff and take some clothes den jiu go off le.. when reach sch its already 9+ in the nite? lucky that day not nite trail if not i will miss alot of fun!! ahaha..

okie so i reach there and they were watching movie nite? the movie they showing i saw b4 le.. so i didnt reli watch it and lyk jus keep walking arnd look at the sch cos its gonna be crushed down soon?? haiz damn sad la.. peirce leh.. need to wait for 2 yrs den will finish re-building.. i dun wan re-build ar i rather it stay liddat where all my wonderful memories r.. haiz.. but wad i say is not impt to the sch anyway.. nvm.. hmm.. when i went to the dance studio i saw mr phua and i guess is his acapella group? den some of the christmas songs i noe de leh!! wah the bass is super pro la.. i lose liao.. haha.. yup den the 1st nite jiu shi after movie nite i went to bath den de-brief jiu end le lor.. den i help the community wif some work den went to staff room and my god.. the staff room is sooo empty!! ahaha.. den went there hav supper of the leftover food.. its nice though.. haha.. den later the guys came and practice 'never say gdbye'.. pro leh mei xiang dao they r so steady one.. haha.. after that went back to dance studio wanted to slp.. den that gay wei qi keep disturbing us!! =x dun let us slp.. haha.. but anyway its was funny la.. den jiu next day le!!

wah this entry is gonna be long.. erm.. den morning went to help community do the breakfast olso.. actually i didnt help much la i jus look at them giv them moral support only cos i dunno wad to do olso.. =x ahaha.. den everyone come down eat eat and i ate wif the community!! ahhaa.. i so dua pai.. wah the first time i see the choir finish the bread sia! last time always alot of leftover de.. den drank milo too!! =D den went to peirce reserviour walk walk.. walk for i tink 2hrs? not very sure.. mad de.. den the most fun thing is the playground la.. all lyk deprived childhood.. haha.. (something gonna say something no link.. jus received a call from the sop SL in NYJChoir den she say today no choir le cos no place to practice? yay! den i no need kan chiong le.. anyway today bass only got me going den no point olso.. ahaha.. okie back to the topic.. =x) cos we are all lyk playing the spinning thing and stuff.. ya.. ahhaa.. den after that went back to peirce to hav practice! they sang their set piece!! which is 'everyone sang'! haha.. i tink its nice.. den learn halfway go eat lunch.. den eat finish mr ong come liao den jiu go ava.. wah the practice was 6hrs long? my god but cool.. haha.. i slpt thru some of the time though.. =x ahaha..

hmm.. i learnt the song wif them.. nice ma must learn.. so that next time wan to tink of it can sing den all the memories will be back?? ahhaa.. wah the most difficult part is the 'on on on' la.. madness de.. rhythm guai guai one.. haha.. but nevertheless if we do it correctly it will be nice.. haha.. dun tink i wan go thru much abt the practices ba.. lolx.. den erm after that we hav dinner and after that graduation nite!! wah finally 'she' come liao.. so long.. i tot she say she staying for both nite la.. in the end she came for the grad nite.. diao.. haiz.. haha.. and i saw the other sec4s!! wah misses them alot la.. all funny funny one.. nice to tok to de ppl.. haha.. den ya so the grad nite den hy (my mei) is the host.. haha.. sometimes tok to herself dunno y but nvm.. lolx.. den ya they giv presents and hug each other.. haha.. i mean the community and the ex community ar.. but den the P nv!! zheng rui and luyun nv hug!! lolx.. nan nu shou shou bu qing? haha.. den after that jiu nite-trail le!! woohoo!! ahaha..

community went to prepare all those stuff and i join them in making them wet and stuff!! haha.. i was in joei grp helping her.. while she lead and everything.. oya b4 that i chatted wif the sec4s and finally! i get to tok to her!! ahaha.. but den i tink at 1st i wasnt reli very happy.. even when take photo den got her i olso not very happy.. i tink is becos i am already sadden by her la.. sms and msn all dun reply me one la.. so dao.. i olso dunno la.. sad.. but den i tok to her yi xia zi jiu ok le.. i olso dunno y but it is always liddat one.. haha.. den went to nite-trail! oya marcia if u wan to noe who is the one keep tapping ur shoulder when u r blind-folded in the ava.. its me!! XD ahaha.. den 1 by 1 the grp went out of ava den to the ground floor of peirce.. purposely make them walk a few rounds to confuse them but den didnt reli achieve our goal? haha.. means they still noe where are they.. ahaha.. nvm.. den later jiu very fun ar.. keep pouring water on them and stuff.. wah anthony is super gd la.. as in he didnt retaliate de.. jus play the whole thing properly.. but the guy behind him.. wen jie if not wrong.. very bad.. keep wanting to hit ppl back.. but nvm the more he do the more we splash.. but after that i jus anyhow run liao.. see who splash who.. but den after awhile i nv splash le.. only see them luan lai... ahaha.. i no hand olso need hold cards and caps of watter bottle.. ahaha.. hmm the whole thing is very fun jiu dui le la.. haha..

after tat hav to clear up the mess which is those flour i tink.. haha.. so difficult to wash away.. but nvm i tink we did it in the end? ahaha.. hmm after that all go bath and de-brief.. wait for mr phua for so long.. haha.. den only say tml pls wake up at 8.30am den everyone was lyk ok den jiu go off le.. went back to dance studio slack awhile den alot of ppl come in? asking wan order Mac to eat or not.. lolx.. cool sia them.. vincent and i shared fries and drinks! but den so fast ppl kope finish le.. but nvm haha.. den mr phua came and me, hz, sebas and him play bridge!! ahhaa.. cool man mr phua pro player and i am a serious noob la.. sad.. haha.. den later change player hy den i out cos i dun wan play le cos i so noob.. haha.. den joei and rx came.. we was lyk having 'jacket fashion show' la keep changing jackets.. try sebas one.. rx one.. joei one and hz one.. ahhaha.. after awhile more mr phua jiu go back le.. at 1st he say gals can only stay at 1am at dance studio when he leave dance studio which is 1+ the gals all still there.. haha.. but later abt 2 he come back tell all the gals go back.. den we guys in the dance studio jiu play lame games that need ppl to tink of stupid logic.. haha.. hongray and khairul ( dunno how to spell sry ) said that they feel dumb dunno wads the stupid logic behind it.. haha.. but in the end they get it la.. ahaha.. after that jiu slp le..

den next morning!! eat again den drink yaya.. i didnt wan to say much le cos hand super tired type for 48mins le!! wth.. ahaha.. den erm choir practice 1hr+ den clean up and pack up jiu cha bu duo shi zhe yang le.. den last part of the camp is pack the choir stuff for mr phua.. all those long long ago de choir songs! wah so many i kope some.. ahaha.. cool man.. den i can make midi.. ahaha.. hmm.. den wah mr phua is rich de.. treat us 8 pizza 4 from canadian 4 from pizza hut! rich ar.. den still got ice-cream some more.. pro sia.. den after that jiu dismiss le.. but hz and i stayed back to help mr phua keep his stuff and the community olso hav to stay to help!! den we help til slp ar.. so long.. 2 break camp den we help til 5 den in the end we went home to keep pur stuff den go out eat dinner again!! mr phua treat.. his wallet got hole liao la.. wait b4 i continue, i wan say something.. while we r helping mr phua keep his stuff.. sometimes we nth to do den we do a darn lame magic trick sia.. which is make someone appear in a box? ahaha.. too bad i dunno how to upload it.. if not sure put! damn funny.. haha..

ok den we took taxi home.. must be tinking we rich? no la is hz rich.. 1st trip home he treat us (me and joei) den change liao take cab go tp again.. this time joei pay.. wth rite i nv pay? no la got pay la after everything den i pay some of it.. ahhaa.. but not as much as them.. aiya poor ma still buy presents for the who leh.. dad la nv giv me pocket money now super broke.. haiz.. den we went tp and guess wad.. mr phua treat us pizza hut again! i wanted KFC though.. =x ahaha.. den wah the bill.. damn ex la the bill a few more dollars too 3 digit leh.. from there i dun tink i wan be teacher liao.. =x aahaha.. oya next time go eat wif mr phua must bring own drink.. he dun buy drinks de.. always ice-water.. which i cant drink.. den i super thirsty la.. den after everything i went to NTUC buy drink ar.. haha.. den after that jiu go home le ba i tink.. joei yy rx wy went home den me hz alan xm hy vincent anthony continue walk walk.. ahaha.. hy was lyk sad but i dunno wad happen to her olso.. den jiu went home le.. haha.. on the way back sms her.. and as usual.. she didnt reply.. oh well.. nvm.. den ya super tired.. i went to my bed b4 i knew it.. its the next day le!! i dunno but super tired la.. ahaha..

okie i shall stop liao continuous typing of 1hr can die!! excatly 1 hr now!! haha.. okie cya all i go watch tv awhile later play com le!! haha.. cya all take care bye!! haha.. =) i hope i can attend next yr choir camp again! but dunno will they invite me? haiz.. haha.. cya!!

sway day.. haiz..

2006-11-07T22:37:00.000-08:00

wah today damn sway la.. haha.. i nth better to do den wan say de.. er.. today plan to wake up early to go peirce join them in choir! den after my alarm ring.. i wake up.. and slp again.. =x den in the end i wake up 10.30 liao.. den i tink i hai so late liao den go do hse work do finish already 12+ ar.. den bath prepare to go j8 find vincent cos i ask anthony where they going hav lunch he say j8.. den i walk so many round.. den decided to buy lunch and go peirce eat.. den vincent use payphone call me say they at tp!! wth!! waste my time.. haha..

den after that reach peirce.. tot can go eat lunch liao.. the security guard say cannot! today already reject 3 ppl becos not in full U.. den i was lyk wad the from hse come all the way u ask me go back change? siao! cos i only wear choir tee nv wear sch pants.. den damn sway la den i walk to bus stop hav my lunch ar!! den take bus to back gate.. security guard tony (if not spelt wrongly) say wah why u wear slipper.. cannot la.. den i was lyk wth.. still cannot.. mad leh reli go home changed meh.. haiz.. den no choice reli go back changed.. that time debating wif tony still got 2 dunno i tink sec2 gals ar.. so pai seh la.. no face liao.. =x

den go all the way back and changed! and went to take 162! wah wait for the bus wait foreva ar.. all the bus available there come twice 162 olso nv come!! den wait for 25min den come! by the time reach the sch front gate bus stop already 3.50pm! and guess wad? its raining so heavily la!! wth.. den i wait at the void deck for so long i tink 10min den can go in.. choir 5 jiu end le i go so late might as well dun go rite.. haiz.. but nvm.. my love for peirce.. ok forget it.. shuo bu chu kou.. too er xin LOL!! erm den jiu go for 1 hr only.. better den nth ba.. haha..

but ok la went to vincent hse eat dinner the dishes today is so nice! but i nv tell his family earlier den nv cook more rice.. wasted.. for those who dunno.. i tink i am a 'rice bucket'.. =x the dishes so nice.. but mei kou fu.. haiz.. ok la den not much le.. so long.. take care whoever is reading! =)

steamboat!!

2006-11-05T09:35:00.000-08:00

lolx.. jus now went steamboat for... nth!!! we r mad sia!! perhaps is the last gd meal for yy joei and hy b4 their OBS? ahaha.. but we jus went there to eat.. den pla zhong ji mi ma.. wah i dun lyk to play lor.. so sai.. next time go steamboat i must set 1 condition.. that is i wont play zhong ji mi ma at all!! haha.. lucky today only 1 fishball.. haha.. rx is the most tyco la.. nv tio at all.. anyway those who go r alan sebas me joei yy rx hy.. yupyup..

den haiz.. after that we went to bus stop wait for bus.. tot no more bus sia.. scare ourselves.. den heard them toking abt this yr ppl de prom nite.. haiz.. they gonna hav dinner and dance? and this time reli and dance? 1 guy 1 gal? omg.. i am gonna die from this liao ar..!! after i hear that jiu damn sad liao lor.. sad all the way.. haiz.. i dunno wad i am going to do if i noe wad will happen and who will be 'ur' partner lor.. i tink i olso noe who will ask lor.. sure alot de.. den i noe u gonna choose who lor.. haiz.. i am so gonna............................................ nvm.. i dunno wad i gonna do anyway.. i only noe i will breakdown.. maybe not that serious but something liddat ba.. haiz..

den went home den reach amk mrt de shi hou.. huimin come pass yy something den we got free ride home!! cos all live quite near together.. lolx.. so shoik! ahaha..

but den.. haiz.. i am still sad.. okie.. i shall keep my 'smile' on my face.. =) cya gd nite ppl!

wad is in ur mind??

2006-10-31T23:49:00.000-08:00

hmm.. went for choir practice in the morning today.. actually by the time i reach peirce is already almost afternoon.. arnd 11am liao.. haha.. sry leh joei.. make u miss 1 bus.. =x ahaha..

den mr ong teaching ti orh orh to the choir guys.. wah!! i realise last time the syf we actually sang wrong stuff!! got 1 phrase we sing all wrong notes!! lolx but we still get silver.. =P hahaha.. hmm.. den after alot of things happen.. actually not much la jus combined sing the songs den the baritones keep singing wrong note? =x i am included and i olso sing wrong sometimes.. sad sad.. haha.. so sry mr ong i 'gu fu ni le'.. disappoint u.. haha.. den after that when dismiss mr phua got something to say abt late coming den scold abit here and there and i realise he keep saying 1 word.. which is 'wadeva!'.. lolx.. den blah blah i get the choir photo! finally.. =x haha.. so nice the photo.. haha..

den reli dismiss le they got community meeting den at the atrium i saw her at the 3rd floor!! after so long i finally saw her again!! den later awhile she came down and tok to me!! and others olso la.. not specially for me la.. but still happy cos i miss her alot ma.. =P den jiu ya actually only tok abit.. den jiu gtg for sentosa liao..

i went wif vincent!! actually is my class outing den i bring vincent along telling my frens he is my bro.. and they all believe!! ahaha.. but i in the end got tell them he is reli not my bro.. haha.. den ya go dhoby ghaut ( finally noe how to spell correctly!! =x ) haha.. den go there eat finish jiu go home le.. jiu come home do I&R!! chiong'ing all the way den finish le den chat on msn..

haiz.. tok to this part jiu sad le.. =( chat wif her.. reply abit only.. lyk reluctant to tok to me.. she can chat wif others but den me jiu lyk reply 1 word de.. i am always sensitive and mad so dun mind me ar.. =x ahaha.. hmm.. i dunno wad is in ur mind leh.. how come sometimes u r reli nice.. but sometimes u jus treat me differently.. i dunno wad r u tinking leh.. maybe u didnt tink anything at all la.. its all i tink only.. but i tink.. aiya no confidence again.. nvm dun say le later u all say i must hav confidence.. i olso wan to hav ar.. its not that i dun wan to hav.. its jus that.. i dunno how to explain in words ar.. aiya nvm i noe jiu ok le ba.. =/

ok la thats all i wanna share today.. tmll is 1 Nov!! look out for 12pm de clock sound!! i tink everyone in singapore olso can hear one!! must listen!! cos i always look out for it.. okie tml still got sch i go slp le.. cya all take care.. especially 'u'.. sick liao must take care.. cannot dun care.. =) okie cya!!

a healthy day!! =x haha..

2006-10-29T22:53:00.000-08:00

hmm.. went for badminton today!! wif yy rx and joei.. i had fun! but dunno abt them.. haha.. i dunno how to entertain them ma.. aiya.. thats why i cannot be a leader.. no quality at all.. haha.. at 1st plan to play from 12 - 2.. in the end all late den become plan 1 - 3.. but den again.. the place kanna booked.. so can only play from 2 - 3.. sad case sia.. but nvm 1 hr already quite tired cos lyk perspiring lyk mad le.. for me only.. they still dry.. =x Haha.. den vincent come.. by the time he come.. we already finish playing.. ahaha.. den he come eat 'dao hwuei' wif us only den jiu go prepare to swim le!!

yupyup after badminton i went home put my stuff and go swimming!! wif different set of ppl.. wif vincent alan roy valerie and sam ann!! haha.. did hav fun and drank alot of water.. so er xin.. but nvm.. hahaha.. how come so hard to get down to the 'swimming pool bed'? i cannot sink down one.. no matter how hard i try.. actually got once i sink down.. but after that.. keep coming up liao.. sad leh.. someone pls teach me!! haha.. den we bath and blah blah.. funny thing is when we went to restroom it wasnt raining.. come out suddenly hav such heavy rain! haha.. erm den after that went to eat KFC den walk walk abit jiu go home le.. haha..

while i was alone.. cos very tired ma den jiu suddenly tink of her.. i realise i quite a long time nv see her le.. i wan see her real ppl again.. and chat wif her.. how often do i hav the chance to do that? not reli leh.. den i find something to sms her.. haha.. to keep myself happy awhile! she replied! and it meant alot to me.. maybe u all cant feel it from the way i say la.. but den.. yup i was delighted when i receive it.. but after 2 sms she nv reply le.. she got o lvl to study 2 sms is alot already ba.. cant ask for much.. =/

okie i tink i shall stop here.. haha.. cya may we hav a gd day tml!! =)

tired....

2006-10-27T23:58:00.000-07:00

heya!! everyone tired today sia.. i olso tired.. cos i wake up early to play games? =x i ask rx giv me morning call de so that i can wake up game.. damn mad i noe.. but nvm.. den went to pasir ris wif my choir frens to organise program for the chalet.. wah den so late den reach home.. abt 9+.. den is so tired la.. jus now there abit of headache.. but now ok le.. =) but still tired.. haha..

oya i forgot to say.. i am promoted!! cos my overall pass!! although my econs is still U grade.. haiz dunno wad to do wif it.. =(

hmm.. u asked me i got new gf already? the answer is.. of cos not la.. i only go out eat wif fren nia.. cos both of us hungry den wan settle dinner outside ma.. so jiu eat lor.. haha.. dun misunderstand ok..? how would i find new gf when i still ____ u leh?? haiz.. how i wish u would noe.. but den.. haiz.. dunno la.. hope u didnt hav any bf yet too.. so that i still got a very very small chance?? hopefully ba.. =/

okie.. thats all ba.. tired tired.. wanna slp liao.. haha gdnite all of u.. =)

haiz.. sad sad.. =(

2006-10-18T01:12:00.000-07:00

heya.. actually nth much today.. i am jus feeling sad.. u r going out wif a guy to study!! alone leh.. actually is nth much de la but i tink too much liao la.. i jus hope that the ppl is me instead of that guy leh.. since u agree to study so wad does that means?? my story jiu zhe yang end le ma?? hmm.. dunno leh.. see how it goes ba.. shld not tink too much 1st.. becos 'there can be miracles when u believe'? hopefully.. =/

must hav patience in order to teach.. lolx..

2006-10-11T08:20:00.000-07:00

heya ppl.. sry ar ytd hor at Mac not i teach until very bu nai fan ar is jus that i very tired.. haha.. den no jing sheng to teach.. sry ar giv wrong impression.. =x

anyway if got questions jus feel free to ask.. if i can help de hua i will try my best.. i noe myself i am not a very gd teacher ma.. so cant expect much from me ok? but i will try to help!! yes i noe i tink of that why did i stay here and teach u all when i can go home play game? but den i tink ar being helpful is better.. because it is after wad happen den i realise.. oya 'she' everytime so helpful always help ppl arnd her i must be helpful too so that can be compatible ma.. i mean at least?? haha.. well i am jus deceving myself la jus wan make myself happy so jus cooperate wif me ok? haha..

yupyup okie so ya if got anything i can help de jus ask ok.. anyway i gtg le.. go play game!! next monday dunno how ar take back results.. need to pray.. haha.. cya all nitex!!

yay!! promo end le!!

2006-10-05T02:06:00.000-07:00

wah finally after struggling for so long finally end le!! this time i am reli stress la.. last time sec sch exams olso not so stressed lor.. now everything so difficult wah the paper can make u headache lyk siao la.. haiz.. lets pray i will get to J2!! must ar pls!!!

actually a few days ago i wanna blog le.. got something i wan to say de.. but den now wan to blog lyk abit late.. cos i forgot wad i wanna say le.. haha.. next time got something must say must straight away come blog if not will forget again.. haha..

oya i dunno y but suddenly i feel lyk buying bag!! the way i see my frens change bag ar make me few lyk my bag is damn old la.. maybe to them 2 yrs is very long but to me lyk ok leh.. hai poor kid jiu shi zhe yang de la.. cannot ask for too much got 1 bag jiu ok le ba.. haha.. maybe i shld reli save up money and buy? haha..

hmm.. oya that day (i forgot which day though) i hav a dream.. a very nice dream indeed.. i wanna ask whoever is reading this.. wad u dream rite, will it come true or is jus ur fantasy? i reli wish the answer is that it will become reality lor.. haiz.. the dream is so real that i reli go check my inbox looking for msg sia.. but den dun hav.. den realise i was dreaming? haiz.. sad sad.. nvm.. lets jus wait for awhile longer.. lets hope after waiting for so long my effort will not be wasted.. lets jus wish ba.. only i wish ba actually.. haha..

anyway wont hav sch from today til next tues!! so shoik!! wonder wad will i do in the next few days? dun need to study? shoik sia! can jus reli play til madness la.. but den when go back sch i noe i gonna die.. haiz.. but nvm lets not tink abt that!! haha.. oya friday mooncake le!! go celebrate!! haha..

my blog is so dead no one come visit de.. =( okie i tink i going slp soon quite late le.. cya all ba.. =)

busy busy busy!

2006-09-23T12:50:00.000-07:00

sry ar zhui jing nv update my blog.. actually now cannot blog anything ar cos now my days everyday is almost lyk the same repetition de lor.. jiu shi study study and more study!! cos promos coming ma so cannot play much.. so sian sia.. but den nvm.. 4 oct will be the day to celebrate!! but its after 5pm.. -.- but nvm! i am looking forword to that day cos its only 11 more days! i will tahan thru it de! i believe! but i may not survive though.. okie after promo i sure update ok! wish me luck! and oya b4 i forget.. cannot forget cos i jus celebrated ytd..

HAPPY BIRTHDAY NORINE!! =DDD

haha.. lucky nv forget abt u.. anyway hav fun ytd hope u hav too!! okie.. cya all after promos ba.. byes!! =)

wad a bad day..

2006-09-13T23:38:00.000-07:00

wah.. ytd after reaching home i was lyk having a very bad sore-throat, flu and headache.. reli very bad.. den i tok on phone awhile cant take it liao den jiu hang up le.. its reli very painful.. at 1st i wan to do some tutorial but reli having a bad headache so cant take it i slp..

but den i didnt reli slp.. i was lyk wake up every half-an-hour? very jia lat la.. i keep feeling hot and cold at the same time.. very bad.. i was lyk cos my hse de bed is double-decker.. den below still got 1 'di-lam' ma.. den i was switching place from the top to bottom den to living room de sofa.. almost every hr i wake up once or twice.. den i was lyk my back dunno why jus ache lor.. cannot sit properly den i dunno why i keep reciting this stupid chemistry formula i olso dunno wth is that i jus now i was trying to figure it out but i cant!! i tell myself why am i memorising this stupid stuff? but it jus cant get out of my head and its from 11pm til morning 5am.. den some more i dunno why i siao siao i go open my wooden door den sit at the carpet there dunno looking at wad olso jus sit down there stoned.. so xin ku i dunno why the time go pass so slowly i wish that morning can arrive earlier.. so xin ku.. haiz finally the time pass and i go to sch still feeling very unwell but i dun wan see doctor waste money den dun wan miss lessons either.. but den in the end go sch hav 2 lessons only go home liao.. cos reli cant take it!! =x den told my fren abt it he say i am possessed.. come to tink of it.. i tink so too.. i tink i am seriously mad le.. haiz..

haha.. den from 11am arnd that time i slp til 5pm today.. slpt for 6hrs sia!! so shoik! den headache gone! yes!!! ahaha.. den jus now went to harbour front wif my bro go see sales? lolx dunno why suddenly got this program in the end nv do much sch work.. die!! ahhaa..

okie i tink i shld stop here and go do work now!! lolx okie cya all take care.. =)

looking at choir blog? ahhaa..

2006-09-11T07:28:00.000-07:00

hmm.. decided to take awhile to look at the past.. i add more link on my blog!! haha den realise got this peircean voices de blog and website.. i last time already noe la but den seldom go til dun rmb.. =x but jus now i went to read wad we wrote abt last time and sang and took photos.. wah thats bring back alot of memories sia.. =)

come to tink of it.. it has been so long man.. choir hav been my life.. and i nv regretted having it.. its so much fun la.. most of my close frens come from choir.. without them my life would be so meaningless la.. haha.. yupyup den i see the photo when i was sec2.. that was lyk omg i look so....... ok no comments.. =x ahahaha..

wah.. i reli miss the choir i was in when i was in peirce.. although there r disagreement here and there for e.g. joo hiang and sebastian quarrel quarrel all kb lai kb qu.. but den its much more lively liddat ma.. =P haiz.. i miss it sia.. i wan be young again!! =P

okie shall stop here.. haha.. cya all take care.. oya 1 last thing..

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO HUIMIN!! OSCAR!! & CASSANDRA!! =D

ok nitex ppl.. =)

2yrs ago.. things were so different from now..

2006-09-06T23:32:00.000-07:00

hmm.. today i woke up at 9+.. den cos i very kan chiong wan to send a sms.. den cos not time yet den i slp again.. den ring ring!! alarm rang.. lol lyk writing narritive liddat.. den 10am le!! very kan chiong sia i scare i later send at wrong timing.. den ok i go brush teeth and wait for the time to come.. 10:17:56am.. finally 'deng' dao liao den send!! in the end miss by 1 second.. become 10:17:57am.. but nvm la.. beta den nth..

ok this is wad happen.. 2 yrs ago de 10+am.. i was waiting for my turn to cut my hair at a barber shop.. den suddenly i receive an sms!! and its from her!! haha.. actually its jus a normal sms la.. is lyk that kind of sms that says frens lyk u r hard to get that kind of stuff.. den that msg was something that say she is cute de la.. den so i reply her and say.. so bhb!! but anyway next time whenever i am sian can i sms her or when she sian can sms me or something cos when i sian nth to do ma phone to lousy cant play nice game olso.. den she say ok!! den from then on.. we started to be closer to one another.. as in become closer frens.. thats why i rmb that day.. =)

but as we all noe.. things hav change.. not as close as last time anymore.. so i was hoping that this can help abit.. and so i sent the sms!! hoping that she will rmb wad happen 2yrs ago and reply me roughly the same thing that i sms her last time.. but i noe.. this kind of thing wont happen de la.. even drama olso dun hav this kind of thing lor.. gen he kuang shi wo.. haiz.. and den i wait.. and wait.. and as expected.. she didnt reply.. i am so upset.. she didnt rmb anything.. haiz.. den i slpt while waiting..

when i woke up again.. its already 12! and still nv reply.. and i noe she is not gonna reply already.. i tink most prob when she receive the sms she will only read den jus leave it there wont tink of anything olso.. so ya.. jiu zhe yang lor.. i planned this from august waiting for this day to arrive la but den i already noe things wont go according to my dream de lor.. i am still dreaming only lor.. living in my own world.. when will i wake up.. haiz..

den went to cut hair and stuff.. quite ok la abit short.. but at least its not covering my eyes i can write and read and see everything clearly and properly le!! ahaha.. den after that went roy hse wif vincent and study abit ( do only 3qns.. =x ) den go eat and come home le..

went online and yup.. she wasnt online as expected.. major exam coming of cos wont online la.. den i decided i shld not wasted the day.. wu lun ru he dou yao do something!! so i sms her and ask her whether she rmb anything abt the sms 2yrs ago..? wait and wait and wait.. she didnt reply!! =( when i was abt to send the 2nd sms telling her ' can at least reply for today? ' she reply me.. kind of happy at the same time not reli.. cos yup she reply but den she didnt rmb anything.. so i explain to her wad happen.. i tink its kind of lame.. i mean the way i explain.. cos i dunno how olso ma.. den jus explain la.. den lyk ok but she still dun quite rmb.. i guess its only impt to me ba.. no one will rmb except me.. =/

after explain she say still can sian de shi hou sms her but maybe sometimes wont reply cos busy.. but i noe.. i shldnt be bothering her actually.. most of the time olso wont reply de la.. not interested in me ma.. its jus 1-sided.. =/ i shall jus see how it goes ba.. den ya awhile later she fall aslp le.. den ya i noe tml morning sure wont reply one.. cos yea busy ma.. nvm i noe.. =(

ok la i noe la.. i cant go back to the past.. thinking can make history repeat itself.. but in real life.. that doesnt happen de.. 2yrs ago.. how i wish i can go back then.. and restart everything.. nicely and neatly.. without any mistake.. haiz.. alrite i shall not dwell on the past.. lets see wad i can do next to help myself ba.. =/

okie gd nite ppl its late.. tml still need go sch for lesson.. sad.. i wan slp!! 10am got sch how am i suppose to wake up?!? haha.. okie nitex =)

Testing for depression.. lolx..

2006-09-06T22:46:00.000-07:00

Disorder	Your Score
Major Depression:	Very Slight
Dysthymia:	Very Slight
Bipolar Disorder:	Very Slight
Cyclothymia:	Slight
Seasonal Affective Disorder:	Very Slight
Postpartum Depression:	N/A
Take the Depression Test

lucky its not fully wasted.. haha..

2006-08-30T23:54:00.001-07:00

kind of sad today.. didnt get a chance to watch peirce teachers' day performance.. thanks to someone.. haiz.. but nvm i am not angry le.. cos dou yi jing guo qu le.. doesnt help by getting angry over it.. i jus learnt my lesson can le.. =)

after performance sebas ask me to wait for him.. wait for 1 hr olso haven ok.. by the time i call back peirce they say dan and tabi they all de performance already over.. den i that time super sad la.. lyk going cry liao sia very emotional.. haha.. den at 1st i blame sebas de.. but den told myself as wad i always tell others.. dun blame other.. jus blame urself.. yea so i blame myself for making the decision to wait for him lor.. =x haha.. aiya next yr wont happen again liao.. i sure go back and watch peirce performance!! by hook or by crook sia.. haha.. den i wait for sebas til arnd 11.20 den call him again can go le ma?!?!? den he say nvm no need wait le i go myself ba.. den i was lyk.. why dun u said it 1 hr b4? den i wouldnt hav miss it.. but yea he explain he didnt wan it to happen olso his sc protocol olso nv stats he will need to carry this and that the protocol say it will end at 10.50 for them de.. den i saw the protocol olso so i noe it wasnt his fault.. its mine fault.. or wan blame jiu blame those SC!!! =x haha..

den another reason why i wan go back peirce is to see someone la.. =P den becos of that i olso super upset cos i am afraid by the time i go back since the performance already over i am afraid she might hav gone home or visit her pri sch.. afraid all my effort put into my hair that day!! =x but luckily its not wasted.. =P

so after that i went back to peirce.. didnt take taxi cos tinking aiya no hope le sure go home de last yr she olso very kan chiong wan go back pri sch so this yr sure same de.. haiz.. den jiu take bus take my time lor.. den when i reach peirce.. went to find my old buddies and dun reli hav time to tok to teachers cos mostly went home liao.. but lucky still manage to tok to mrs han!! haha..

still kind of depress at that time.. den went to canteen wif vincent and nigel.. den to my surprise.. i saw her!! so happy and i tink no word can describe ar.. jiu shi very glad she didnt went anywhere.. i tink her class got some kind of celebration cos even their form teacher olso there den all eating pizza so gd.. that time i was starving liao.. =x haha.. den she saw me!! chatted a few bit den ask her why so dao nv reply me.. =x thats why i say no hope jiu shi zhe yang.. always dao me one.. haha.. den ok listen to her explanation liao den take pic!! so shoik sia finally got a pic of me and her.. although not very close together =( but den at least got photo gd enough le ar!! shldnt be so greedy.. =) den heng i show the shuai'est part of me.. XD although i noe to others i am still not shuai la.. i noe i am always ugly.. haha.. anyway ya after that she jiu go back to her class le lor.. den jiu didnt hav chance to tok to her much le.. but that 5min is already very gd le.. =D

sadly i left the canteen.. =( ahaha.. den find my old buddies den went out to eat!! went to j8 den dunno why change destination den go amk eat.. they wan to go seoul garden!! den got some ppl lyk me (meiyun oscar & vincent) very poor one nv bring enough $$ go seoul garden eat den we went to kfc.. ahaha.. we chat alot ar.. from the past til the present.. so memorable.. den realise meiyun so many interesting stuff happen b4 de.. kind of funny.. =P den jiu chat ar chat.. actually was waiting for the seoul garden peeps to finish eating.. they reli take their own sweet time sia.. we outside waiting they still slow and steady.. but nvm at least we manage to find something to do.. haha.. den ok when they finally out the gals go shopping den roy and vincent come my hse awhile.. on the way back saw hz qy qw liling!! haha qy put braces liao.. =x ahaha.. den chat abit nia den jiu go home.. prepare stuff den go roy hse le!!

actually go there slack nia.. we plan to stay overnite at roy hse!! actually olso got alan and sebas de.. but they in the end CMI den only me and hz only but nevertheless its still fun!! we went to play midnite basketball as usual but this time.. its a soccer ball instead!! haha.. den jiu watch youtube videos all those den slack here and there slp le.. haha..

den ok la not much liao.. at nyjc performance is still quite ok la.. the teachers' performance is nice.. students' performance r not bad too.. haha.. actually the whole day wad i was tinking is to get back peirce and watch the performance there since its the last yr and wanted to tok to the teachers and frens there that i miss alot too.. haha.. but den no chance la.. not angry but kind of sad still.. =(

anyway yup thats all i tink i very tired le.. haha.. cya peeps nitex!! enjoy the sch hols!!(although for jc ppl and o lvl ppl its time to catch up in studies and revision.. =x ) ahaha.. =)

so much tutorial to do.. how to finish..

2006-08-29T00:59:00.000-07:00

heya.. long time nv write something le.. read my last entry den i lyk wan to laugh la.. cos it was so long ago le.. den that time i still sec3 going sec4 only.. den now already pass 1+ yr going 2 le.. so much stuff had happen and i nv update anything here sia.. haha..

xiang dang nian.. i go look at my sec1-3 photo i quite plump leh.. how come last time i didnt realise.. omg.. so fat.. haha.. but now i tink quite le ba.. =P but i tink putting on weight again liao.. sian must train them to become muscle den heavy still understandable.. haha..

anyway today during physics lesson so scary.. cos we didnt expect the tutor to go thru so fast den we nv continue to do next chapter de tutorial.. den he say our pace very slow den i tink he quite pek chek wif us after a series of events.. i tink we had disappoint him lor.. last time he always so cheerful and funny.. but now.. wad hav we done to him?? must go reflect on our actions le.. =(

hmm.. dunno wad to say le.. i had a wish.. that hasnt come true.. i long time ago wan liao but til now olso haven fulfil yet.. i tink nv gonna make it liao la.. getting more and more sad these days sia.. but den there isnt much time for me to think over this stuff cos no time to do hw where got time to think of all these.. but.. haiz.. i jus wish that it can come true lor.. but the % is super jia lat now.. now wad i ask for is.. dun ignore me can!! very xin ku.. jus chat wif me and i will be glad.. reli..

okie la.. jus hope that things will turn out the way i wan ba.. hope only.. i noe wont happen de.. forget it ba.. =/

beginning to feel the power of.. SIAN!! lol..

2004-12-06T21:46:00.000-08:00

haizz.. bored to death.. haha.. nth to do!! really nth!! wah this week my bro is staying home for 5 days!! and i mean 5 DAYS!! haizz.. sian.. means i cant use the computer to very long.. means i cant hold on the computer whole day.. bad news for me.. haha..

long time no blog again.. dun think will blog regularly nowadays ba.. cause will be busy playing.. but now cant play!! cause is doing patch!! i am referring to patch.. thought was only 1 hour.. den now 1 hr past and 10 minutes den cant wait liao den go home page see.. den they say 1 more hour!! wah.. my time is running out leh.. i can use only until 10.40pm.. den my bro wan use com.. this week everyday liddat leh!! wah lau.. how ar.. i wan use!! =(

den now i cant play maple.. and nth to do now.. is really sian leh.. what i can play now is msn games.. com really nth liao.. haha.. just now still play tic-tac-toe ar.. pathetic sia.. haha.. den now wasting time.. letting time pass.. hope at 10pm really can play.. den can reach level 15 for my mage.. den can buy new stuff!! lol.. but now still cant play!! why so slow!! haizz.. haha..

and ya.. haven started on holidays homework.. is really bad liao.. 1st time i so huai dan.. neva even start on hw.. not even maths.. very bad liao.. den now already 6 december.. 4 more weeks and going to sch!! still got a pile of hw neva do.. how ar.. den today afternoon my bro wan use com.. so i nth to do.. and sms ppl and ask them wanna go out and do homework.. really wanna start liao.. den the ppl very 'fast' reply leh.. i sms her at 1pm.. and the ppl reply at.. 7.30pm!! 'fast' hor.. pro leh.. nth to say.. haha.. den today in the end neva do hw.. even i wan do hw myself olso cant.. all the instruction paper for hw i all lost liao.. need to photocopy from others.. haizz.. haha..

now still haven 10pm.. haiz.. haha.. ok lar.. dunno what to say liao.. perhaps slack the next 15 minutes ba.. haha.. ok.. play maple ppl!! haha..

so long neva blog.. saying no time is just an excuses.. haha..

2004-11-30T23:57:00.000-08:00

haha.. the title was saying i am a bad boy.. lol.. lame kid.. i mean me myself.. haha..

hmm.. what did i do the last 3 days? haha.. not very sure either.. know that isnt really exciting or interesting.. haha.. lemme think.. o sunday.. i went to my ex-neighbour house again and n00b ar0und.. haha.. as usual.. played soccer.. haha.. why everytime same.. need exercise de mah.. haha.. den normal lar.. nth much for that day.. o my ex-neighbour cousin came.. they all ar.. wha lyk punk liao.. dye hair lar.. den got chain around the neck lar.. den abit dao dao de.. lol.. haiz.. lol.. but is ok though.. not my prob.. haha..

den ytd.. hmm.. oya.. my bro was at home!! he take off.. cause he deepavali got work so he can take off 1 day which is today.. lol.. den i wasnt able to use til very late.. haha.. den erm.. my bro went out and i was to stay at home.. why liddat one.. last time my aunt say he should change time to 8am-5pm everyday.. den i ask him change liao mah.. den he say to me that dun change so that i can go out.. understand? liddat.. den i was lyk.. ok.. that gd.. but now.. he was the one going out lor.. not me leh.. lyk wth.. k still nvm..

den today.. tuesday.. i need to go for choir.. and he still go out.. and neva stay at home take care of mum.. and i after choir den go back as soon as possible.. when i come back liao he still haven come home.. lyk he was the one who is always going out lor.. haizz.. nvm.. being youngest is liddat.. forget it.. dun wanna think abt it liao..

anyway today got choir.. den went for the practice was lyk only learnt finsih 1 song.. and that is jingle bells.. haha.. lyk 2 hrs leh den only learn 1 song.. which is suppose to be quite easy de.. den later last 10 minutes was discussing abt sch or mr teh lost of digital camera.. haizz.. who could hav took it? who knows.. ahaha.. if we know wont be here thinking liao.. haha.. den the guys were to find mr bala and mr shahari.. den we find a way to find mr bala.. that is to do something bad.. haha.. quite n00b though.. den we play basketball.. den after awhile started raining.. den we think maybe mr bala will come out.. but he didnt.. den was lyk too big liao den we went in canteen.. haha.. den later went to AMK eat long john silver stuff.. haha.. den later went comic shop and den went home and n00b ar0und.. lol.. that all for today i guess.. haha.. hope i will blog regularly.. =P

performing at Serangoon Garden Country Club.. haha..

2004-11-27T23:59:00.000-08:00

today was slacking again.. put alarm at 8.50am.. den wake up den slp again.. lyk still blur blur de.. haha.. den in the end wake up at 10.30am.. decided to really wake up!! den went out of my bedroom and saw the tv broadcasting.. POKEMON!! den i 'jing sheng' liao.. haha.. cause got something to do.. and i just realise it was saturday!! i thought was weekdays leh.. still n00bing ar0und..

den later sms sebas ask him whether got go daniel house and meet or not.. and ask whether zheng rui and hwei zhong got go as well or not.. den he told me zheng rui not going caroling le.. lol.. den blah blah blah.. i olso forgot what i did liao.. lol..

haha.. anyway.. den i 3pm go bath.. den 3.30pm went out of house go for choir.. they say small gate neva open.. den someone told me got.. but to play safe.. i went for the main gate.. ahaha.. den took 55 to J8.. den walk to bishan interchange.. i thinik walk from here faster den take 55 go 1 round to interchange mah.. den i dunno take which colour 410.. still wasnt sure.. den i sms hwei zhong.. den hwei zhong dunno tell me ask val or kuo en.. den i ask kuo en as she live around this area.. den so long neva reply.. i hav to gamble.. den i took white.. someone told me this morning.. she was quite sure abt it.. more sure den hwei zhong who told me to take green.. den i see the map of green and white lar.. den see white should be correct.. cause neva put bishan park sec or peirce sec.. den blurring.. den took white.. and thank god.. i was rite.. haha..

den reach sch.. was 4pm!! gotta rush.. cause the bus bring us to SGCC r coming at 4pm sharp.. den i reach the part where i can see peirce main gate.. only saw alot of gals standing there.. and no sign of bus.. den i slow down den stroll there.. lol..

den ask them how come bus so slow haven come.. den they dunno.. ask them where is hwei zhong.. cause hwei zhong told me he reach sch liao.. den he was stuck in the sch.. the main-gate is lock!! lol.. but evetually they came out.. lol.. den the bus around 4.35pm den come.. so late.. haha.. but still ok i guess.. den take to SGCC.. den saw sebas and daniel there.. den later go into a room.. practice.. den later 6pm got break.. went to another room take packets of drinks from ice cold water!! still got ice de.. shiok seh.. haha.. den i go in take out.. den hand lyk so numb de.. den help others olso.. den after that went to a room again.. another different room again.. there eat dinner.. after that we guys were ask to go out of that room as gals gonna change their clothes inside.. haha.. den later the flute-tist came (dunno how to spell..) and other helpers.. helpers as in help us in some part of the singing.. haha.. den 1 was mr chen.. den was lyk he dunno den wanna go in the room.. den we told him that inside gals changing.. den he funny go say.. ' why? why cant i go in?'.. lol.. den got the face.. lol..

den later practice awhile den b4 practice the whole thing the host came in say change of program den we gonna sing earlier.. den was lyk omg.. haha.. but got experience b4 so nvm lar.. haha.. den xinmin and huiyun was the mc introducing the choir and the songs.. den the 1st few songs was lyk perspiring so much.. den after that ok liao.. haha.. den sing finsih went back top the room de the girls were lyk kick the high heels out of their feet.. cause they r in pain.. lol.. den later blah blah blah went back to the bus and took us to AMK MRT station.. haha.. den after that went home and slack.. lol.. i think that all ba.. haha..

tired seh.. after chalet and camp.. haha..

2004-11-25T23:59:00.000-08:00

didnt blog for quite long rite.. ahaha.. so stagnant i know.. =P .. really hav got no time to come.. latest sunday and monday was at chalet and tuesday til today was at choir training camp.. wha.. realy tired.. since just came out from camp.. can tok abt camp cause is still quite fresh in my memory.. haha..

tuesday morning i woke up at around 6.30am den brush teeth all these den pack choir camp de bag.. lol.. ling shi bao fo jiao.. ahahaha.. den pack til 8.30 haven finish.. was n00bing ar0und.. haha.. den go bath quickly den go sch liao.. suppose to reach sch at 9.30am de but i reach at.. 9.40am ba.. haha.. need to reach sch earlier cause committee de.. den reach there i was late.. haha.. den later do schedule again cause something wrong i think.. den blah blah blah.. den 11.30am around there guys go eat.. den walk half way ppl call tell us 'da pao' back for them to eat.. lol.. den later finish eating went back den gals eat den assemble cause around 12.35am liao.. den marg tell us our grp den blah blah blah.. my grp was luyun(leader).. joei.. ying zheng.. xinmin.. luckily got xinmin cause can tok to her better.. lol.. as in in this grp.. den heard that luyun is a gd ppl.. den should be quite ok.. haha.. den grping continue.. den my grp name was call,' ravel'.. ya.. i always pronounce wrongly become 'river'.. lol..

den what next ar.. lemme think.. i think is choir practice ba.. lol.. oya put bag in IT humanities room den dunno do what.. brief us den tell me us make cheer.. den xinmin so fast make one liao.. den we learn.. den later every group olso got cheer.. den later go ava liao den choir practice.. just now say wrong.. lol.. den blah blah blah dinner time.. choir practice got learn new snog.. but forgot liao.. haha.. den dinner wha got chicken wing fried de so nice den veggie den egg.. so nice 1st dinner.. den soya bean drink.. packet de.. wan chrysenthemum tea de.. but dun hav cause finish liao.. oya before eat olso need cheer.. haha.. den eat den later go ava slack as the floaters prepare the nite activity stuff.. actually is practice choir idol stuff lar.. den me and daniel and sebas and hwei zhong still choosing to sing what song.. den finally the game is starting..

we started get blind-folded den each grp leader will be brought to some place in ava.. as luyun was busy as she was doing the nite activity preparation stuff olso.. den take the leader place awhile.. den must use ears to get the members back to the leaders.. my team won.. lol.. den get to start the game 1st.. walk outside of ava.. sebas bring us n00b around.. den lead us lyk got steps.. got something on top.. sometimes fake de as i feel there is nth in the sky when i raise up my had nth on top lor.. lol.. den me walk abit fast den pang seh xinmin alot of times.. didnt know lar.. lol.. den when finish we went to use water bomb to play ppl.. actually only me cause the gals went back to baths 1st.. haha.. den i throw at daniel and hwei zhong.. lol.. den later ask grp by grp when come back for comments.. den some say fun some not lor.. haha.. think liddat write til tml olso haven finish.. think need cut short.. lol.. den later all finish bathing den debrief.. den slp.. den 1st day guys play true or dare.. actually no dare de.. can only hav truth.. den play til 3am+ went down to drink water saw some floaters down there.. den scouts cant slp need to be awake if not tio scolding.. den blah blah den went back play for awhile more den slp liao.. which is around 4.30am+ liao..

den wake up around 6.15am.. den do 5 basic exercise.. den eat breakfast nly got bread and milo.. the milo very blant sia.. lyk plain water liddat.. but neva mind lar.. haha.. den later play treasure hunt.. den got alot of fun stuff.. but dun wan this entry to be TOOOOOOO lengthy so dun wan say too much.. den cant finish playing the game cause raining.. den no one got the treasure.. haha.. den later choir practice from 1-6+pm leh!! super long.. den we so tired cause alot of ppl neva slp well.. den voice tired sing not very gd lor the sound.. anyway this was a long practice.. den dinner the dinner damn nice until dun even wan to eat.. everyday same food one.. den choir idol rehersal.. miss khai promise us to bring her disc but dun hav.. she say she cant come.. den we change song to jay chou de 'jian dan de ai'.. i dunno how to sing.. den trying very hard to memorise it.. but the time was too short.. den not enough time.. den choir idol come le.. 2nd grp.. den i forgot 95% of the lyrics.. den down there stare at air-con stare dunno where den in the end neva sing much.. they still video-tape somemore.. die liao.. next year see the video tape i wanna cry.. lol.. but nvm.. den the lucius from sec4 came to be the host.. den he was.."the hotline for this contestant was blah blah blah.." liddat.. haha..

den later part when announcing the winner.. the judges ask the host to sing a song.. solo.. den he sing 'only love'.. lol.. very nice.. den eliminate until left 2 grp den say will announce the winner tml.. haha.. den go back dance studio.. lyk n00b ar0und 1st den slp.. sebas and hwei zhong was wrestling for fun den zheng rui become referee.. den the other funfair den play the referee.. den i was the camera-man.. den later we play chess.. den see the magazine for last 2 years.. oya we got unexpected guest.. some other ppl lar.. haha.. but is male.. lol.. or rather.. males.. haha.. and zheng rui brought a bottle of sprite ice back.. but wasnt cold den we drank abit only.. lyk not more den 300ml.. den awhile more slp liao..

the next day my alarm clock rang but i put it in 'snooze' which means 5 minutes later call me but it didnt.. guess i didnt press properly.. den priscillia and huili and xin ru i think came in dance studio and woke us up.. which is around 6.50am already.. haha.. den thought was late but they was even later.. i mean the gals.. haha.. den n00b ar0und den 5BX again den later bread and milo again.. this time round no one went to take cup to drink milo.. den the floaters abit not happy den complain to miss lau i think den miss lau scolded us lar.. haha.. den later i drank the milo very sweet today.. den we r suppose to clean the hall for my grp.. den zhi'er was in charge of us.. den say no need clean til so hard or nice cause it cant be clean off de.. den alot of ppl complain alot to zhier.. haha..

omg.. i slp while writing this blog den just awake den forgot to off com and now is 4.57am.. wha die liao.. tml den carry on lar..

haha.. back again.. just editing it to finish it.. lol.. alot of ppl complaining to zhier abt the overall camp.. lyk marg shouldnt use vulgar even though she was really pissed.. lol.. all these and that lar.. dun wanna say everything.. lol.. dun remember so much olso.. haha.. den clean the hall olso no use.. the thing will pop up again dunno why.. den zhier tell me dun clean le.. cant clean it off olso.. haha.. unless mop the floor of the hall.. but so big half-an-hour sure not enough.. so neva mop lor.. haha..

den later finish go ava den need sing for miss lau.. but the guys and sop almost all no sound liao den in the end neva and debrief earlier lor.. haha.. den later go prata house near hwei zhong there and eat.. got sebas zhier and hwei zhong lor.. lol.. den eat den go home liao.. den sebas and zhier go hwei zhong house.. i need go home cause bro not at home.. den so tired den rest awhile den later online den tok tok tok on msn den til now den slp lor.. haha.. liddat.. haha..

wha.. inter-net down.. re-format com again.. lol..

2004-11-17T23:59:00.000-08:00

wha.. it has been.. dunno how many days since i blog.. haha.. i think is 6 days.. 6 long days man.. haha.. cause it was lyk.. i cant open.. my computer.. my document.. other stuff.. when double-click den will blackout awhile den back.. but neva open the thing i wan them to open.. haha.. den my bro dun wan see so lag den he wan re-format com.. again.. haha..

last sunday was a even date.. so i went to my ex-neighbour block.. b4 i move house. i went back there and play.. haha.. as usual we played soccer all these.. just that last few weeks neva come exercise.. lol..

monday and tuesday which is yesterday what happen ar? lol.. i olso forgot.. but anyway is not really important things happen cause if it is i will rmemeber.. haha.. but i know 'ren wo ao you' final episode liao.. den today show kai wei choose jing wen.. lol.. for lyk.. not even 3 minutes end le.. haha..

oya.. these few days i was play the game call maplestory.. haha.. was really playing for a long time.. ahaha.. and today hav e maths remedial.. actually not remedial lar.. haha.. go there do test only.. den after that stayed back to do some choir stuff.. testing the games for choir camp.. haha.. and of course.. is for me to know and for u to find out.. lol.. den went home.. play awhile maplystory and den go hospital wif my mum and dad.. den later go home eat dinner and continue playing.. lol..

now is already 1.59am liao.. haha.. i actually dozed off writing this entry.. but thx to someone woke me up.. if not i will waste electricity.. lol.. ya.. think i gtg slp already.. if not really wil waste electricity.. lol.. cya..

What a gd deepavali it was.. haha..

2004-11-11T23:52:00.000-08:00

wha.. today cant go out!! it was deepavali!! public holiday and i cant go out!! wha.. sad sia.. stayed at home almost whole day (other den go out buy meals come back eat..) !! was suppose to go out wif movie gang de.. long time beva go out together le.. but so sway was on odd dates!! haizz..

den ytd got choir.. learnt new song for christmas carols.. haha.. is jingle bells!! lol.. was abit difficult but guess is still quite ok.. haha.. den oya morning got maths remedial.. saw ppl still strolling in when is 8.40am.. so i thought today class must be late.. so i olso stroll in.. den b4 walking to atrium saw ziyi, daniel and hwei zhong at the bookshop giving the booklist.. lol.. den really think class haven start.. den later awhile they remember 15 minutes the doors will be lock.. den we ran up and was really lock.. den saw e3 and e4 students.. den find it weird.. den ask them.. den realise we went wrong de.. den we go kaino lab den no students.. den mr ong say students r suppose to be in ava listening to discipline tok in ava.. lol.. but nvm actually.. den later carry on wif lessons.. haha.. den later finish b4 choir go tp eat again den come back for choir.. haha..

den today was so boring!! neva go out!! den at home.. using com.. see no one online.. ppl must hav being out playing wif their friends.. me? at home using com.. den so sian.. den saw my pri sch friend de nick.. den saw a game name.. go try it.. downloading time so long!! haha.. den i download part by part.. the game is called 'maple story'.. i downloading half-way trying to find ppl to accompany play the game.. den saw qiyun online den ask her.. haha.. den she accompany download.. and she was much faster!! haha.. den just now at nite login got prob.. hope by tml can play le.. haizz.. if anyone wanna try.. go www.mapleglobal.com den go download as well.. haha..

den liddat lor.. for today.. haha.. tml got test.. i haven study.. still here noobing around.. lol.. gtg slp if not tml late again.. haha.. cya!

Back to sch.. haha..

2004-11-09T23:11:00.000-08:00

wha.. ytd and today both olso got go sch.. ytd woke up at 7am.. den thought i plan well but in the end.. i was late.. actually shouldnt be one.. but didnt know the traffic was heavy at around 8am.. i 8.10am go out take bus le.. normally 20 minutes can reach sch.. but dunno why today.. i 8.48am around there den reach sch leh. so late.. den i was walking to atrium.. cause thought they say in atrium.. but carisa told me was in ava.. at 1st abit scare dun dare go in.. so late liao.. but of course in the end go in.. den wha so many ppl le.. neva really greet teachers olso.. den go sit liao.. haha..

den today.. i 6.30am wake up.. try to be early.. den i 8am den go out.. den take bus den was still late.. i reach sch at around 8.35am.. but wasnt actually late.. cause the lesson haven start.. the teacher dunno where they r den the lesson started late.. so i wasnt late.. lol.. haha.. den after 1st part.. den 2nd part of maths lesson was at kaino lab.. den early guys go 1st.. finish eating already.. den we all go in.. den no teacher.. den in the room alot of 'pillow' lor.. blue de.. for ppl to sit de.. den can use spin all those lar.. den the guys n00bing ar0und throw the pillow at each other.. lol.. so dumb.. haha.. den got some dunno how to aim throw until fan.. but luckily nth much happen.. fan still working.. lol.. den hav our lesson.. was extended abit..

den b4 choir.. we went to TP to eat.. we ate KFC.. wha b4 choir still eat KFC.. bad bad.. but luckily nth bad happen.. cause we dun hav any sore throat or cough later on.. haha.. den went to buy CD.. lol.. den later see time quite late scare late den return sch le.. but hor mr ong wasnt here yet.. actually he was but still parking his car i think.. haha..

den we go choir!! lol.. long time no sing.. haha.. den we went through christmas carols songs again.. roy and i know all the songs den sebas dunno abit only den daniel and hwei zhong dunno more.. haha.. anyway tried to teach them abit.. hope they did learn.. and den one stupid happened was i tore my paper.. haha.. dunno wanna say already.. felt sad for my paper.. =P .. haha.. was doing stupid stuff.. haha.. den this session was extended olso from 5pm until 6pm.. alot leh.. i was suppose to go home to take care of mum.. but still quite ok i guess.. haha..

den reach home awhile den go buy dinner le.. miss 15 minutes of double happiness 2.. haha.. but think is ok.. haha.. anyway eat finish come online liao.. tml got sch.. wanna slp early.. haha.. cya!

Omg.. muscle ache almost everywhere..

2004-11-07T23:59:00.000-08:00

wha.. today wake up so pain!! haha.. not really very pain lar.. but feel ache all over.. arm.. shoulder.. chest.. stomach.. wha.. today not gonna be a gd day.. haha..

woke up at 8.30am.. around there lar.. ahaha.. den later eat maggie mee.. den later watch tv awhile.. den use com play gb.. ahaha.. actually is cause no one online den play awhile.. den my ex-neighbour called me ask me whether i can go over and played wif them or not.. i say cant.. the reason is cause i hav to take care of my mum.. as my bro wasnt home today so i cant and suppose not to go anywhere..

den around afternoon.. i went out to buy lunch.. come back eat awhile my father's brother's wife and son and daughter come to visit us.. cos of my mum.. so caring.. so nice of them.. den b4 they go.. they gav my mum an ang bao.. haha.. den after that they went home.. they stayed for around an hour.. den i use com again.. ahaha..

toking abt ppl visiting my mum.. ytd my bro friends came to visit my mum as well.. my bro bring them one.. they brought food and stuff for my mum.. so kind of them too.. although they dont know her well.. but is still nice of them.. 1 of them was my bro secondary friends.. he say i hav grown tall.. last time he saw me.. when he was sec 4.. i was still pri 5.. haha.. they come at around 10+pm.. so late yet they still came.. of course they can.. how old r they.. 19-20 yrs? haha..

den today when putting the clothes out of the window to hang to dry it.. den abit pain cause of the ache.. imagine 1 more day wif this.. haha.. omg.. haha.. tml still got sch.. how? actually not big deal either.. haha.. guess is time for me to rest.. tml gotta wake up early.. actually now time is 12.25am 8 Nov.. but den all these happen on 7 Nov.. lol.. so i put this time.. anyway if ppl cant find the tag board.. is up there!! haha.. cya..

1st day at gym!! haha..

2004-11-06T23:43:00.000-08:00

wha.. still waiting for ppl from OBS and come online.. wait til afternoon le still not back.. i thought normally camp is morning afternoon come back de.. as in early afternoon.. around 12-1 pm mah.. haha.. den go play games lor.. kill time.. den suddenly remember edwin always ask me to go gym.. why not today.. since nth to do.. haha.. so ask him whether wanna go today.. and he say anytime anyday.. lol.. den go lor..

wha.. so far away from me.. toa payoh leh.. took 3 bus.. 261.. 165.. 163.. den alighted b4 toa payoh interchange de 1 bus stop.. den walk walk den reach liao.. den he bring me to the reception? lol.. dunno what is that called olso.. den admission fee $1.50.. quite cheap i think.. is that u can stay there as long as u wan.. ya.. den go in.. lyk the sch com lab de.. need to write ur name.. den not ic number.. but reciept number.. haha.. den what time u sign in and out olso.. den go in.. know that i am the n00best here.. haha.. see alot of fit and muscular guys.. and some gals.. haha.. but neva notice alot lar.. den saw alot of equipment.. put my bag aside.. start working.. ask edwin to show me how to use this and that.. ahaha.. but later found that got instructions one.. lol.. i know i very dumb.. or slow.. ahaha.. den realise how weak am i.. as in.. wha.. edwin seems lyk.. not bad.. den me.. very bad.. lol.. dunno leh.. but lyk i very lan bei.. haha.. shall not tok abt it much.. haha.. cause very 'diu ren xian yan'.. lol.. i think is quite pathetic ba.. but will try my best!! lol.. that is just thinking.. action speaks louder den words.. wait til that day den say.. haha..

from 4.15pm work out until 5.55pm.. around there lar.. haha.. den tired liao.. when i go toilet den go the sink there.. put my hands together to get some water to hydrate my mouth.. dunno use correctly or not.. just to 'water' it lar.. lol.. den when wan life to my mouth lyk got no strength lyk that.. haha.. abit bad leh.. den hor go Mac buy sundae.. 1st time.. lol.. chocolate one.. haha.. den take up bus eat bus driver say must take down and throw.. den say yes den go in sit down.. lol.. den saw the fine $1000 abit scary.. edwin tell me see de den i say if really fine den they might as well announce me bankrupt.. haha.. dunno lar.. lame stuff.. haha..

reach home.. take bath.. but didnt really perspire much.. cause neva run the 'thingy' mah.. haha.. dunno wha izzit called.. something 'mill' de if not wrong.. lol.. anyway den go online again.. still see no one online from OBS de.. sad sad.. perhaps they really too tired den go slp til tml.. haha.. well.. cant blame them.. they really hav fun though.. haha.. okok.. today until here.. haha..

Care Bear.. lol..

2004-11-04T01:55:00.000-08:00

since got nth to do.. i saw huiyun blog den decided to try the care bear thingy.. haha.. here is the results..

	Love-a-Lot Bear You love to take care of others and people love being around you because you make them feel appreciated. You are very sweet and soft-spoken. You are also a romantic and consider yourself an excellent matchmaker, so you tend to be a bit nosy. But everyone still considers you the sweetest person they know.
*Take the Which Care Bear Are You?* Quiz!**

Cant go out as often as b4.. though is now holidays.. haiz..

2004-11-03T12:19:00.000-08:00

didnt blog for so many days.. haha.. wasnt enough time for me to write mah.. haha.. 2 days ago i wanna blog de.. but den my bro got half-day off mah den come back den no time to write lor.. haha..

i wan to write abt 2 days ago de things.. but den i think i forgot what i do le.. haha.. er.. lemme see.. aiya.. really cant remember lar.. lol..

anyway.. supposingly my mum was able to discharged one.. at around 12pm.. which is now? lol.. and i thought i can go out tml.. but due to some other stuff den cant liao.. need to wait longer liao.. which means.. i cant go out again.. haizz.. not say i dun wan visit her lar.. but hor visit until got no time wif friends leh.. which is bad olso.. now holidays le.. b4 holidays.. during exams.. was thinking abt holidays wanna go where all these.. den now almost cant go out wif friends one.. not even an outing lor.. wha sian leh.. as in.. nowadays i either at home, hospital or eating outside.. i wanna cry le.. someonehelp me get rid of this boredom!! haizz..

someone just called me and ask me whether wan go out or not.. i was so delighted leh.. got ppl remember me!! haha.. anyway.. i really wan to go!! seriously!! long time no go out le.. but i cant.. i hav to visit my mum.. i hav to reach b4 my aunt and uncle.. if not they will scold and scold one.. if they wont go hospital today.. i will be able to reach the hospital abit later.. den i am able to go out!! but this dream is shattered again once more cause my aunt told me after sch(she was a pri sch teacher) she will visit mum.. so i think i hav to reach at around 2pm.. wha.. i wan go out one.. why lyk that.. why at this time in holidays happen such a bad thing.. although i know not my mum wan to stay at hospital one.. but why!! haiz.. dunno lar.. i going crazy liao..

ppl who ask me whether wan to go out today and are reading this.. i am sry i cant go.. but still call me ok? i try whenever i can ok? dun leave me alone can le.. thx.. haha..

so now i gonna wait til awhile more later den i go eat brunch den go hospital.. i think i will bring my hw there and do ba.. haha.. cause go there only can watch tv mah.. haha.. den olso not very nice to me.. okok.. gtg soon le.. cya!!

my report book!! haha..

2004-10-30T23:58:00.000-07:00

yoyo.. yesterday get back report book le.. haha.. wake up so late man.. haha.. i actually wake up at 5.30am.. den brush teeth all those.. den 6am decided to rest awhile.. maybe 5 min.. den set alarm clock for 5 minutes only.. den.. hear a phone call.. from my hp.. den i woke up.. was from sebas.. the light coming in the window in my rm was quite bright.. den the call was from sebas.. asking me.. u neva come sch today meh? den i think.. ya hor friday hor? haha.. at that time 8am le.. haha.. den quickly go bath.. den pack abg.. go sch.. was.. sway leh.. 1st day late in this yr.. wha lau eh.. haha..

den reach sch.. dunno go where.. cause 1st time late den dunno what am i suppose to do.. den saw jun kai they all.. having PE.. so funny.. how come they no need clean their classroom ar.. haha.. den i go general office find mr bala.. den i told him i was late.. and he say yea i know.. lol.. den after that he ask me who at home now.. den i say no one.. ask me where my father.. i say he working.. where my mum.. i say she in hospital.. ask me got other sibilings or not.. i say got.. bro.. but in NS.. lol.. den he ask me come over.. to his table i think.. den ask me.. what is my father hp number.. i was stunned.. i was too blur til forget his number le.. den i say dunno.. lol.. den he say wait.. den dunno go to who.. den i take out my phone and hav a peek.. saw my dad number.. den i told him i know le.. he say 1 by 1.. den dunno tok to whose parents.. haha.. say shuan from my class sitting there.. but is not his parents lar.. haha.. den later he say ok.. but den neva ask for my dad number.. den he check his com.. the number is wrong one.. for my father hp no. .. den change to correct one.. call my dad.. neva listen.. den he called back.. lol.. den blah blah blah.. den ok liao.. den i ask him got pink slip? cause neva late b4 mah.. den abit blur.. but i got see ppl late got pink slip one.. but i dun hav.. so funny.. den i ask him wherE? he dunno say what i forgot liao den i remember he say what go back to class take attendance.. den i say pink slip leh.. den he say go back class take attendance.. lol..

den go back to class.. saw mr tan.. ask him take my attendace.. den he say today is mrs ong mark attendance one.. den class was cleaning up liao.. den i olso help abit.. den saw mrs ong.. tell her take my attendance.. den she ask why late.. i say.. cant wake up.. lol.. den go back continue help lor.. den the most important thing of the day hav come.. keeping report book back!! den 10.10am liao.. den finally starting to giv back.. den from register number 1 start.. i 38 leh.. so back.. lol.. den wait and wait.. den mrs ong got giv comments somemore.. den even slower.. wha.. quick eh.. haha.. den hor.. b4 that.. when i just reach sch.. ppl tell me i got top10.. den finally my turn le.. guess what.. i got 10!! lol.. really is top 10.. haizz.. haha.. i thought can get what.. nvm lar.. still gd enough.. haha.. den here is my results..

english language : 59 - C5
chinese : 70 - A2
additional mathematics : 68 - B3
mathematics : 83 - A1
biology : 50 - C6
chemistry : 76 - A1
physics : 68 - B3
combined humanities (S,H) : 69 - B3
civics & moral education : A
total : 425/600
percantage : 70.8
class position : 10/42
level position : 17/202
L1R4 : 12
L1R5 : 15

den after that go roy house.. da pao from sch stall 5 den go.. me hwei zhong alan sebas daniel all go.. haha.. den play soccer game.. again.. lol.. i dun get to play much.. i only play lyk.. 1 game in.. 2 hrs? den alan and sebas and hwei zhong keep playing.. me and daneil and roy only play once.. always they play de.. den i 1.30 gtg liao.. cause going to visit my mum.. den at nite den come home lor..

haha.. den today what happen ar.. er.. not much that i can think off.. oya.. today morning got the msn messenger maintaience.. den say is 15 min.. but in the end is 2 hrs long.. lol.. den not much lar really.. haha.. okko.. quite late le.. gonna slp soon.. haha..

Is a slacking day.. really!!

2004-10-28T22:15:00.000-07:00

haha.. today when to sch by myself.. as in.. i wake myself up thru alarm clock.. and not my mum called me de.. cause my mum was in hospital.. why.. dun wanna tok abt it.. hav been 3 days already.. haizz.. hope she get well soon!! sure will!! i believe!!

today raining in the morning.. abit only.. haha.. but den parade square wet mah.. den still go back class report lor.. den got temperature taking today.. den dun hav de just buy lor.. haha.. den after that normal lesson.. 1st period is reading period.. but there is no reading.. den 2nd period PE!! but den neva pe again.. i wear for nth leh.. lol.. den play poker lor.. den ppl playing.. guys play guys one.. gals play wif gals.. but gals de poker small version one.. haha.. den guys is original version.. den later physics lesson.. mr chan come in say dun play poker.. ahha.. den the guys and mr chan down there toking abt games.. haha.. toking abt war craft.. star craft.. command and conquer generals.. haha.. so much lor.. lol.. den later i forgot what period liao lar.. haha.. den just continue playing poker.. by this time i got play liao.. i started playing le.. haha.. lose quite alot ba.. but at the end of the day is quite avergae ba.. haha..

den go recess.. is early de.. same as sec 1 and 2.. haha.. den later go back to class.. what we do? play poker again!! so sian leh keep playing.. haha.. the ppl who got OBS go to hall to do sth.. i olso dunno.. haha.. den we play.. den later OBS ppl finish le.. den continue playing.. den other class ppl keep coming in olso.. den teacher shoo them off sometimes.. ahaa.. den 1 time.. the climax of the day again.. we was playing.. me sebas roystonn and hwei zhong i think is playng.. den saw miss tan BJ.. den roy say miss tan wont say anything de.. den i and sebas still keep it in case.. but roy laggin.. he still holding 2 cards in his hand.. den miss tan say.. no playing cards in class!! den cause so noisy olso.. den say wanna confiscate it.. den really confiscate it leh.. if roy keep den wont happen le.. haizz.. den hor he say who the owner own up!! den we dun even know the owner.. den we r being honest mah.. haha.. den she tear every cards lor.. haha.. den say what stay until owner own up.. but around 10 minutes she gone le lar.. lol.. she sure got things to do de lor.. lol.. den go away.. haha..

den today until here lar.. den got choir olso.. but nth much interesting happening lar.. haha.. den learn abit of songs for next year SYF de.. haha.. kk.. cya around!!

Today wasnt a really nice day i guess ..

2004-10-26T23:09:00.000-07:00

today schooling is afternoon leh.. not bad huh.. haha.. den i wake up at 8am.. den brush teeth.. eat bread.. lol.. den come online use com liao.. no one was online.. den i go watch naruto lor.. espisode 83-85 liao.. 3 altogether.. haha.. around 1 hour lyk that.. den go gb awhile.. still see no ppl.. den i play awhile.. den come out msn see ppl online liao.. actually i wanna off com play PS2 de.. den tok until no time to play that liao.. lol..

the breakfast i eat not really breakfast.. cause is only 3 bread and 1 packet of drink.. den hor later 'come out' liao.. den lyk eat nth de.. lol.. den bath early cause wanna go sch early cause hungry mah.. den reach sch 1.15pm liao.. den quickly eat wanton noodles.. haha.. den finish quickly den go up class report liao..

reach classroom.. take pledge.. den mrs ong say teacher got meeting.. den after that she goes off.. den the gals and guys different group mah.. for tml de peirce family day.. guys 1 group.. gals 2 group if not wrong.. haha.. den the gals so busy de keep drawing banners.. haha.. den we guys no material today.. den we was lyk.. at the back slacking.. den later margareth come say we guys should do something.. b4 that daniel and i was toking abt what r we suppose to do oher den slacking here.. haha.. den we guys dun even hav banners.. den after that we neva stay in class den wander around in sch.. haha.. got ppl help other grp blow balloon.. all these lor.. haha..

den hor.. around 3.30pm.. mrs ong show us the room we suppose to use tml.. den we move those unused chair and tables outside the classroom.. den later 3e1 gals come in wif boxes or balloons all blown liao.. den later they go away.. some guys go play the balloon.. lyk kick around.. n00b around lor.. lol.. den hor.. mrs ong come tok to us.. den we gonna do our 1 and very own.. banner!! lol.. den our artist.. wen hao drew on the black cloth i guess.. den he olso colour.. den others some sit and see.. others hold it..

here comes the conflict of my day.. haha.. erm.. cause i bo liao mah.. watching them draw.. den i saw white paint.. den got cotton wool inside one.. den i take up.. try to take out.. den got abit white paint on my fingers.. den i wipe it on the newspaper.. den i take out liao.. den this stupid legs of edwin try to kick me.. den in the end not my face but my hair.. i neva do anything to disturb him lor.. he come kick me.. den i take the cotton wool again.. den he grab my hand.. i tell him to let go of course.. den he dun wan.. den i say if he dun i throw the cotton wool which hav white paint on his shoes.. den he still dun let go leh.. at that time i only got 2 fingers holding on that mah.. if i use whole hand den whole hand palm sure got paint mah.. den i say.. i throw ar.. den he still dun let go.. den swing and swing den let go.. den landed on his shoes.. lol.. but is pure white leh.. u know hor shoes got the kind of plastic one water-proof one and not plastic which is non-water-proof one.. den it landed on the water proof one.. means it can be easily wipe off.. den is he fault grab me for nth what.. den after that he use his hand take the paint den wanna wipe at me.. i say dun wipe on pant very difficult wash.. den he wipe my hand.. grab hold my whole arm lyk that.. den i wan get rid of him mah.. i dunno lar.. gonna be mean on my words to him today.. his disgusting hand.. cause got ezyma mah.. dunno how to spell lar.. den his palm so er xin one den touch me leh.. wha lau.. er xin lor.. den make until from my arm so white de.. den hor got touch my pants and pe t-shirt olso.. wha lau.. difficult to wash leh.. that bugger.. den hor i wanna push him away one.. den hor when i push abit nia den fulin sebastian down there holding the banner lor.. den if i push edwin away he fall on that will be very bad mah.. den i neva push so hard until fall lar.. den we both sit down on chair again.. i scold one 1 vulgar word.. fucker.. i dunno lar.. but den i scold that.. and this time i scold vulgar word i didnt slap my face.. lol.. cause when i say will slap my own face one.. den neva.. den after that all white leh.. den hor this is the end of the conflict.. lol..

den hor.. keeping stuff liao.. the paint on the ground.. use tiner to clean.. den i take my bag.. den edwin bag on top of mine.. den i take my bag.. den his bag drop on the floor.. lol.. i neva take up.. haha.. who tell him put on top of mine.. haha..

den later go home liao lor.. very long liao this entry.. dun wan stretch any longer.. haha.. see who got patience to read all these.. lol.. ok.. tml is afternoon session again!! can slp late.. haha..

tmr remember to bring ODT!! haha..

2004-10-24T23:34:00.000-07:00

here is a reminder for everyone in peirce tml.. maybe only to students lar.. haha.. but anyway.. tml got check go must bring.. yea.. so that wont drop conduct grade!! =D

ytd nite my small aunt came and say tml go 'bai ji' my grandfather.. called 'pray' i think.. den today at around 10.4oam+ den she called again and my mum prepare food all these for my grandfather already i think.. den after that she called us to go down den she bring us to the place.. den see my cousin all these.. and my uncle.. ya.. they hav grown taller!! now currently they all sec 1 and pri 5 lor.. ya.. den praying all these lar.. den after that my big uncle bring us to lunch.. den his wife giv me and my bro some new clothes she bought for us.. although my bro was not there lar.. den she always so gd will buy clothes for us de.. den go eat lor.. a combination of chicken, chao sao and dunno what rice lar.. den full.. den my aunt bring me to my ex-neighbour house cause i going there to play mah.. haha..

den after that reach there.. den lyk so dull.. no one come down play.. den i went to look for 1 1st.. den after that another one and so on.. den in the got 7 ppl playing.. ahaha.. is soccer again.. lol.. i dun really lyk the sport lar.. but den is a kind of exercise den my neighbour luv playing so i play wif them lor.. den play play play den 6.20pm+ go home liao lor.. den bath den eat dinner den use com lor.. lol..

den come here n00b around liao.. haha.. anyway now quite late so gtg slp le.. =P

Very sian.. not much place to go.. haha..

2004-10-22T23:08:00.000-07:00

nowadays i think i will write entries once every 2 days.. cause alternate days my bro will be at home and others he not at home.. meaning today he not at home.. tml he will be at home.. den next day wont again.. including sundays.. haha.. so when he not at home de days den i got time to write entries.. haha..

today went to Hwei Zhong house play from 12pm to abt 6pm i think.. but i reach there at 12.45pm.. haha.. den play games.. play cards.. nth much more de lar.. joke around lor.. den tok olso.. i think mostly is all these de lar.. haizz..

so sian de.. no place to go one.. always go ppl house de.. den is always the same thing de.. quite boring leh.. but still manage to pass time.. haha..

today someone call me support sam ann for her speech thingy.. she got in the finals leh!! although i not very sure what izzit lar.. but den i wan to go support de!! but den cause need to wear sch shirt so cant go.. my mum dun allow.. crap leh.. she say support for what.. support den support lar.. still got for what.. jiu shi 'jia you' lor.. lol.. den cant go.. so sry sam ann!! but will giv u mental support!! jia you hor!! must win!! haha.. den win money can treat us!! haha.. =P

anyway nt much exciting happen today olso lar.. haha.. gtg slp soon too.. haha..

Exam papers!!

2004-10-20T22:39:00.000-07:00

haha.. today finally get back our exams paper!! if u all did notice my nick.. i am eager to get back my results!! i did put in effort and wanted to know what what hard-work hav done.. was so nervous today in the morning.. after flag-raising.. we sec 3 went to the hall to do NYAA thingy den read story books olso.. den hor.. after that we were suppose to go back to class to get back the scripts.. den mr yeo told us we r the worst batch wif alot of failure.. den be prepare to retain or go 4NA.. scary leh.. say until we really got very very bad results.. was so afraid that we would fail english.. den we went back class.. during this 2 hours was so exciting.. nervous again.. haha.. so fun anyway.. haha.. den in the end get back english.. and i pass!! i saw the road to sec 4!! yay!! haha.. was very happy lar.. in my class i think no one failed english i guess.. so will see everyone next year!! haha.. anyway this is my results..

English ---> 60 ---> B4
Chinese ---> 70 ---> A2
E maths ---> 70 ---> A2
A maths ---> 52.5 ---> C6
Social Studies ---> 75 --- > A1
Chemistry ---> 78.5 ---> A1
Physics ---> 67.5 ---> B3
Biology ---> 50 ---> C6

Comments on my own results.. haha.. i pass english!! haha.. den e maths i thought can get A1 lar.. haizz.. den a maths the paper was really difficult!! den social studies think quite tyco ba.. den chemistry.. cant believe it though.. but is gd anyway.. den bio.. i did pass!! just nice!! haha..

den erm.. and ya.. ppl from choir.. this is emergency!! haha.. not really lar.. but just read.. interested tell mr goh.. or maybe tell me den tml msn i tell him.. haha.. is abt a concert.. remember mr ong and mr goh all from a group called notation? yup friday they got concert.. den hor entry fee for student is $10.. that is what mr goh said.. here is the details..

NOTATIONS will perform atMOX BAR & CAFÉ 21 Tanjong Pagar RoadSingapore 088444on 22nd & 23rd October 2004at 7:30pmtickets at $22 or $18 (only for 4 or more tickets purchased)includes one drinkemail zara@pacific.net.sg orcall 9450 6872 for bookings.visit www.a-cappella.org.sgfor more details

yup.. this is it.. haha.. only got 1 day to think over.. is a very rush thing i guess.. i olso dun very sure abt this.. i just know today at around 9pm+.. ya.. haha.. i guess that all for today.. gotta slp early cause tml still hav sch!! haha..

Visit my ex-neighbours..

2004-10-18T23:51:00.000-07:00

haha.. today around 12.15pm i went out wif my mum to hav lunch.. go to AMK center KFC.. i remember got alot of things to say de.. but suddenly forgot liao.. haha.. wait.. lemme think.. erm.. i remember is alot of stupid stuff that go through my head.. erm.. my mum and i tok abt my ex-neighbour mah.. den he now in pri6.. den last time b4 i move house he say wan come peirce.. but den now he cant cause his mum say dun wan cause too far.. den wan choose mayflower.. haizz.. last time same pri sch as me.. now merge wif AMKPS.. den after that i look around.. saw anderson secondary sch de students.. thinking they were once cleva cause they must hav quite high PSLE score in order to get there.. haha.. den got 1 ppl spill her coke over.. den got refill her coke for free.. haha.. den saw outside window.. saw medeline.. and her bro and mum.. den wave to her.. haha..

den after that go home.. take my stuff.. den go visit my ex-neighbour.. den reach liao.. played soccer.. den play 1 time (match that kind..) den they dun wan play liao.. haha.. den after that play penalty kick.. haha.. den just play on.. den after that abt 5pm.. go out to one of their house.. den neva go in olso.. just sit at the staircase there tok.. den 1 of them take put gameboy advance SP to play.. pokemon ruby version.. haha.. den after awhile we decided to play poker.. haha.. plat 'the BIG 2'.. haha.. play awhile 6pm liao lar.. den gone home.. den eat and watch 'xi lin men'.. den after that 8pm come online til now lor.. haha..

anyway gtg soon.. wanna slp liao.. my mum pressuring me again.. when i dun off the com she will stay in the living room.. until i off it.. ok.. cya!

3rd day after exams..

2004-10-17T10:55:00.000-07:00

Today is the 3rd day after exams le.. abit sian sometimes cause no where to go.. haha.. today i stay at home almost whole day.. at 1st thought today will go ex-neighbour house and play wif them de.. but den alot of them got prob.. for example.. ppl arm broken.. ppl relative in hospital den they wan go visit them.. den some go another home.. den in the end i neva go cause very few ppl only.. maybe tml or tuesday if nowhere to go den i go ba..

tml no program leh.. maybe gonna be sian again.. haizz.. but is still good cause dun hav to stay til late for study mah.. haha.. the game i bought yesterday quite fun.. but den almost complete liao.. haha.. cause today stay at home nth to do den keep playing until finishing.. haha.. today got what thing interesting ar.. hmm.. let see.. seriously dunno what different today.. haha..

this is another short entry i guess.. haha.. oya!! choir committee de!! this coming thursday got meeting again!! haha.. and this thursday no choir.. meaning no practice but got meeting.. at where i dunno but i know is at 2.30pm.. haha.. what i think is maybe outside ava ba.. haha.. but is think only.. wha sian i need write report again leh.. haha.. last choir meeting de report today just send to margareth through msn today.. haha.. i think that all for today i guess.. cya!!

EXAMS ALL OVER!!!!!

2004-10-16T11:23:00.000-07:00

exams r over!! finally can rest!! at least dun hav to study until 12am now.. can slp earlier too!! haha.. chem was ok.. e maths was gd.. a maths should be ok.. physics i got 67.5!! yay!! haha.. erm.. still got what ar.. o SS i think should be ok.. den bio this time i think really can pass!! haha.. anyway exams r over!! just hope i got gd grades!!

yesterday after exams go roystonn house.. today olso go roystonn house.. haha.. go play mah.. go play PS2.. maybe abit of soccer.. lyk that lor.. hhaha.. den buy games olso.. at nite go north point eat.. i eat chicken rice.. haha.. and drink milo.. den go popular.. n00b around.. den later go home liao lor.. go msn chat mah.. ahaha.. actually today not much to say.. feel quite tired actually.. finally can rest until morning 8am.. normally is lyk 5am need to wake up.. den 12am slp.. now although maybe 12am slp.. but at least got more rest.. haha..

i think today say til here ba.. cause i wan go try out my new game!! haha.. is a childish game i think.. so dun wan to say what game izzit.. ahahhaa..

Hwei Zhong house..

2004-10-08T22:29:00.000-07:00

haha.. today after sch go home 1st.. cause i later wanna buy assessment book mah.. i am determine to do so!! last time i say i wan buy in the end neva buy de.. now i really wan to buy liao.. i know is quite late to do so.. but den still better den nth.. and can use for next year olso.. haha.. so i went home den bath den wait for my mum to come back and giv me money to buy mah.. den from 1pm wait til 2pm my mum haven come back.. wha den i cant wait anymore cause i need to go hwei zhong house.. just now in sch already say liao.. but is go play.. haha.. i know is bad.. =P

den i pack my bag getting ready to go to his house liao.. no lar actually is go AMK center see how much 1st den at nite go buy.. den when i wanna go out.. den my mum come back le ar.. i just tell her i go see how much 1st den go hwei zhong house.. den she say bring some money 1st lar.. den i say go see 1st den at nite all buy at once better mah.. haha..

den reach hwei zhong bus stop there liao.. go minimart buy 1 small bottle of 100+.. haha.. den come out saw sebas walking to the bus stop liao.. i ask him why so early leave.. cause is only 3pm+ mah.. den he say his mum not happy.. but in his blog when i saw he say is his dad.. haha.. i olso not sure what i heard lar.. lol.. den i go hwei zhong.. they all playing pro evolution already.. is a soccer game.. haha.. den i play wif hwei zhong 1st.. den play til extra time still 0-0.. den PK i win he say is a draw.. lol.. he say is luck.. den i play wif alan 1-1 again.. den play PK den i won again he say is a draw.. cause not counted cause is luck.. haha.. btw PK is penalty kick if ppl dunno.. ya.. den later play wif wilson is i 3 den he 0.. cause he dun really know how to play lar.. den later on alan got win me too.. haha.. den i know the very last match i play wif alan den i won 1-0.. haha.. yay!! lol.. den go eat dinner.. i eat hainese chicken rice.. dunno how to spell lar.. haha.. den went home le..

den later at 8pm i go buy assessment book.. so ex $57+ leh.. wha so ex sia.. altogether 4 books.. haha.. den went home.. den so tired den come write awhile den go slp le.. haha..

Sudden a maths test and choir meeting..

2004-10-07T21:49:00.000-07:00

Abit boring leh.. everyday olso lyk that pass de.. so bo liao one.. haha.. todat started off wif not really a gd thing.. i took 261 from my house here de bus stop to opposite AMK MRT station de bus stop.. den i saw 132 in front of the bus i am in.. nono.. infront of me got another bus 73.. den infront den is 132.. den i alight and rush to the bus.. but a bunch of ppl (n00b) blocking me!! excuse excuse me olso cannot reach for the bus.. den when i reaching the door le.. the bus gone liao.. den i down there keeping saying how n00b r they.. haha.. i know i olso very n00b.. lol.. den awhile later 165 come den i stop liao.. haha..

den reach sch.. just lyk normal.. alan is late for sch again.. everyday olso guess either alan or sebas gonna be late.. but not always de lar.. but today was alan.. he was late again.. haha.. den times just goes by.. until a time in class liao.. den cindy go write on the board today got a maths test.. so sudden de.. den we all started looking for a maths txtbk.. cause today no a maths lesson mah.. den the test was taken duing chinese period.. last period.. haha..

test come le.. is for bonus mark.. is got 0 olso neva mind.. is just to add CA marks.. is upon 10 marks de.. den just lyk normal lor.. is on trigo graph de.. den mrs han say cant copy all these stuff.. but den later she not in class.. den hwei zhong copy mine.. mervyn olso.. they olso got copy sebas.. den our chinese olso neva see lyk that.. haha.. i some times other subject olso need their help so is ok ba.. haha..

den after sch got choir meeting.. whaabbuuufffeeett.. haha.. i was late.. i go dining hall drink 1 can of chrysanthemum tea.. den go up late liao.. den during the walk to classroom 3E2, saw serena and medeline.. den i remember this year when i receive my post as secretary of choir.. they say i need to write report of meeting.. but den i say i dunno.. den serena so kind say will help me.. den now i ask her.. i forgot what reply she told me.. den reach classroom.. margareth giving out some sweets to the ppl present.. den i say.. why i dun hav.. den she say cause i late.. den cause earlier on the day she gav me a format on how to write report.. at that time she say i am late.. i got the paper in my hand.. den i attitude abit throw the paper away.. say i dun wan do le ar.. haha.. but den i throw 1 second i pick up le ar.. haha.. den tok lor.. got so many agenda.. but dunno can say or not.. so better not.. haha.. ya anyway.. serena was helping me write at that time leh.. i am so touched!! haha.. jkjk.. but she was helping.. really!! haha.. she was copying down the agenda on the board.. which that was what i am suppose to do.. haha.. but den later joo hiang saw den say u dun need copy de.. here comes the bad part.. serena lyk tok quite loud saying that just now HG begging me to help him write leh.. den was lyk all the boo'ing and jeering.. den i take books covering my face.. i neva thought she will really write lor.. wha lau hai wo bei suan.. haiz.. shouldnt hav ask her.. den joo hiang say what everyone not happy that i am secretary or something lyk that.. cause doing nth.. den someone add in i got do stuff.. which is taking attendence.. ya what i got do something lor.. say until i didnt even do anything.. say until i so bad lyk that.. is not lyk last time i wan be secretary de lor.. but be for quite a long time already feel lyk being secretary maybe olso quite gd??but ppl always say.. u r the secretary leh.. haha.. haiz.. really abit unhappy about what she said.. but nvm.. still can take it.. haha.. den nvm lor.. let her scold lar.. is my fault.. so in the end i do it myself..

so just carry on wif meeting.. there was this part abt discipline.. den they say sebas the VP neva do much.. cause the discipline not very gd.. den joo hiang and margareth scold him.. den he got debate back i think.. den abit unhappy i think.. den later joo hiang later abit olso got 1 fault den sebas say back that discipline is my fault.. den the notice board i can olso blame u or something lyk that mah.. den joo hiang olso unhappy olso liao.. den got debate back again.. what i wan to say is.. dun say ppl until so bad ar.. although really is one's fault.. but den dun say until so bad.. or later ppl will say back.. ya.. haha..

den later junoir ask to leave.. but hor.. after they leave.. they tok abt things dunno why they say junoir cant hear it.. haha.. anyway.. later awhile they olso ask the guys to leave.. but sebas still got stay.. den i dunno what they tok abt lar.. but i know is not for me to hear.. haha..

den after that we go eat lunch.. but den quite late already.. haha.. eat lunch den dinner cant eat alot.. we go AMK center n00b ar0und.. we go at 1st wanna eat.. den neva go that 1st.. we go look for games.. cause long time neva buy and play new games.. haha.. but den later we got to a shop and look around.. den at a point of time.. i was thinking.. what r we doing?!? now exam period leh.. alamak.. really leh.. den roy bought 2 games ar.. and i bought nth.. haha.. den later we go eat waffer.. dunno how to spell.. haha.. den no drink i go Mac buy coke.. den in the end roy eat chicken nugget extra value meal den sebas olso buy coke.. haha.. den around 6pm when i finish eating le.. by the time i eat at 7pm dinner cant really eat cause quite full.. den manage to finish it.. i 7.15pm den eat den finish at 8pm.. haha.. super slow.. lol..

den after that i think of hw.. but cant think of any.. den sms ppl.. but at that time neva reply so i come online to ask ppl.. but den no sec 3 de.. that i tok alot de.. den wait and wait.. finally got reply le!! no hw other den the chemistry wksht mr foo gave us 2 days ago.. but den i dunno how to do.. nowadays the science i getting more blur.. decided i need to do something.. so tml i will go buy some assesment books.. haha.. need to buck up.. haha..

haha.. think going to prepare for tml.. going to pack bag.. haha..

Another day has passed..

2004-10-06T21:51:00.000-07:00

today was abit late to go sch.. cause at home lazy to stand up and walk.. rather lie on bed.. haha.. den go sch.. as uaual.. coughing.. haha.. but feeling better nowadays.. still cant study well.. cause see words still will sleep.. =P .. is very bad leh.. really need to prevent myself from sleeping..

during sch nth much had happened.. den after sch olso neva go out.. got.. go AMK centre eat lunch.. wif sebas wilson and alan.. roystonnn dunno go where den lost le cause he go somewhere den neva come long john silver and find us.. ahah..den i neva eat.. i only drink.. i drink the milo freeze.. i thought is just milo.. drink de.. but didnt know that is ice ice that kind.. very hard to suck.. i mean the straw ar.. den very xin ku den finish the whole thing.. haha..

after that go home so sian liao.. do nth much.. haha.. today one very short.. cause is just another boring day that hav to pass.. haha..

Lessons again.. and exams not over yet..

2004-10-05T22:52:00.000-07:00

haizz.. today carry 3 science book in my arm again.. heavy leh.. haizz.. den go sch.. study study.. neva really study.. in enhlish and chinese period do revision.. but cant really study in sch de.. cause can see the ppl toking toking den ownself olso wan to join in.. very bad de.. haha.. den mr yee neva come to sch today.. den mr foo come in lor.. giv us some wksht.. and i dun even know how to do a single one.. super pathetic.. den see those at 1st not hard-working one den suddenly all become hard-working den olso know how to do stuff i dun een understand.. i dun mean they not gd lar.. just that from all neva study den 360 deg. change very scary.. starting to panic already..

den today went to roy house.. play soccer.. but den cause today de weather so hot play awhile only dun wan play le.. den go rest den play monkey.. lol.. but is kick one not throw one.. haha.. den after that roy alan sebas go play again.. i mean soccer.. den wilson and i no mood to play le.. cause still hot.. haha.. den watch they all play.. i enjoy the breeze.. =P .. den they all play wif Orchid Park sec sch de ppl and play lor.. den after that go home le soon.. haha..

den after that take 853 to AMK centre there.. in the bus i fall asleep leh.. luckily still got alight at the right bus stop ar.. cause nobody sms or call me.. not fun de.. haha.. den take 165 to AMK mrt station there den took 261 home.. go home around 6.30pm liao.. lie on bed awhile to rest den 7pm eat and at the same time watch 'double happiness 2' !! haha.. today show part 2 le.. haha..

i today den realise i got the PSLE date wrong.. haha.. they got english yesterday ar.. haha.. wish wrong day but at least still got wish better den nth ba.. haha.. okok.. tired le wanna slp.. =P

English exams over!!

2004-10-04T22:25:00.000-07:00

today english exams!! the compo i today morning read TYS den compo den although different question.. but den can apply it to the compo question in the exam.. so i just wrote it.. cause i think of it once.. cant think of other questions le.. haha.. den wrote the report.. olso ok ba.. just add abit to the story line can le.. every paragraph add 2 lines of own thingy can le.. den should hav enough task fufilment.. at least i think should be 6 or 7.. i hope for the best!! yea.. i hav done my best!! must hav.. every exams olso must lyk that de mah..

den later in the day.. compre!! wha i abit scare.. cause i dun really understand the passage well.. den hor see 1st few question worry liao cause dunno.. the 1st question is erm explain fully why the dunno what man giv the author for.. i dunno leh.. just wrote is for protection.. haha.. the word 'fully' in the question make it vry scary.. but den only 1 mark.. so should be lyk that only ba.. den 2nd question is giv a word or phrase what the Apatani man believe the dunno what.. haha.. anyway.. is has gone by.. can only wait ba.. no use toking abt it rite?? haha.. can only hope for the best!!

hey hey.. i change my blogskin already.. cause the old one.. not say old lar.. the previous one abit spoil.. the entry all black black de den no more pic olso.. haha.. den change to this.. haha..

i think they should let us know whether we got pass english or not.. cause last year SA1 i fail english.. den other subject quite well done but den all no use cause fail english.. so i think they should let us know.. if fail dun work so hard for others already.. cause wont matters alot.. if the impt thing is not there..

now the sch alot of sick ppl i think.. i dun mean mentally.. i mean alot of ppl r ill nowadays.. alot of ppl coughing sneezing.. what is happening!! haha.. anyway gtg slp for tml lesson.. need to rest.. haha..

Tml is an impt day!!

2004-10-03T23:07:00.000-07:00

tml english exam le!! is a big day for alot of ppl!! including primary 6 students!! cause they tml PSLE english one i think.. so wish everyone gd luck for tomorrow!!

today appetite abit better.. morning eat maggie mee can finish.. den eat afternoon eat fish porridge olso can finish.. BY MYSELF!! lol.. but is small bowl de.. $3 de.. haha.. den dinner sad case ar.. neva really eat.. eat some cake.. is called 'saralee' de.. dunno spell correct or not.. but den eat 4 slices.. each should be around 1cm thick.. scare tml no strength to write.. but wont happen de ba i guess.. haha..

i at home keep using the tissue from tissue box hor.. den got at home got 2 put out de.. got 1 i finish le.. but 3 days my mum tell me throw away i until now haven throw.. den my mum today tell me throw again.. i say u take out another box 1st.. cause left 1 she haven put out another 1 mah.. den she say..dun wan lar.. u keep using it to blow ur nose.. den is lyk very funny leh.. tissue of course is for use de mah.. den u think i wan de meh anyway.. wha lau so funny.. izzit i wan to hav this illness.. izzit my fault?? yes is my fault cause i neva take gd care of myself.. lol..

anyway i was revising english today.. but doing compre.. and read the TYS book de compo.. quite useful ba but dun think will come out for tml.. but i guess is still good.. lol.. haha..

hope everyone (including me.. =P) got gd grades for tml exams!! and other exams as well!! haha.. quite late le.. go sleep le.. lol..

Just another boring day.. haha..

2004-10-02T23:58:00.000-07:00

today so sian one.. morning early come nobody online.. i think around 9.30am ba.. haha.. den n00b ar0und.. den i remember i stay til 3pm+.. very sian the whole day.. den decided to do homework.. lol.. i know very well i dun understand this a maths proving thingy.. this identity thingy.. cause i neva listen to that lesson.. cause b4 that lesson mrs han gave us homework mah.. den last 4 Qns dunno how to do.. planned to ask her in the next lesson.. den the lesson came.. i ask her how to do.. as in raise up hand den ask.. den she ask whole class how many ppl dunno how.. should be around 10.. den she say since there r ppl who know how to do.. den if not wrong she say later.. den later sure no time one.. if she teach den still on that day need pass up.. wait for her sure not enough time.. so i just take other ppl one and copy.. haha.. ppl always say dunno how to do ask teacher.. but teacher dun even hav time to answer.. haizz..

den afternoon do homework.. dun even know how to do even one.. pathetic seh.. haha.. den i remember tabitha told me she finish the assignment le.. den i ask her how to do.. den the whole afternoon i ask and ask leh.. although understand how she did it.. but if she didnt tell.. cant do it myself.. no matter how olso cant do 1 question all by myself de leh.. why i so n00b!! haizz.. i everything olso write in notebook 1st.. den later in the nite den transfer to fulscap paper.. cause she teaching de i roughly write 1st.. den cancel untidy mah.. haha..

den later eat buns.. 1 big 2 small de.. that is my dinner.. cause today no appetite.. dunno why olso.. today in the morning i eat chee chong fan hor olso cant finish it.. 2 only leh.. as in 2 'roll' only leh.. olso cant finish.. den neva eat lunch today olso.. haha.. so can see today no appetite to eat anything.. haha.. den later at 7.45pm i rest for 15 minutes after eating liao den i go sleep awhile.. i planned to sleep til 8pm de.. den i set alarm clock liao.. den not even 5 minutes my mum call me go bath.. i say later.. den haven 5 minutes again she say go bath.. i say later.. den cause she disturb until i neva get to even sleep mah.. den i put the alarm clock to 8.10pm.. den at 8pm she say go bath!! lyk screaming lyk that.. den i say han lar!! cause is lyk i wanna sleep awhile olso cant leh.. tired mah wha den keep calling.. haha.. abit irritating.. =P ..

den later bath liao go sleep.. lol.. den later wake up again cause haven transfer the work form notebook to fulscap.. haha.. den finish liao come here.. haha.. very late le.. i go sleep liao.. haha..

End of year exams had started!!

2004-10-01T21:58:00.000-07:00

today chinese exams le!! finally the end of year de exams start le leh!! wha.. so fast.. 1 paper jiu zhe yang wan le.. left wif 7 subjects.. next monday.. english paper.. the subject i wan to pass most!! and i definitely will!! cause it is a must!! yea.. today chinese the han zhi quite ok as i know all the words how to write.. den others still ok.. the compre at the back abit dunno.. but nevamind.. cause i did my best!! haha..

need to revise for coming exams.. but i just cant get the mood rite.. keep falling asleep when look at words.. need to get rid of this bad thing.. den haven done homework olso.. tmr i think i will do ar.. den need revise english by more practice.. meaning do more compre to get the hang of it.. den read more compo stuff.. haha..

today after sch go home straight ar.. 3e1 got exam in the afternoon den all friends from there cant go out.. den nobody wanna actually go out olso.. den just gohome straight lor.. den continue watching naruto.. haha..

Celebration of mooncake Festival!! haha..

2004-09-28T10:54:00.000-07:00

wha tired seh.. just came back from bishan park.. cause we go celebrate mooncake festival there ar.. only 3 ppl.. me valerie and sam ann.. i was late ar.. everytime olso me one.. feel so bad seh.. make gals wait leh.. slap myself.. lol..

i was suppose to meet val at 6.30pm at her bustop there de.. in the end i 6.55pm den reach.. so late lor.. luckily she not wait there from 6.30pm ar.. if so den i die liao ar.. haha.. den we took bus 268 to AMK pri sch.. at 1st i thought val say dunno which stop mah.. den i blur mah.. den take wrong bus.. den alight at AMK pri sch liao den walk 1 bus stop to the other one.. den see sam le!! lol.. they got bring matchstick and candles ar.. only me nth one.. haha.. i just go play around olso de mah.. haha..

den later we reach the bishan park.. they at 1st go look for the 'big playground' ar.. haha.. but den the playground dunno what happen den i think they gonna 'destroy' it.. den they abit sad lar.. cause cant play.. if i neva remember wrongly.. haha.. after that we go near pond there play lor.. as in we go there at 1st put candles den lit them to brighten abit.. cause very dark.. den we make wishes.. 1st of all we hope we will do well in coming exams!! den hope choir will do well olso.. den each make another wish that wont say out de.. haha.. later we each put 3 candles on card-board den let it float.. my one the middle candle the flame got blown off ar.. den olso got caught by the weeds or algae ar.. den cant move de just stay there.. haha.. den their one can float futher.. haha.. later on we play the sparkles thingy.. we saw ppl throwing that into the pond mah.. fly so high den drop in.. thought was fun den we try olso.. but den we try not long got 1 ppl come scold us say cant do that.. haha.. we felt so pai seh den after that neva do that anymore.. haha.. den we sing olso.. so fun lar.. den sebas called val ask got who go all these.. haha.. suddenly got 1 insect fly here.. in between the candles.. it dun wan to go away.. den cant step on it olso.. den at 1st val took 1 candle den burn it ar.. haha.. den later i took it and burn its butt.. lol.. den roll away.. but the time die le.. although not a good thing to do but den dunno how to make it buzz off mah.. so this is the way i know mah.. haha.. we look at the moon so round olso.. den think how come neva buy mooncake.. haha..

after that we went to walk around ar.. den realise so many ppl come liao and celebrate.. very crowded ar.. can see lantern all around.. the view very nice!! but my camera cant see very well ar.. den not nice de.. den later we saw a smaller playground.. we go there play again wif candles ar.. cause wanna go home later so must finish it.. ya just now at the pond forget to mention 1 thing.. i got to hold the 1st candle lantern that kind may get burn one.. haha.. sam ann brought it den lend me.. haha.. den we finsihed the candles den go home le ar.. haha..

anyway i wanna slp le ar cause late already den tired olso ar.. haha..

OBS!! but not interested.. and huiyun tution!! haha..

2004-09-27T23:20:00.000-07:00

today gonna blog.. cause no one now online ar.. den somemore no anime to watch.. my bro lor.. save in the external dunno what tell him copy back but say later.. den neva come home yet.. den since nth to do.. lol.. anyway today got things happen.. as in meaning normal days dun hav de.. ahaha..

today during sch hour.. after recess.. got 'ppl' come tok to sec 3 abt OBS thingy cause not enough people.. i dun wan mention name ar later got into trouble very scary de.. =P .. anyway.. not enough ppl mah.. den is lyk they kinda of force ppl to go lor.. cause they just keep jumping from one CCA to another.. 'where r the basketballers?' den later in the end.. choir members? wha den dead le.. only 2 ppl stand up.. valerie and joo hiang.. haha.. others i think dun dare stand ar.. i olso.. haha.. if neva hear wrongly i heard joo hiang say to the 'ppl' that choir got practice or something den let us go.. den in the end.. he somehow ask 1 by 1 den so many choir den ask again all choir ppl stand up.. den so many.. den in the end all hav to go.. wha.. not interested leh.. NOT INTERESTED!! grr.. haha..

den i ask our president to go ask our teacher-in-charge(dun wan memtion name cause lyk is a bad thing.. =P) to hav practice in 1 of the 4 days.. but den the teacher say now got lesson!! haha.. den go back to class lor..

after sch we go find the teacher again.. cause the teacher say aftersch den see her mah.. den see lor.. den tok some sense into me.. say some logical stuff lyk why dun wan to go?den say the gd points.. can i classify them under bias? lol.. jkjk.. cause not only say gd but maybe bad as well? i forgot liao.. anyway.. I still dun wan to go!! cause.. NOT INTERESTED!! den teacher say need valid reason leh.. not interested cannot leh.. i rather slack at home.. lol.. so n00bing!!! they book but neva ask us whether got so many ppl wan to go mah.. although they meant well to book so many places and pay $100 for us if we going.. but den.. we this batch of ppl r unique leh.. other batch lyk de we vice versa.. but not always true lar olso.. lol.. but we not interested mah den they put this mess den we hav to help by going?is lyk.. wha.. not fair ar.. but den.. still not interested lor.. is there someway i can get out of these?? somebody help!! haha..

den after hearing 'lecture' den go off lor.. den saw huiyun and yingying waiting for who i forgot le.. haha.. den reminds me of i need to giv huiyun tution.. den we go after TP that bustop de Mac there study.. still got yingying charmaine and sebastian.. den reach le.. planning to really give tution.. but den reach there le.. we tok tok tok.. den charmaine go buy ice-cream.. later sebas buy for huiyun and himself Mac-fuffy olso (dunno how to spell).. cause sebas owe huiyun 1 ice-cream but i olso dunno why lar.. haha.. den later yingying olso buy.. in the end only me neva buy cause i got cough flu sorethroat den dun dare to eat olso.. haha.. den later charmaine buy french fries olso.. den everyone eat ar.. i cant tahan liao den i eat some olso.. haha.. den in the end eat until neva even study.. lol.. in the meantime we keep seeing the bus 163 goes by.. den sebas need to wait another 15 minutes.. i think is 3 times.. and can see sebas olso dun wan go home yet.. lol.. den after go home liao.. all go home except huiyun and charmaine go TP play lan.. lol.. den when i reach home go msn olso saw them online.. haha..

these should be all the fun things hapen today ar.. haha..

Starting to settled down.. haha..

2004-09-26T23:06:00.000-07:00

haha.. i know i long time no type.. den this still 2nd entry only.. haha.. okok.. today got things happen.. that why can write ar.. haha.. but not really a big thing ar.. so....... haha.. and this thing happen on 24 september.. but dunno it change in date..

today after sch... as usual.. go out bus stop there wait bus lor.. but den i cant go wif roy sebas they all go out.. cause need to go home den later go pulau tekong there cause my bro graduate mah..as in after 1st 100 days le.. den hor can come back singapore de NS.. but olso got chance of being going back there.. which is gonna be very sway de ba.. i guess.. haha..

ok.. den i go home.. change.. use com awhile.. watch anime (naruto) mah.. haha.. den go liao.. wif my mum.. den reach pasir ris there de bus interchange.. den my bro say he prize winner den can cut queue when waiting for the bus to pulau tekong de.. haha.. den my mum go show den go in.. haha.. den during waiting for the bus to come.. 1 officier come say.. u r not suppose to wear short and should wear long pants... and pls wear full-covered shoes next time.. lol.. den i down there so pai seh..cause is only me who wear sandals and 3-quarters.. den my ears very hot.. cause pai seh mah.. den cold sweat.. haha..

den reach there.. wait wait.. den go the seats there sit lor.. still so sunny.. can see areoplanes flying around.. den i down there n00bing ar0und.. lol.. den later awhile.. they march in le.. my bro told me he at last row when march in.. but cant see.. cause all ppl almost same ar.. really cant identify.. den got VIP tok lor.. den 5 best recruits from each 'group'.. i dunno what izzit called lar.. haha.. got alpha.. bravo.. charles.. hawks.. juguar.. haha.. den the 1st one very funny.. walk abit lyk penguin.. but no offence.. =P .. others still ok.. ahaha..

den after that.. they march one big round to let the audience see their faces den walk out of the parade square.. den audience down there wait wait wait.. den suddenly rain leh.. lol.. but they still later marching in again but without helmet this time.. den down there den ask for parents to go down put on cap for them.. my mum leg abit swollen cant go down so i go and n00b around.. lol..

den i go tok to my bro awhile den come back.. prepare for camera cause later they all will throw their cap up mah.. den they shouted.. 'TRAINEE!!' if not wrong lar.. haha.. den luckily i take got the cap flying around.. lol.. den after i go back le ar.. haha.. meaning go home.. haha.. that all for today!! lol..

1st day...haha...just trying out...

2004-09-16T20:53:00.000-07:00

yoyo... today is 1st day... haha... still trying to find songs... colours for whatever i olso not sure.. haha... den olso got ppl teaching me what link what... how to edit... haha... so today wont tok really much lar... haha...